a/n: hi guys it's been awhile since i posted. ive been backpacking & i dont have my laptop with me so getting my ideas down on long train rides was tough & impossible :( but it's ok, because theyre a lil angsty i think & i wanted to celebrate their wins (i watch them immediately when i have wifi - i am officially rv trash). i really needed to get something up to celebrate it so heres a short unedited pure fluff wenrene fic typed on my laggy phone. this isnt up to my standards i guess but yeah :/ this has very minor subtleties of . inspired from the gif @ kiss the radio phototaking. comments appreciated & thanks for reading :)

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juhyun sometimes thinks her mind is marred by the electrons of love, igniting the protons in her mind and thwarting her senses, because she always ends up wanting things at the most unfortunate times.

 

today at the radio show, she enters the studio and breathes in the cold dry air conditioning air and the usual humdrum of entertaining radio questions about the song the chereography and revealing any quirks that had happened while they were preparing for their comeback.

 

she smiles as she answers in her usual meek voice (that she really hates because she finds that ill-fitting of a leader, but seungwan always, always reminds her, "it's not about being loud, unnie." the rest is left unspoken, but she is still reassured as she feels seungwan's hand lace with hers & rubs her thumb over the skin between her thumb & pointer finger soothingly). the other members start to join in, sooyoung and yeri, especially, because they are the ones who cause the most problems with their antics, & doesn't want their unnies ratting them out, like how they cheekily placed the hot iron on the clothes while irene left the ironing board for just a moment, almost causing seulgi to perform with a burnt shirt for one performance & leaving an exasperated irene in unadulterated hysteria when her keen sense of smell smelt the slightest hint of smoke. she remembers jumping about in relief & repressed anger after removing the iron of seulgi's shirt in one swift . she also remembers the two younger ones giggling with zero remourse, and it is only when seungwan tiptoes behind her to rub her shoulders soothingly before she calms down.

 

so both the maknaes chatter animatedly to fill any silence before any of their unnies are able to reveal their pranks and uncontrollable, really not young-and-innocent personalities. and irene, well, irene's mind too uncontrollably flits to other quirks that had happened as they had prepared for their comeback. 

 

she remembers the random dances wendy breaks out into during breaks (the ones shown on v live but a lot more embrassing, & adorable, too) & when she pulls juhyun by the hand,

 

"unnie, play with me."

 

she's breathless, & wants to rest, "but seungwan i—"

 

before she even can complete her excuse, seungwan grins up at her, makes it even harder to breathe & twirls juhyun around like a ballerina. when juhyun returns to face her, she takes the hand that twirled her to intertwine both their hands instead, the other hand around her waist & starts to sway to the music, music that was a little unsuitable for a dance like that, but juhyun enjoyed it all the same.

 

when the music finally fades away, they stop, like a snapshot in the timeline of life, gaze into each other's eyes, hear the uneven breaths & count the seconds the have alone. they can hear the three other members chattering get louder outside their practice room, "yay, we get to have chicken tonight!" "let's not forget pringles!"

 

10... seungwan tilts her head up & kisses juhyun's sweaty forehead. juhyun whines, whispers, "im sweaty."

 

9... 8... seungwan simply half-smiles, bends her head lower this time, leans in to kiss lightly juhyun's eyes as they flutter shut.

 

7... "seungwan..." a little warning that seungwan should stop now because the members are probably 20 meters only away & juhyun really wants to take seungwan back to their dorm & keep her all to herself, away from seulgi joy yeri dance practices & comebacks & the public eye.

 

6... but seungwan pays no heed, pecks her nose & juhyun grips the edge of seungwan's training shirt, her fingers feeling acutely the polyster of her shirt & also the ripped abdominals under her milky skin. she can practically smell the taste of whatever's left of seungwan's bubblegum lipgloss.

 

5... 4... she leans in & doesnt feel any reciprocal action, gives a soft whine that seungwan definitely notices & juhyun can hear her giggle. she leans in the millisecond affer & juhyun finally tastes the familiar flavour of bubblegum.

 

3... her hand rides up seungwan's shirt as seungwan kisses her a little harder, 

 

2... a last deep kiss before seungwan pulls away leaving juhyun's hands caught motionless in the air where seungwan's abs should have been.

 

1... the members enter the room filled with the silence of insufficient time & unsatisfied desires & sooyoung can only chirp something along the lines of "i sense NNNN", causing seungwan to subtly wink at her.

 

she snaps back into reality and ends up smiling a little wider this time.

 

but she knows this isnt the "right" thing to say, so she smiles as if she appreciates the two maknaes' little anecdotes of the members (more like using this opportunity to badmouth their unnies) & glances to seungwan, who is so, so precious, always paying attention to everybody (except her, she thinks, when they're in public) & thinking of how to value-add the conversations and lightening up the atmosphere. her look towards seungwan becomes more & more endearing until seungwan suddenly glances back, & holds a gaze at her that makes her breath hitch. she throws juhyun her usual look, the one where she smiles while scrunching her nose & juhyun shyly looks down, feels her face heat up & just wants to have all the time alone with seungwan then & there.

 

the radio show finally draws to a close & it was time for a mandatory photography session. seungwan offers to kneel while joking to the staff "im already short anyway!" & juhyun needs to be near wendy, so she stands behind her, her hands naturally sliding down seungwan's shoulders. this is when her mind kind of shuts down, when love is a little desperate for intimacy & time alone, & she can't help but trail lower along seungwan's upper torso. she feels seungwan tense & can tell she is smiling awkwardly, but she wants seungwan to know there is a fire in juhyun only seungwan can put out. so juhyun presses her fingernails on seungwan's shirt, surreptitiously dragging the nails around the area no public eye should notice. but they don't, because the photo comes out looking like juhyun just needed somewhere to rest her hands as she posed for the picture.

 

the uncontrollable want for seungwan reaches its peak when they are tucked into the back of the van, & juhyun leans onto seungwan & trails her fingernails more explicitly near the underwire of her bra. seungwan throws her a look of surprise but juhyun will not take no for an answer.

 

the fire shall be put out tonight.