The Night Deficiency.

The Big Crush Theory: TaePyo edition!

There are theories about time. In the long Human history many of them emerged as a respond to all the mysteries the word ‘time’ brings with it.  Philosophy and Psychology seem to be the two big areas of knowledge which studies the passing of time, the first one more than the second; analyzing the impact of it in the life of human beings. Physics has made a contribution to this topic as well, but there is no need to say it was full of mathematical formulas that only helped to make possible the idea of a time machine and time travels.

Time is certainly a thing Taeil never paid much attention to. Of all the things in this vast Universe, time it’s clearly something he is not -and has never been- much curios about. Since he has born, passing all his childhood and until the present, time has only been an annoying tick-tack sounding loud in his ears and just distracting him when he had to do something important; like reading the last comic book of the week, for example. Time has only been day and night, the movement of Earth, the seconds dying quickly, the life passing by as he grow up. And again, an annoying tick-tack. 

Therefor Taeil frowns a little as he look at his reflection in the mirror, getting ready for another date with IU, thinking that it is quite curios how time has been passing lately after that furious day when he burst out his feelings about his step-brother. And perhaps he exaggerated a little bit that day, though. Because really deep inside, he can’t hate anyone; he even wonders if such feeling as ‘hate’ really exists. He was just angry that day, angrier as he have ever been and probably that was the result of enduring all the annoyance after so long. But Jihoon didn’t bother him anymore since that incident, yet Taeil have still played the ‘I’m angry’ character. Maybe he did it just for fun, since not a single word had come out from the taller boy’s mouth after 7 days and the brunette did, indeed, feel victorious at some point. But now, in a really estrange and baffling way, he starts to feel bored without all the interaction with Jihoon and his ‘gang’, interactions to which he is so used.

The small boy sighs deeply, fixing his glasses one more time before walking out his room and down the stairs when the annoying sound of the clock ticking 8PM echoes in his head, telling him it’s time for his date with IU. In the instant he puts a foot in the living room his black eyes find those brown ones looking at him with an odd twinkle in them he has never seen before, but he only returns the gaze with his cold, sharp eyes before turning them to his mother who is watching some show with Sejoon in the other couch. Even if Taeil does miss how things were before, he still is a tiny bit upset about what happened.

-Mom, I’m going out.- the small boy says simply, without any emotion on his voice or face.

Him mother’s sweet glance looks back at him instantly, scanning him from head to toe as a playful smirk forms in her plump lips, and the smart boy already knows what she is about to say.

-IU again, right?- she wonders like if she didn’t know. –You look so handsome, baby.- she comments smiling wider, cupping her own face as she still keep looking at him like a scan.

So Taeil just rolls his eyes, not wanting to hear what he has been hearing since the first time he went out with IU. He wonders why he told his mother anyways. –Yeah, well, I’m going late so… goodbye.- he says quickly, grabbing his keys and rushing out the house.

-Awww! I can’t believe my baby has a girlfriend! He’s growing so fast.- Taeil’s mother comments in a nostalgic but excited tone.

-She’s not his girlfriend.- Jihoon corrects quickly, wishing to be the only one who hear jealousy in his voice.

-How do you know?- his father asks him curios then.                                                         

And the blonde hair boy places his eyes in the couple in front of him, trying to sound cool and maybe selfless. –I hear it when he said it to Jiho days ago.-

-Oh… well… they are sort of dating, right? That’s even more of what I’ve imagined coming from my son.- Taeil’s mom says in a relive tone, looking at him and his father with a calm smile.

-What do you say that? Did you think Taeil could be gay?- Sejoon asks confuse, hugging the lady by her shoulders.

-No, of course not. It’s just… since his father introduced him to Physics Taeil has not been too sociable. In kindergarten I’ve seen how the other boys left him alone and he never cared. He always came back home so happy and I just didn’t understand. How can he be so happy without friends? And after what happened with his father I had thought that he never would have any friends, and less a girlfriend.  But thank God he now has Jiho, and I thought he could be more open with you and Jihoon too. Obviously I was wrong, sadly.- the woman told them with her soft but sad voice; her eyes shining afflicted. 

- And now he comes and tells me he’s going out with this girl and I’m still really surprise. In some ways is really hard to believe knowing him. but I’m happy; he seems to be happy with IU and that’s all I care.- she smiles sweetly this time, looking up at his father as Jihoon can see how much they love each other.

And he has to confess, he feels a lot more jealous right now.

-Well, if Taeil will have a girlfriend eventually then Jihoon, you should do the same or your little brother will mock you.- his father’s amused voice sounds boring to him, but he just pretends a funny chuckle.

-Oh honey, let him be. I‘m sure Jihoon has a lot of girls running around him, it must be hard find someone who is not a crazy fangirl, right?- Taeil’s mom talks to him, soft but sweet, just like the brunette’s tone.

And the blonde boy flash one of his charming smiles. –Let’s say I don’t want any commitment right now.- he comments nicely, being covertly secretive about it.

-But girls want commitment, son. Anyways, tell me, is there any girl you like?- his father wonders with a slight smirk, placing his eyes on him just like Taeil’s mother.

“There is, but is a boy. And he hates me…” Jihoon thinks sadly, not showing it at all. –Well, maybe or maybe not.- he answers in a fake cute voice, standing up as he walks to the door.

Then he hears the couple’s soft laughs. -So where are you going?- his father asks again, sounding distant.

-Who knows?~- is all what blonde boy exclaims before walking out the house and getting in his car.

-Actually, I know. I’m going to check that won’t touch my little nerd too much.- Jihoon mumbles bothersome as he drives through the dark streets, remembering the talk Taeil had with Jiho a couple of hours ago, heading there without losing any more second.

Because it doesn’t matter if the short boy hates him, he just can’t help this burning feeling of jealousy whatever his little nerd is with that girl or with another person. And Jihoon has to make sure nobody will lay their hands on his Taeil.

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The night was like every night, nothing special was paint in that dark mantle. The white moon didn’t have a particular gloss and the starts were just there, shining monotonously like always since the first seconds of the Big Bang. The night breeze wasn’t so great neither; it just blows softly in shorts intervals of time swinging the leaves of the trees without much strength. The park where a lot of couples are walking around is as quiet as the nature, complementing perfectly the boring and unattractive scenario.

A certain brunette boy sighs, playing with the plastic cup between his hands as the liquid which it used to be a smoothie is now being digested by his stomach. His black eyes are fixing in the grass under his sneakers, tired of looking up at the moon as if she could tell him why this night is not as amazing as the others; like if she could tell him why this date wasn’t as excited as the other since he step out his house. Is certainly not IU’s fault, she has been trying to make this entreating for him but she fail over and over again along the evening. Clearly, something is wrong with him tonight, but he can’t figure out what is it or why.

-Taeil…- IU’s smooth voice reach his ears along with the sound of people passing by in front of them, making him look up at her. -Can you tell me what has been going on in your head tonight? Maybe I can help you.- she comments, giving him a sweet but kind of fake smile.

-Well…- the boy mumbles weakly, settling on the bench as he can look at her comfortably. –I… have nothing going on in my head.- he lies, playing nervously with the plastic cup.

-Don’t lie. It so obvious.- Ji Eun tells him somewhat mad, making him tremble ashamed.

So Taeil sighs. –I wasn’t thinking about it the whole night but… I had a big fight with Jihoon last week and, in some unexplainable way, I feel bored without him and his ‘gang’ bulling me.- he confess, now feeling stupid.

And the girl just chuckle. -Really? Isn’t it good if they don’t bully you? Why would you feel bored?- she wonders, sounding slightly sarcastic in the brunette‘s ears.

-I was thinking that. Like I’m used to them bulling me, it’s like if something is lacking in my environment, is like if the balance of the Universe is wrong. And I’m not only feeling bored, but I’m starting to feel odd in a life like this.- the boy explains, unbelieving what he’s saying.

And IU just smile at him, leaning closer and closer until their faces are just inches away. –You should look the bright side of this: You lose your bully, but you won me… Why don’t you stop thinking about someone who doesn’t matter and start to pay more attention to me? I can fill that place Jihoon left and turn it into something good for you and for me… for us.- she tells sweetly, his cheek slowly as she look straight at him.

Taeil doesn’t understand quite much why, but IU sounded like one of those cruel characters in the dramas he used to watch with his mother. Like if Jihoon was his lover and IU was trying to get between them to tearing them apart. “Stop thinking nonsense and answer her!” he tells himself in his head, feeling the warm breath of IU clashing with his own.

-Umm… but it’s funny when he bullies me because I bother him too. He is really dumb so I like to make fun of him and his gang.- Taeil comments amused, remembering all those time when he and Jiho laugh so hard because those priceless expression in the boys’ faces.

But the girl in front of him frowns a little. –Taeil, you are not understanding what I want to say.- she tells, still gentle but somewhat rare. –I like you a-and… I want to be with you so, why don’t you look at me more and leave Jihoon alone?- she propose, giving him one of her sweet smiles.

So the brunette sighs, nodding as he understands. Maybe it could be better if the monkey boy and the gang stop bulling him; maybe it could be better if he ends with that stupid game once and for all like Jiho has been telling him. And maybe it could be better if he starts a relationship with IU and grows up a little more. It could make his mother happy, it could make Jiho happy, it could make Jihoon annoyed too… But it’s really this what he wants? Is he even ready to have a girlfriend? He doesn’t want to lose time or make IU lose time, so should he accept this?

-Taeil do you have to think about it so much? Don’t you want to be with me?- Ji Eun’s sad tone brings him out of his thoughts, seeing those cute eyes a little watery.

-O-of course I want to be with you IU. I-it’s just this is all so new to me.- Taeil rush to say because he doesn’t want to make her cry, and judging by the cute smile in the girl’s lips it seems she didn’t saw through his lie.   

-You are so sweet, Taeil…- Jin Eun whispers tenderly, cupping his face as she pulls them closer as the boy’s blink surprise because of what she is about to do.

IU already could feel those pink lips against hers although there’s still a tiny gap between them. Their breathes met again in a soft contact, and just when she was about to finally taste that mouth which she has been trying to kiss something round and hard hits her back quickly, spreading across her body waves of pain as she immediately let go that chubby face and a cry of pain escapes .

-Oww!- the girl whines, putting her hands quickly on her back to touch the sore zone.

-What happen, IU?- Taeil wonders surprise, seeing her mumbles some words he can’t understand.

-Someone throw a rock to me.- Jin Eun complaints, looking down at the not so small rock which fell to the bench after hitting her.

-Mmm…- the boy hums as he look behind the girl, seeing a car parking in the street but there’s nobody inside. –Maybe the rock fell out the three…- he says, not really believing it.

-Yah, whatever. I want to go home.- the girl mumbles sulking, standing up as she keep rubbing her back.

And Taeil rolls his eyes without IU noticing it, standing up as well as he walks her home in complete silent; thinking that this is absolutely not what he wants and he is so not ready to have a girlfriend… at least not IU.

A pair of brown eyes looks how the ‘couple’ walks away, seeing them every step more distant, until they finally are out his view and a smirk curves mischievous in his mouth. –I hope it hurts all week, .- the owner of those facial features says amused, congratulating himself for being such a good pitcher.

Jihoon puts the car on move again, driving slowly to his home to arrive before Taeil and pretend like if nothing ever happen. Like if he has just not seen how that stupid girl dared to try kissing his little nerd. The smirk in his thin lips gets wider and more mischievous, so anxious to show to that girl what happen when someone tries to steal something that belongs to him.

-You mess with the wrong boy, little …- Jihoon whispers as the moonlight illuminates his determined darken eyes, having a perfect plan in mind which he will implement very soon.


I don't like IU, okay? So I'm totally on Jihoon's side here :P

Sorry for the short chapter >.< I promise next one will more fun and exciting ^^

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blackpink4 #1
Chapter 26: ohmygosh T.T This is so beautiful <3 really beautiful! It was like a well balance story :) Thank you for that authornim!
Sekaisoo19 #2
Chapter 26: I've just found this Taepyo story and it's so quite amazing! It took me only 1 day to finish this story. And sooo cute and fluffy! Plus the Zikyung moments. Gosh, I felt so touched on those beautiful and anticipating scenes. But btw, thank you for sharing this wonderful story of yours. I hope there's more Taepyo(especially Zikyung) stories as well. Okay I'm gonna sleep now. Great job! :)
Sekaisoo19 #3
Chapter 26: I've just found this Taepyo story and it's so quite amazing! It took me only 1 day to finish this story. And sooo cute and fluffy! Plus the Zikyung moments. Gosh, I felt so touched on those beautiful and anticipating scenes. But btw, thank you for sharing this wonderful story of yours. I hope there's more Taepyo(especially Zikyung) stories as well. Okay I'm gonna sleep now. Great job! :)
Sekaisoo19 #4
Chapter 26: I've just found this Taepyo story and it's so quite amazing! It took me only 1 day to finish this story. And sooo cute and fluffy! Plus the Zikyung moments. Gosh, I felt so touched on those beautiful and anticipating scenes. But btw, thank you for sharing this wonderful story of yours. I hope there's more Taepyo(especially Zikyung) stories as well. Okay I'm gonna sleep now. Great job! :)
hotseven
#5
Chapter 26: Soooi sweet! I actually came across this fic when searching for zikyung, but the foreword gets me to read this, and i don't even have the slightest regret :))
Vip83bb
#6
Chapter 26: Loved it, I like this ship
raebmonster #7
Chapter 26: Omg, I have just started to search for taepyo fanfics, and yours is the first one that I read. This is so good, this makes me like taepyo so much <333 SO BEAUTIFUL :'))))
Natmin16 #8
Chapter 26: Omg!!!! This is the cutest sweetest and most awesome fanfic I have ever read!!! It was just beautiful!!! Thank you sooo much for writing this!!!
Misaitonya #9
Chapter 26: No tengo palabras para estos ultimos dos capitulos, no solo me tomaron de sorpresa, sino tamvien me llenaron de felicidad. No puede llegarar a ser mas adorable esta pareja ♡ y más tu escritura, todo en verdad me encantó... no sabes lo mucho que extrañaré este fic.

Muchisimas gracias y felicidades TaePyo is love ♡
baozisdragon #10
Chapter 26: Im trying so hard not to scream now because!!!!! Oh my goodness!!!! This was such a perfect ending to my favorite taepyo story ever!!!

Jihoon and Taeil were the cutest couple imagine able and you did such a good job of writing them! This story was so good from the very beginning and I was always thankful and waiting for new chapters the most! Thank you so so much author, for writing this great story!