"Truth or dare?" 

I glared at Jaejoong and said, "Truth."

He gave me that meaningful look and smiled. Ugh. He must be thinking evil right now. Isn't he tired? We've been having fun since this morning and all we do is have and forgot that it's still snowing. 

But it's worth it, though. Even when it's still snowing, we did what we always do even back then. And when I say everything, it includes eating ice creams even when the weather is cold. Well, we suffered though. Here we are, in a private room in his café, coated with thick blanket while holding our own cup of latte, enjoying its warmth.

Jaejoong laughed then set his cup down,  gripped his blanket around him. "Who's your crush?"

"What?"

He smiled, meaning he's serious. It suddenly turns awkward. Crush? I like Lee Donghae, ay, I love him. Can he be my crush? But...it's inappropriate to tell Jaejoong about it, right?

He nudged me. I stared at him then said, "It's a Hollywood star, though."

"Who is it? Is he handsome like me?"

I gave him a look then laughed with him. Tsk, tsk, this guy. We look like chicks here sitting on his couch while we wrapped thick blankets around our own body. We're just silly to think we could defy the howling snow.

"It's Chris Evans," I said and sipped on my coffee.

He nodded and did the same. With his hair disheveled like that, he looks younger than his own age. He's really good-looking, I won't deny that.

"How about you?"

"Hmm?"

"Truth or dare?" I asked. 

He looked at me then said, "Truth."

I faced him, turned my body so I could clearly see him. He remained seated that way, facing the TV. "That girl you talked about last night..."

Suddenly his attention was set on me, eyes focused, as he put down his blanket, revealing his thin whitr shirt. I could see his happy trails. I gulped to that.

"What about her?" his questioned interrupted my thought. 

"Ah, uhm, does she know how you feel about her?"

He stared at me for a moment, probably thinking about something. I don't know why but I just felt my chest tightened by how his expression changed to something gloomy. 

Aish. Jessica, you shouldn't asked her that. I'm so insensitive. "Ah, it's okay if you d--"

"No, I haven't told her yet."

I was silenced and nervously bit my lip when he stood up, and turned his back on me. I could feel the burden right now. It must have been that painful for him. He shouldn't be feeling like this. We promised. 

I stood up, put away the blanket. "Jae, what's wrong?"

"Nothing," he said but he kept turning his face away from me.

It's my fault. Aish! I'm so stupid. I always say things without knowing it would hurt anyone. I should be careful about saying such things. 

"Jaejoong," I called and held his arm.

I was shocked when he shook my hand off and stayed away. I felt at fault. I'm sad that he must go through this alone. And now I feel responsible for him. I just want to comfort him and be by his side.

"Ja--"

"Sica, will you please leave?"

"What?"

I heard him sigh. "Just go for now. I want to be alone."

I didn't say anything. It felt like I should not, too so I agreed and left the place. Unfortunately, the weather was too cold. I couldn't walk back home while it's snowing more than the usual.

Aish. Ugh!

He said he'll drop me by. Hmp!

Well, I think it's because of me so I should just stop complaining right now and just accept it. So then, I started walking out while I hugged my body tight. As soon as I was out, I hissed in so much coldness. Aigoo! 

Ah! I can do it. I don't care anymore. I started walking again and just closed my eyes when my bare skin meets the cold snowflakes.