Kwon Ji Yong didn’t understand.

He didn’t understand love. He used to love a girl when he was just a teenager. First love, is always unforgettable. And when that love was just a hole in your heart, you just couldn’t overcome it. The girl at that time, left with hurtful words and painful memories. From then, Kwon Ji Yong just doesn’t know how to love again.

“Hey J how you doing

After you left it ain't the same

I'm not what I used to be

It hurts so much you know

I need you girl. I'm thinking about you,

This love.”

Love with him now, must accompany with benefit. The person who be with him, must be useful at something. Kiko, he has to say, a perfect choice. She’s a super model, she can help him in industrial model. And most of all, she also knows how to love a person. She doesn’t have only him, like he also will find someone than her when he feels lonely. A balance relationship. Kwon Ji Yong feels so alright with this. No attachment, no deep love, no care. Only, desire and lust. Easy, so easy like that. Love, only needs like that. Nothing less, nothing more. He loves her, really loves her this way.

It’s right.

So right.

Kwon Ji Yong didn’t understand.

Beside him, always having another one.

His teammate, his brother, his friend, and also….something is more than that. The one whom he can’t call name.

Lee Seungri.

When did it all start ?

Maybe when Seungri looked at him with the emotion which he knew so well what it is.

Maybe when Seungri always stayed by his side when he had problem.

Maybe when Seungri always found him and hugged him tightly when he felt so down.

Maybe when Seungri cried for him, for his pain, for his hopeless, for him, only for him.

Maybe….

So many reasons for Seungri stayed by his side and became his.

So manything made him think, Seungri with him is natural thing in this life.

It’s not love.

Kwon Ji Yong thought.

He didn’t love Seungri.

Because love, one day definitely will leave, but Seungri….

He didn’t love Seungri.

Yes, right.

So right.

Kwon Ji Yong didn’t understand.

From when,  things changed ?

He changed.

His vie