I don’t think I can be called a bully. I only bully one person, sometime I may seen to bully Kwang Soo but that’s really all for show, I only bully him. Anyway, I am the only person that can bully him.

 I could call his full name, he would only come running, to see if I need help, to see if I am hurt, to see what the problem. I could even call him other names and get away unscathed unlike the other members who would surely get punished.

I could pull his hair, he would just tried to remove my hand and after a distance away then shouted ‘Yay”. If someone else even touched his hair, they would have gotten beaten.

I could bite him, I liked the feeling of his muscles in between my teeth. Even before he let go of me gently, he would make sure I am safe.  I had seen him reprimanded the others who had done the same.

I could laugh at him, only to meet a pair of puppy’s eyes pleading me to stop laughing at him. Jae Suk oppa often got rebuked if he just even smiled.

I could pinch him, only have him hugging me closer so that I would not fall. No one else had even dared to do that.

I could piggy back on him and felt totally safe in his arm, he had tried to keep a distance from the other woman he did, his hands wouldn’t even hold their legs.

I could get hugs from him, he would hug me closed. All the rest just get a pat on their back.

I could whisper into his ears and he would listen attentive to my suggestion. He simply nagged at the rest.

 I could hang on to his arms, he would just allow me too without him making sure there a gap in between.

I could pour water all over him, he would just get a towel and dried himself. The rest would surely be treated with even more water.

I could complain about him, he would just let it zoom past him, if others would do it, they will get disciplined.

i could shouted at him, he would look apologetic and raise his hand to indicate he was sorry. I had seen him threaten others who do so.

i could make him envious of others guys when I treated other guys well, other women couldn't even catch his eyes.

i could hug him, he will pulled me closer, he would move apart quickly if it others.

i could make him let me win, he would go his full extend to make sure I got my prize.

i could play tricks on him, he just laugh it off, if haha would try it,he would get the trick back.

I could even let him kneel in front of me, he would present me with his prize. Even Jae Suk couldn’t make him done it.

I could put on a funny hairband on him, he would stand still and make sure I put it on nicely. Others don’t even have a chance.

I could do all so much others couldn’t, he just allowed it. It was my special privileges, but he didn’t do more than that, he would let me had my way. My way didn’t include making him love me. If I confessed my love, would he return my love? I often wondered, but I don’t dare to try. What if he didn’t, then where would we be….

Maybe I could kiss him on his lips and dare he let other women do so

Maybe I could bully him to take me out on a date, he owe me that much

Maybe I could even bully him into making me his girlfriend, I would already declare my turf.

Maybe I could bully him to ask me to marry him, who else can he marry anyway

Maybe I could bully him his whole life now, maybe the next, and the next and the next, I could not get enough of him.

That will be my plan from now on, the rest of the world should witness how I bully him.