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'....is all you took to turn scratches to gashes...   ...to turn flicker to char...   ....to shatter this broken piece, further until what's left is mere dust...   Maybe the five minute break should never come in the first place. or maybe it should've happened long ago.'  

 

  The whole crowd stared at them in disbelief. Many different kinds of chattering of the same nature could be heard. Gyuri, also amongst the crowd held her breath, taking in all the conversations and the sight from where she stood and finally let a silent sigh escape her lips.   'Is it true? Is it because of me? Do they just forgot who they are and the reason they're here in the entertainment business?', She wondered to herself, but dared not utter a word.   "Eunhyuk hyung, Siwan hyung....what happen? Did you guys got into a fight?"   Eunhyuk looked over to Siwan, hoping for the latter to explain to his bandmate, because he himself wasn't sure the right thing to say to the judgmental glares. He should've took  better control of his actions. He had always had problem with his anger management because most times he'd just take in all things thrown at him. Even if he felt wronged, he'd just quietly accepted everything without giving a fight, causing the inner anger to grew bigger and stronger. Nobody knew how he had manage to keep his gummy smiley facade all the time. Nobody, except probably the people he met at the fight club he visited secretly from time to time, where he'd vent out all his anger and frustration.   But he had never went there eversince he met her. Not even once. Eversince he met her and gotten to know her, it felt like he encountered a long lost soulmate - his old self, whenever he's with her. The genuinely happy side of him. The side of him he almost forgot ever exist, and now, the side of him that had again, dissipated from his life when she made that crazy decision to broke up with him. What? Was he not good enough for her? Was this jerk before him better than he is? Did this dude who carefreely said such disrespectful slander about her deserve her better than him? Gyuri wouldn't do that. Gyuri wouldn't be so stupid. Gyuri wouldn't do that to him. He didn't believe the words at all. And he couldn't accept if she would choose this jerk over him. He couldn't even stand the sight of the dude without feeling to throw even more kicks and punches at him. Fortunately, somebody came to stop them, he couldn't even be bothered to take a look who it was. He only knew if that person hadn't come, he'd probably have killed Im Siwan, and not only end his career in Super Junior in horror, but he could be sentenced to jail for life or even worse.   There was suddenly a loud crackling, hearty laughter filling up the tense air with so many pairs of eyes judging and punishing him.   It was Siwan who laughed, in fact, he laughed so hard that he had to hold his abdomen that had received a few punches earlier. Eunhyuk wondered to himself if he was really holding it because of the laughter or the pain.   "We're just practicing for the music video. Why is everyone so serious?"   Nobody said anything in response. Not even Eunhyuk could process the unfunny humour.    "Yah, but how about the other scenes? Your face is ruined, Siwan ah, why did you bully Eunhyuk oppa to beat you up before filming the other scenes, you pabo."   'That's right. When I get beaten by a super idol, I am the one who bullied him, of course. That's how the world works.' Siwan smiled bitterly to himself before catching up on his earlier act.   "Sorry Nuna, I was too excited to film this scene and practiced with Eunhyuk hyung until we got lost in the mood.You just need to apply more makeup to cover up the bruises. I'll treat you food, okay. I'm sorry Kim PD-nim for troubling the shooting. I'm sorry Eunhyuk hyung....for bullying you." He bowed to his stylist, the director for today's filming and to Eunhyuk, after a taking a moment to stare at the terrified guilty face who then bowed back at him, yet he could still see undiminished anger in Eunhyuk's eyes. Finally, he bowed to the rest of the audience who gathered around them after somebody came to interrupt Eunhyuk from beating him up.   Neither one of them saw Gyuri at the back of the crowd, her face fell at the scene she saw and the murmurs she heard from