Big sad and knowing eyes, they were looking at you and they were making your heart beat like it was a hard task to do with every minute that passed, only the feeling of the other heart beat close to yours was making you strong enough to not gave in, it remembered you of why you were doing this. Why you broke inside and acted only as an animal been possessive, as someone that you couldn't believe you could be. Not after all, so yes you would doubt seen him and remember who you were, someone who didn't fought for love because love was a bet with your life, a bet you didn't wanted to do. However, there you were making it. Fighting, for once, for what you loved, what you wanted, and it felt great. It felt like living. A joker laugh, that was what came next, what broke the silence. And had all of you with goosebumps. Because it wasn't none of you three, so it was something to be afraid of. So maybe you hold Kim Jongin a little closer and harder against you, and you could feel the smirk that was forming in his mouth, and it wasn't that made you want to push him away or anything, it left you with the feeling of safe and with the need of pull him closer. And if course to smirk because it was dumb and it was precious, and you had to smirk with him, you just had. You saw the big eyes and they weren't looking at you, and somehow that made it easier to breathe, to pull him closer and have a hidden smirk about everything. You wanted to pull this little time of heaven as long as you could, but time waited for no men and you knew you had to go and look who was the madman with the joker laugh, because the fourth person wasn't thought as part of the plan. Without letting go or giving any space to breathe, you moved just a tad and look to the left, near the door that noone ever used. And of course there he was, blonde hair, petit, with a smirk that was giving you nightmares, looking the wiser as always. Didn't know what the hell to do. -Sorry, but you look as in one of those situation of -Well I suppos that, that makes you the person that solves the matter He went from the smirk that gave nightmare to the expressionless face that you thought that only you could make, the one that you made famous in high school. But no there he was making it better than you, in a way that he almost looked like robot and that was scary. -Not a big fan of me, got it You couldn't understand it at first, but when you saw everything from his point of view, you could see. Two best friends fighting for a boy, a boy the both of them love, but that didn't matter when that was breaking them apart, it was a disease they should get away from. But you wouldn't and couldn't, you didn't wanted to loose your friend but Kim Jongin was the person you had been waiting for and giving up on him wasn't an option, that option fled through the window the moment you step inside the classroom and grabbed him and called him yours. It was understable but you were thorn apart. And it seemed so easy a few seconds ago, Kim Jongin was the answer but now you see all the problems, and now you don't know anymore. So you are thankful that Luhan appeared because you were unable to see the truth. -Tell me your stories And there it came the first time you would hear the story of Kyungsoo, the story you never heard because you refused and wouldn't dare to hear because it hurt to know the truth and not saying anything because you were such a coward and selfish person. Or maybe just a person falling hard and fast. -It started with a cat The snicker that followed that, the looks they sent their way, shouldn't just as much as they did but they did and you wanted to close your eyes and be blind and able to forget everything you just saw. Impossible was obvious. It was to be expected that they would share moments, even do it still hurt. Hearing the story was easy, with little pangs of guilt. Because of the story that was mixed with yours in so many ways and it was so sad and bad. They met when Kyungsoo found Kai stuck in a tree trying to save a cat, that didn't (did to), need saving. The playfulness of everything hurted but he was still there in your arms and pulling you closer and