Hi everyone,

I’m sure that by now everyone’s heard the horrible news, but in case you haven’t I’ll fill you in. Today, December 18, 2017, Kim Jonghyun committed suicide. I’ve been suffering from depression for the last five years of my life and I can confidently say that Shinee is the reason that I am still alive today. Hearing about his death hurt like hell, as he has impacted my life in such a major way, helping me to see that there is still beauty in life. I cannot imagine what his family and friends must be feeling right now and my heart goes out to them. To anyone else who was impacted by either his life or death, stay strong! He was truly an amazing man and his abscence will not change that. Hopefully he can rest happy knowing of the beautiful legacy that he left behind.

Now in terms of what this means for me as a writer, well I’ll be taking a break for a while. I’ve actually finished the next five chapters of this fic but I don’t know when I’ll post them, I just need some time away from everything right now. I hope that you can understand given the circumstances.

Rest in Peace Kim Jonghyun, we’ll always love you.