I never thought id be one of those authors that had to update a sorry chapter and making you guys think that im actually updating but i had to apologize to all my subscribers. Especially to this story because it seemed like i abandoned it because it has been a month.

One of my viable excuses is that my father who I havent seen in 10 years came to the US to visit me so I've been a bit emotionally confused. My other viable excuse at first was that I didnt have my laptop while i was in ny so for a week while i was there i couldnt update because you know pre concert anxiety and like I got to meet GOT7 in person while lost in the streets of Manhattan and they are such sweet children and I love them to death so after the two days of the concert I went through like another week of post concert depression and now that it has finally lifted then theres this news about our maknaes just being themselves and being critized and hated for it. I feel so sad and emotionally disturbed that I cant even begin to think about much of anything. GOT7 has legit been on my mind for the past 3 weeks and I just dont know what to do. I shed tears of joy when i met them but then im crying tears of sadness that they have to face this kind of hatred in the US and that they have to go through this and they are just very young children. I feel bad that they even came to the US at this point and I dont want any of us to blame Mark's friends be