Thirty

Find Me // SHINee
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The stranger glanced at Minho with a look of hesitance, before asking Jonghyun, “This your partner?”


Minho just glared at him, eyes so hard Jonghyun thought he'd beat the man there and then. But Minho remained ignorant to the man’s curiosity and uncompromised in his calm, as he asked, “Where's Taemin?”

Jonghyun smirked and took another sip of whiskey. The stranger, obviously struck confused by the business of the younger males, turned away with a sigh, knowing his prize for the evening had been lost to an angry, brunette model-type, a type he vaguely recognised but couldn’t tell from where.

"Jonghyun,” Minho stressed, voice firm, “I didn’t bring Kibum. Now where the hell is Taemin?”


Jonghyun finished his drink. The glass hit the counter with a clink. Standing as steadily as he could on his drunken legs, he stumbled back from his stool. If Minho was fazed by his foreign surroundings, he didn’t show it, as he stood, stoic, watching Jonghyun lift a coat and swing it on, missing the sleeve three times as he tried to gain purchase. Then, brazenly, he tipped from the stool and practically lolloped to the exit, the relief visible on the bartender’s face as he watched the door open and shut.


Minho followed in silence.

The inside hum of the pub was inaudible from the dank alleyway it was situated down, instead swapped for the distant vibration of cars on a further afield road. Minho had noticed that, down this side street, the alleyways created a labyrinth. The few lights were from the sides of the windowless bar to illuminate customers' travels, but only showed a glow of a three metre radius to highlight Jonghyun and Minho, as they silently faced each other in the cold, pitch night.


“Where is Taemin?” Minho repeated, for the third time that evening. He clenched his fists, blood converting to nervousness as he watched his hyung steady himself with a small hand against the damp brick walls. He looked nauseous, as if he could be sick at any time. He wasn’t used to such religious drinking, after all, and he'd found the alcohol to create a maelstrom in his mind.


“’S’gone,” Jonghyun slurred, raising his head with a stooped neck to stare at his dongsaeng. Minho stood, patiently, eyes riveted on the tiny man before him.


“Speak clearer, Jonghyun,” Minho instructed, thrown aback by the quietness of Jonghyun’s speech.


“S’gone!” Jonghyun exclaimed, voice racketing down the empty alleyway. Minho just nodded, tears cracking at his eyes. He couldn't cry. He wouldn't cry. He wasn’t weak. Refusing to look at his elder, Minho instead averted his gaze to the unending black behind the flickering lights.

"So why did you text me?” Minho asked, fighting his disappointment. Part of him hadn’t trusted Jonghyun, but his hope had surfaced, spearing him against the wall of false dreams before he'd time to dodge the arrows. The rain began to mizzle softly, creating a chill that prickled both of the men.


“I've gotta question for you,” Jonghyun muttered lazily, finally pushing himself away from the wall. Though there was a sizable gap between Jonghyun and Minho, it was partially closed as Jonghyun tripped over his own feet, stumbling towards the younger but miraculously remaining upright. Minho swallowed thickly.


“You know,” Jonghyun continued, words barely decipherable, “what Kibum means to me. You know I love him, so why didn't you help me fight for him?”


Jonghyun’s voice was a drawl as he took another step towards Minho, the stench of alcohol prudent from his form. Minho instinctively took a step back, but remained still when Jonghyun closed the gap again, pointing a finger at Minho’s chest.


“Jonghyun, go home,” Minho instructed, “you're not thinking straight. Go home.”


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What is a story feed? idek omg haha~ I wanted to update tonight but I became so tired so instead I'm going to beginning the //long// editing process... D:

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Sekaizo #1
Chapter 49: Please update soon this is soooo good TT
sashaaaa #2
Pls update soon! Can't wait to find out what happens next! <3
Kitties577 #3
Chapter 49: Oh my gosh i am literally dying ;w; this has become one of my favorite fics so far and i need to find out what happens next ;w; ;w; Hopefully taemin gets both jinki and jonghyun to safety in the next chapter! update soon please :3
lllfate37 #4
Chapter 49: I'm so glad I found your stories. It's been awhile since a fan fiction piece has moved me like this. I read Cherry Blossom and this fanfic in one go tonight haha. Can't wait for your next update!
Freakyll #5
Chapter 49: Hey, sorry for not reviewing as much as I used to do. I'll just let you know that right now I'm under huge stress and reading fanfictions like yours help me keep my mind out of it. Thank you so much.
4____nobody____4 #6
Chapter 49: omg
But jinki isn't dead,right? ;-;
Taemin and Eunjin need to go get JonghyunI'M LITERALLY CRYING OVER HERE
sashaaaa #7
Chapter 48: hi! i don't mean to pressure you but do you think you might be able to update soon? I just really love the story, and i'm dying to find out what happens next! :) <3
key2_locket
#8
Chapter 1: Your writing is so good! You've made the character's personalities clearly differ so early within the prologue. I can tell this is going to be a good read. Even though I can see myself feeling miserable at some point in the future lol.
Love it already!! ^^
Rexyraus #9
Chapter 48: While I'm reading this absolutely amazing fic, I find it hard to believe that you can be dissatisfied with something so good ^^ I really hope you finish this story, and I can't wait to read more of your work! <3 <3
Kitties577 #10
Chapter 48: i'm a new reader and i just have to say that i absolutely LOVE this story! Your writing is amazing and keeps me hooked! I'm dying and i can't wait for the next chapter :'D loving the jongtae, hopefully taemin saves him in time and jonghyun finally realizes his feelings for him :333