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Call You When The Party's Over (JMJ)

Karina would give her all to protect the Crown Princess, Minjeong—even if it means giving up her heart.Or,Minjeong falls in love for the first time with Jimin.  

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I Need To Stop, but I Can't

By Exotic_Baby13 Published
Tags     selfharm   exo   baekhyun   chanyeol   baekyeol 
Characters Baekhyun Chanyeol and Exo
With 47 chapters, 33 votes, 416 subscribers, 13270 views, 142 comments, 50133 words
Status [M], Completed

Broken Flower

By WhiteAngelGyu Published
Tags  angst   romance   sad   you   selfharm   exo   kai 
Characters Baek SuMin (OC) , Kai, Others
With 4 chapters, 27 subscribers, 5 comments, 8591 words

She was broken, alone, cold. No one cared enough to help, neither did she care enough to let them in. Her heart was frozen with painful scars. No one was ever able to

Insecurity

By CassieLovesKpop Published
Tags  drama   fluff   you   selfharm   hyuk   vixx 
With 6 chapters, 2 votes, 1780 views, 9 comments, 7279 words
Status [M]

Some Of Us Just Need a Little Help

By kai-foxflight Published
Tags  shinee   taemin   anorexia   selfharm 
Characters Lee Taemin, Kim Kibum, Choi Minho, Lee Jinki, Kim Jonghyun
With 51 chapters, 39 votes, 472 subscribers, 10320 views, 195 comments, 92637 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

Maybe Tomorrow.

By swaggot_kelli Published
Tags  abuse   selfharm   kai   luhan   bulimia 
With 1 chapters, 2 votes, 5 comments, 831 words
Status [M]

Happiness Permitted

By TaeminnieMee Published
Tags  angst   romance   selfharm   depression   exo   kaisoo 
Characters Kim Jongin || Do Kyungsoo || (+ Others)
With 2 chapters, 15 votes, 126 subscribers, 6010 views, 24 comments, 5513 words
Status [M]

I'm only his brother

By Vanill4candy Published
Tags  abuse   angst   suicide   anorexia   selfharm   hunhan   hunhanincest 
Characters Sehun, Luhan and other Exo members
With 15 chapters, 87 votes, 657 subscribers, 25440 views, 263 comments, 15056 words
Status [M], Completed

Fixing A Broken Life

By UniquelyMe6639 Published
With 8 chapters, 22 subscribers, 2 comments, 12148 words

You were once a social butterfly until your boyfriend ruins your life forever.  Now someone is trying to fix it, but can they?

Of Maids & Men

By shixiin Published
Tags  family   highschool      selfharm   exo   hunhan   kaisoo 
Characters Main: Luhan, Sehun, Jongin, Kyungsoo; other EXO members here&there;
With 23 chapters, 56 votes, 234 comments, 47542 words

  Luhan is an average male. With a somewhat average life. His past isn't that dazzling; his mother died when he was eleven, his father was (still is) an alcoholic + a drug addict, yet out of the kindness in his heart, Luhan still cares for him. With his unemployed father, Luhan can barely get by with the monthly groceries and constant bills. And on top of all that, he has school to attend to. Then his two cl

His Final Homework

By pastelsky Published
Tags  angst   suicide   selfharm   depression   cutting   cmz 
With 1 chapters, 3 votes, 9 subscribers, 670 views, 7 comments, 2284 words
Status Completed

 

Not the One You Deserve

By xingthighs Published
Tags  angst   fluff   selfharm   exo   baekhyun   chanyeol   baekyeol 
Characters Baekhyun, Chanyeol
With 1 chapters, 118 votes, 2911 subscribers, 33220 views, 92 comments, 5015 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

My Hitman's Mistake

By buseojin Published
Tags  mafia   selfharm   baekhyun   chanyeol   baekyeol 
Characters Chanyeol, Baekhyun, EXO (as cameos)
With 3 chapters, 5 votes, 19 comments, 2631 words
Status Subscribers Only

Park Chanyeol is the new leader of a notorious mafia family, and his first plan is to kidnap, torture, and kill Byun Baekho, the man who shot Chanyeol's father. So just how exactly did Chanyeol end up with Byun Baekhyun, Baekho's sociopathic little brother?

If i would fall,Suho, Would you catch me?

By XiuminIsABunBun Published
Tags  angst   krystal   selfharm   exo   suho   sustal 
Characters Suho Krystal Baekhyun EXO
With 3 chapters, 4 votes, 13 comments, 3924 words

Suho almost have everything, The wealth, The Looks, The guts. But what if the fate plays with him?

A scarred angel [WARNING: may be triggering to anyone affected by self harm!]

By Elisdove Published
Tags  selfharm   cutting   nuest   triggerwarning 
With 21 chapters, 1 votes, 14 subscribers, 1020 views, 4 comments, 16757 words

She is there world and nothing will stop them helping her.

Healing

By Manillamuffins Published
Tags  angst   selfharm   depression   exo   luhan   sehun 
With 3 chapters, 4 votes, 96 subscribers, 2350 views, 33 comments, 1017 words

Sehun's scars faded more and more everyday. He was healing at last. With Luhan, each day was brighter than the last.  Sequel to Scars

Superhero

By erasingscribbles Published
Tags  angst   sad   selfharm   exo   exom   xiuhan 
With 1 chapters, 12 votes, 31 subscribers, 3500 views, 11 comments, 1207 words

I would wear ridiculous underwear over tights and flashy capes if it meant that I could save you.

No more

By alisonf Published
With 1 chapters, 4 subscribers, 450 views, 1 comments, 652 words
Status [M]

You Keep Me Alive

By ggFanytastic Published
Tags  snsd   tiffany   selfharm   girlxgirl   fan 
Characters snsd, tiffany, you
With 3 chapters, 2 votes, 57 subscribers, 960 views, 13 comments, 1990 words
Status [M]

I'm sorry-Sequel!~

By XxMatoxX Published
Tags  angst   selfharm   bap   banghim   daejae   jonglo 
Characters Moon JongUp, Choi JunHong, Bang Yongguk, Kim Himchan, Jung DaeHyun, Yoo YoungJae
With 1 chapters, 1 votes, 2 comments, 1626 words

  Darkness filled my mind.  ~*~ Please don't leave me...

Carved In My Skin

By ZelomatoXD Published
Tags  angst   bullying   selfharm   exo   luhan   sehun   hunhan 
Characters Luhan, Sehun, other unnamed EXO members
With 1 chapters, 18 votes, 9510 views, 63 comments, 2188 words
Status Completed

I slid down the white bathroom wall and put my head in my hands in despair.   ”I can’t do this anymore” I said quietly as I felt the tears slide down my palms.   I looked up and pulled something out from my pocket.   A razor.   A well-used razor

Know My Story (Hiatus)

By StalkerofSehun Published
Characters Hana(OC) & Suho & Ja Jaewan (OC)
With 6 chapters, 2 votes, 36 subscribers, 480 views, 2 comments, 4966 words
Status [M], Members Only

Security In Sadness

By Metis1 Published
Tags  selfharm   tao   sehun   bulimia   taohun   eatingdisorder   setao 
Characters tao, sehun
With 29 chapters, 34 votes, 291 subscribers, 12150 views, 148 comments, 23888 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Friends Only, Members Only

Deer Deathly Reflexion

By K-poplova Published
Tags  angst   selfharm   exo   sehun   hunhan 
Characters Sehun, Luhan, Kai (cameo)
With 1 chapters, 2 votes, 13 subscribers, 450 views, 2 comments, 1666 words
Status [M], Completed

U L T I M A T U M

By sookchiie Published
Tags  selfharm   exo   hunhan   taoris   baekyeol   kaisoo   sulay 
Characters EXO; Extras: Other groups
With 1 comments, 297 words
Status [M]

Decaying Beauty

By xoxkwonlover Published
Tags  angst   bigbang   fluff   gdragon   sliceoflife   selfharm   originalcharacter 
Characters G-Dragon (Kwon Jiyong), Lee Kalin (OC)
With 39 chapters, 127 votes, 41670 views, 859 comments, 119916 words
Status [M], Completed, Subscribers Only

Baby Don't Cry

By KawaiiSuJu Published
Tags  abuse   selfharm   baekhyun   chanyeol 
Characters KawaiiSuJu
With 13 chapters, 12 votes, 29 comments, 12131 words
Status [M], Completed

We are One... Or not?

By Xia_Lu Published
Tags  angst   bullying   drama   selfharm   exo   rumours 
Characters All of EXO and some of the SM artist
With 2 chapters, 2 votes, 1150 views, 4 comments, 871 words

With only 2 year since debut, the group ''EXO'' starts to feel what is to have a very crazy idol life.

Not Skinny Enough

By xxiuwoo Published
Tags  angst   selfharm   luhan   xiumin   xiuhan   eatingdisorder 
Characters Luhan, Xiumin, mentions of EXO
With 10 chapters, 34 votes, 343 subscribers, 14320 views, 75 comments, 16815 words

Luhan hates seeing Xiumin starve himself, and he'll do anything for him to stop.

I Need To Stop, but I Can't (Sequel)

By Exotic_Baby13 Published
Tags     selfharm   exo   baekhyun   chanyeol   baekyeol 
Characters Baekhyun Chanyeol and Exo
With 35 chapters, 25 votes, 338 subscribers, 13560 views, 270 comments, 27285 words
Status [M], Completed

It never ends

By WolfBites Published
Tags  shinee   snsd   selfharm 
Characters SNSD, SHINee, Im Yoona, Seohyun, Kim Jonghyun and more
With 6 chapters, 2 votes, 4 subscribers, 250 views, 2 comments, 3093 words
Status [M]

Rest in Peace, Lila

By cherilyn Published
Tags  angst   death   oneshot   suicide   selfharm 
Characters Lila (OC), Louis (OC)
With 1 chapters, 3 votes, 2 comments, 1052 words
Status Completed

She had nobody by her side, it was only her, herself. Nobody cared about her, until the day she leaves..... It was too late.  

Those Without Courage

By Solar_Sock Published
Tags  angst   romance   selfharm   exo   exok   comfort   suho 
Characters Kurai(Oc),Suho,EXO K
With 9 chapters, 3 votes, 26 subscribers, 1810 views, 7 comments, 23300 words

                                                    Hi everyone :D thats right i'm writing a new fic on EXO K, Suho in particular ^^. Anyways i'm going to

Without You

By taorisinxi Published
Tags  selfharm   zelo   bap   choijunhong 
Characters Zelo and then there's the other people.
With 76 words
Status [M]

My life is a bad dream

By Forever-eccentric Published
Tags  drama   jongkey   onho   romance   selfharm   depression   triggerwarning 
Characters Key, Jonghyun, Onew, Minho.
With 25 chapters, 9 votes, 107 subscribers, 5020 views, 57 comments, 32294 words
Status [M], Completed

Guilt, Filth, and Lies

By kyu-nim Published
Tags  angst   dark   kyuhyun   leeteuk   selfharm   depression 
Characters Kyuhyun Leeteuk
With 4 chapters, 2 votes, 5 comments, 5523 words
Status [M]

Free fall

By watermelon Published
Tags  infinite   myungsoo   sungyeol   selfharm 
Characters Lee Sungyeol, Kim Myungsoo.
With 1 chapters, 3 votes, 10 comments, 6104 words
Status [M], Completed

Father

By hiddenlotuses Published
Tags  highschool   selfharm   exo   kai   luhan 
With 1 chapters, 2 comments, 856 words
Status Completed

Problems with life issues including his father, Luhan goes to Kai for comforting words. 

control

By helly_3 Published
Tags  selfharm   chen 
Characters chen
With 1 chapters, 3 votes, 8 comments, 1519 words
Status Completed

    Jongdae wonders how far he can go with it and still get away.   People allege themselves as therapists. They ask a lot of questions. Scars on his arms, wrists, legs and back don’t go easily unnoticed. Jongdae is tired of these sessions. 

Everything I could never tell you

By smiley-seulgi Published
Tags  angst   fxband   krystal   multishot   sulli   selfharm   jungli 
Characters Sulli, Krystal, Amber, Victoria, Luna
With 10 chapters, 10 votes, 42 subscribers, 2090 views, 28 comments, 7944 words
Status Completed

A letter to Soojung from Sulli. Kind of depressing/angsty...

My little secret.

By Shineeobsession Published
Tags  angst   anorexia   selfharm   banghim   taoris   neo 
With 9 votes, 117 subscribers, 2280 views, 15 comments, 1098 words
Status [M]

The Down Fall of Her Lies

By animeprey216 Published
Tags  angst   sistar   selfharm   hyora   borin 
Characters Hyorin, Bora, rest of sistar
With 6 chapters, 2 votes, 18 comments, 5044 words
Status [M]

Fragile Flower

By Junsuscassie Published
Tags  angst   jaejoong   yoosu   yunjae   selfharm 
Characters Yunho, Jaejoong, Changmin, Junsu, Yoochun
With 3 chapters, 3 votes, 14 comments, 4263 words

He was a fragile flower. A white lily trapped in the dark world of rivalry and illness. Bulemia, Anorexia, Self-harm. This place that others loved, adored...wanted to be a part of. He wanted out. But he was in too deep. One does not merely walk away from the contracts that bind them. Jaejoongs contract was Yunho.

Such A Drastic Measure

By LocKey101 Published
Tags  angst   onew   shinee   selfharm   depression 
Characters Onew and a little Key and Minho
With 1 chapters, 3 votes, 11 comments, 3006 words
Status Completed

Warning: This may be extremely triggering as it contains themes of depression and self-harming.    

Backbrace

By sonwolforlife Published
Tags  angst   jonghyun   jongyu   onew   shinee   selfharm   depression 
Characters Onew, Jonghyun, the rest of SHINee and other characters in future
With 6 chapters, 12 votes, 141 subscribers, 6570 views, 49 comments, 3415 words
Status [M]

Sweater Weather

By leebyunghuns Published
Tags  chunji   chunjoe   ljoe   romance   teentop   selfharm 
Characters Byunghun (L.Joe), Chanhee (Chunji)
With 16 chapters, 17 votes, 158 subscribers, 6510 views, 47 comments, 15510 words
Status Completed

Before starting the story, I just want to remind you guys that, as seen in the tags, this story will include some self-harming scenes (how many and to what degree, I'm not exactly sure about that myself). That being said, if you're not comfortable with that, feel free to unsubscribe/stop reading if you feel the need to do so.  Updates may or may not take a while so I apologize in advance for that...

Skin And Bones

By Shawol_ELF_SHELF Published
Tags  angst   kyuhyun   superjunior   anorexia   selfharm 
Characters Kyuhyun, Super Junior
With 4 chapters, 4 votes, 78 subscribers, 4180 views, 14 comments, 2569 words

I look into the mirror There's no perfection After the accident I have a question

Red Thread

By rararakun Published
Characters Bang Yongguk (as Jepp Blackman of Soul Connection), Female!Himchan
With 1 chapters, 3 votes, 4 comments, 2537 words
Status Completed

To others, these were merely scars. Proof of one's weakness and insanity. To me, these red lines definitely meant more.

When You're Gone

By DeadRose Published
Tags  death   jongkey   selfharm   mpreg 
With 10 votes, 109 subscribers, 5570 views, 21 comments, 152 words
Status [M]

"Idol T"

By MomoniYuul Published
Characters Exo: Tao Kriss
With 70 views, 192 words
Status [M]

Atelophobia;

By kisswoohyun Published
Tags  infinite   oneshot   woohyun   selfharm   drabble 
Characters Woohyun
With 1 chapters, 2 votes, 2 comments, 483 words
Status [M], Completed

alone

By exosenpai Published
Tags  selfharm   depression   exo   tao   taohun 
With 5 chapters, 4 votes, 12 comments, 2419 words

because i been reading depressing nowadays and i have the urge to write them down and this is going to be ty and justbye and ily <3   p.s : thanks to ninjasheeps` graphic shop for the poster! check them out <3

I Crave Perfection (Edited)

By Hunteris5000 Published
Tags  angst   infinite   sungyeol   anorexia   selfharm 
Characters Lee Sungyeol, Infinite, Kim Myungsoo
With 2 chapters, 10 votes, 5 comments, 2399 words
Status [M], Completed

How Lovely, How Broken

By AspireToInspire Published
Tags  drama   family   selfharm   kai   baekhyun   jongin 
Characters OCs, Baekhyun, Jongin (Kai)
With 3 votes, 14 subscribers, 400 views, 4 comments, 2736 words
Status Subscribers Only

All she wants is for someone to understand. All she wants is to be loved.    

Closure

By ExoticSeoul Published
Tags  angst   selfharm   depression   exo   exom   xiumin   minseok 
Characters Minseok/Xiumin l EXO
With 2 chapters, 8 votes, 34 comments, 3350 words
Status [M], Completed