JIYEON'S POV

I'm here in my room trying to focus on this papers that I had to review according to my Mom.

These are all the information about our company which she will pass on to me sooner or later.

I've been stocked on the first page.

Well, not because I'm finding it hard to understand but because my mind is occupied with something else.

OH MY GOSH!!

How can I review when all that I had in mind was Eunjung?

I don't know when did I fall in love with her but I just wake up one day that I'm not complete when she's not around.

I don't mind arguing all day as long as she was on my side.

I set the papers aside.

Maybe I'll do it some other time.

I wanted to see her tonight.

I open my closet and find something nice to wear.

Of course I had to be pretty when I meet her.

While I was busy choosing clothes to wear.

A particular shirt catches my attention.

I smiled and took it from my closet.

It's Eunjung's shirt.

The one that used during the first time I had been to her house.

I just realize that it's quite treasurable for me.

While I was busy reminiscing those times I notice something on the shirt's collar.

SG_Eunjung?

"She's a fake"

 Eunjung's word suddenly flashes to my mind.

I go to my study table and open the drawer where I kept my secret admirer's letter.

I get the last letter I'd receive from her.

Dear Pretty Jiyeon,

      I wanted you to know that I woke up with a very seeing the most beautiful view I could ever see in my entire life and that is your beautiful face. It truly made me smile.

I had received this letter on the day after I sleep on her house.

Right

That night I sleep using her lap as my pillow.

And I wake up that time and she was staring at me.

"Oh my gosh....SG is....sweetgirl" I said to myself.

"Eunjung was my real secret admirer and not Taeyeon"

So this is why I'm feeling different towards the letters and Taeyeon.

It was Eunjung who's making me smile all this time.

It was Eunjung whom I'd really love from the start.

But why did she let Taeyeon take her identity?

Why did she stop writing letters to me when Taeyeon took her identity?

Now I really have to talk to her.

I really have to see her coz she has to explain things to me.

But wait....

How am I going to get out in here without anyone in this house knowing?

Hmmm, who is my partner in crime???

PARK HYOMIN!

Just the right person I need right now.

I get my phone and dialed Minnie's number.

"What?" She picks it up and speaks with a cold tone like she had just received a bad news.

I wanted to know what happen but there's more important thing in me right now.

Maybe I'll talk to her next time.

"I need your help" I said.

"Help for what?" She curiously asks.

"I need to sneak out of the house to go to Eunjung. I have to talk to her Minnie" I stated.

"Mwo?! Are you crazy? Can't you just talk to her tomorrow?"

I'm expecting that her reaction will be something like this but I can't wait for tomorrow.

I need to do it now.

"Minnie please. I can't have peace of mind unless I could talk to her" I pleaded and I know that she's aware that if I'm this determined I would do whatever it takes.

"Fine fine. Wait for me there" She said giving up the hang up.

I smile in victory

Now I gotta check if Mom and Dad was already asleep.

I walk outside of my bedroom and go check on them.

I tip toed till I get in front of their room.

I could hear them talking not clearly because there's music playing inside.

Dad loves to listen to music to get to sleep.

".......your daughter Ham Eunjung........ Jiyeon's biological sister"

Mwo?!

Did I just heard it right?

Dad's daughter was my biological sister?

My hands tremble and I felt weak.

Her name was....

Ham Eunjung????

I go back to my room and lean on the door after I close it.

My heart was beating fast that I don't even understand what to feel.

I'm a pabo!!

I should've suspected it.

Dad's surname was Ham and Eunjung was Ham too.

I brushed my face in frustration.

How could she be my biological sister?

Is Dad my real father that's why Mom can't even show his picture to me???

If that's the case loving Eunjung was a big mistake.

I shouldn't have fallen for her.

This is not right.

"I should end this" I said to myself and wipe my tears.

I prepare myself and wait for few more minutes before I sneak out of the house and meet Minnie.

I'm surprised that Qri was here too.

I sit on the backseat in silence.

"Hey, why are you so quiet? You sound so excited a while ago to meet Eunjung?" Minnie suddenly asks me while she was driving and she notices my silence.

It's true.

I was very excited coz I thought we could be together now.

But it turns out that I have to end this coz its crazy.

I shouldn't love her.

I close my eyes and took a deep breath to stop my tears from falling.

I can't cry in front of them.

"I think Jiyeon was just so excited and nervous at the same time that she couldn't say a word" Qri teases me.

I just look outside the window.

I heard them giggle.

This is just so hard for me that I can't even force a smile.

Why?

Why of all people I had to fall in love with my sister?

Why I have to fall in love with her if right from the start we can never be together?

But I gotta choose to do the right thing.

I keep saying while on the road.

I had to stop my tears from falling.

Few minutes more and we arrive at the restaurant where Eunjung works.

I think they're already closing.

"You two stay here. I'm gonna get inside" I said to them and get out of the car.

"Hello Miss Jiyeon" The guard greeted me coz he knows me already.

"Uhm. Is Eunjung still there?" I ask.

I could hear noise coming from inside.

It was like they were having a great time.

"Yes. You get it" he said and let me get inside.

But when I get inside.......

The tears that I was holding back since a while ago.

It hurts

I turn my back and run outside.

"JIYEON!"

I heard her call me but I ignore her and keep running.

I don't know where to go but I have to go somewhere away from that place.

I know I decided to stop this madness coz we can't be together but it still hurt to see her kiss someone even though that was only on the cheek.

I still love her and I can't move on with just a blink of an eye and pretend that it's ok.

I felt weak but I still keep running.

People may think that I'm insane but I don't care anymore.

I keep running till I got tripped and fall on the ground.

I felt pain on my knee but it's nothing compare to the pain I feel inside.

"JIYEON!" I got shocked to see her beside me.

Checking on me.

I didn't know that she chased me.

I can see that she's worried about me but I can't fall for her any harder.

"DON'T TOUCH ME!" I yelled at her before she could even touch me.

I have to restrain myself from wanting her.

"Jiyeon please. Let me explain. It's not what you think!" She pleaded and I can see that she's starting to cry.

What would she explain?

That it was nothing?

That it was just a friendly kiss?

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