Chapter 16
The Best Worst I Ever HadBefore anything else.
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JIYEON'S POV
"Tell me. Do you want me to pretend that I don't k know you? Can you manage to see me every day and just ignore me even if we bumped into each other and live in the same roof? Do you want me to date someone else?!" She irritably ask and she's talking like she's really going to do it if I said yes.
But I can't imagine all of those happening
It'll drive me crazy.
"No! I can't!" I immediately answered before I realized what I just said.
Her lips then curved into a smile.
I just found it really charming.
Park Jiyeon look away....
Don't let yourself fall deeper.
"See? You can't do it either. Just like me. Stop holding your feelings back and love me" She said.
It's the right thing to do. To hold my feelings back and make it fade away.
"But Eunjung it's no-"
I wasn't able to finish what I'm going to say because she suddenly lean forward and lock her lips to mine.
Because it's sudden and I was shock I almost lost my balance so I had no choice but to cling on her or else I would fall.
Damn.
Her lips then started to move.
I close my eyes tightly.
I have to resist.
Don't kiss her back
Dont kiss her back
Don't kiss her back.
I keep repeating that in my mind reminding myself that it's not right.
Park Jiyeon pull away!!
Why are you not moving?
Why are you letting her do this to you?
You don't like her lips.
You don- ARRRGHHHH!!!
SCREW THIS!!
I just completely forget my doubts and about what's the right thing for the meantime and kiss her back.
Just for tonight.
I wanted to experience how to be her girlfriend.
She's smiling widely when we parted.
I heaved a deep sigh.
What am I doing?
I keep arguing with myself about this thing.
I can't decide.
It's really hard to decide.
"I guess we should rest now" I said and go down the tree.
I feel like everything in me was just not normal when I'm with her.
I can't make a proper decision that's why I always ended up depending on her.
Letting her decide what should happen and I'll just go on with the flow.
"So you just choose to ignore me now Park Jiyeon?" I heard her from behind.
I ignore her and start walking back to inside the house.
I go upstairs.
I know that she's just right behind me but I still choose to pretend that she doesn't exist.
I was now infront of my room and was about to get inside but...
"If this is how you wanted it to be. Fine. I'll do what you want." She said in a very cold tone of voice and get into her room.
I just feel like my heart sank.
I took a deep breath and get inside my room too.
I slumped myself into the bed and stare at the ceiling.
Then I just remember something.
I immediately get up but then I realize one thing again.
Why do I keep doing this?
This is so against everything that I should be doing.
But anyway, there's no harm in this right?
QRI'S POV
I'm here now inside Minnie's car. She's sending me home and I'm thankful that she's driving at a normal speed right now though she's been exceptionally silent since we left we left their house.
I didn't dare to start a conversation coz I don't know what should I say too.
"Sorry about my Mom a while ago" She suddenly voice out.
"It's ok. I understand that she just wanted what's the best for you. You're her only daughter" I said to her.
Though her Mom is a little bit
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