I was First

Inflicted Heartache
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The moment Seungri was officially selected as a BigBang member, Youngbae almost grew wings. His heart was so combusted when little Seunghyun sang that song in the audition. He wanted to hug him and pat him on the back for improving so fast in such a short period.

“I did it hyung!” Seungri told him extremely excited after YG decided to give him a chance.

Youngbae drew him in a hug unable to hide his utter joy. “I knew you would Seunghyun ah.”

And Youngbae knew. When him, Jiyong, big Seunghyun and Daesung went back to the dorm, he stole glimpses of Seungri and Hyunseung training on their own in the empty practice room. He wanted to strand the group and go help him. But he needn’t to. His Seungri was too strong.

Youngbae celebrated. Ignoring a grumpy Jiyong because he couldn’t forget that Hyungseung got eliminated. That night, Youngbae felt as if his life had a new meaning: Protect Seungri.

Little Seunghyun was cheeky and attention grabbing. He always wanted the whole everything to be about him. And if it wasn’t, he would pout or shout all night asking for attention. He was obnoxious, loud and even annoying. But Youngbae loved all of those and more about him.

Youngbae was never one to talk too much so he always listened and analysed instead. He found a friendly soul in Daesung, they always communicated in silence and that suited him perfectly.

Seungri would never shut up. He was more like Jiyong in some ways. In all their years together, Youngbae lent a shoulder to Jiyong and let him pour all his ranting and dissatisfaction on him. But Seungri was different. He wouldn’t rant or argue, he would just talk about everything and nothing.

Youngbae would listen to him talking non-stop just to satisfy his attention-seeking soul. He would smile and even laugh at his tasteless jokes. Otherwise, little Seunghyun would pout that heart wrenching expression Youngbae doesn’t want to see.

Seungri was the group’

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alexandra_c #1
Chapter 15: Love the ending! Such a great story~
alexandra_c #2
Chapter 8: Too much angsty :(( Great writing!!!!!
alexandra_c #3
Chapter 7: Crying my eyes out :((
alexandra_c #4
Chapter 5: God this is so sad :( Tears for Ri
alexandra_c #5
Chapter 4: Oh god O have a feeling Ri loved Bae here but the never got to talk
Tenkaichi2121 #6
Chapter 11: This chapter is heartbreaking T.T
I dont know how they would react later once 4 of them comeback from enlistment and seungri currently still having this ty situation... gosh i cant see bigbang as 4 members seriously.
I love all 5 of them. Amd bigbang should always remain 5 members and they are have and will always be: Kwon Ji Yong , Choi Seung Hyun, Dong Young Bae, Kang Dae Sung, Lee Seung Hyun! There are no other way. Its 5 or nothing! I am sorry i am spamming here T.T
Tenkaichi2121 #7
Chapter 3: Poor YB... this is exciting... next chaps!
KimHyunJoongWooBin
#8
Chapter 15: Wahhh this was so good. Thank you for writing this!
seungriii #9
Chapter 15: Fantastic baby.... Wink wink.... Very well written.... Can't resist until I finished reading ...., enjoyed....
Wafflesareyummy88
#10
Chapter 15: U just made me ship these two harder ..even tho I'm an avid nyongtory shipper *-* ...too good