August XX

My thoughts became a jinx.

So worried right now I can't even eat. Joy had begun burning a high fever since the previous night. I think she took the incident on stage a little too hard on herself. Everyone makes mistakes but I don't know how to pull her out of her depressed state.

Spent the entire day in the big baby's room. To be exact, in her bed with her because she was trembling so badly.

I feel sorry.

We all do.

There wasn't anything we could do to ease the physical and emotional pain she's feeling.

God, please...

Please make her stop crying in her sleep.