12+1 Months

After the Rain...Be Happy
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i was listening to this FIX's song(which featured Eunhyuk in the MV...purposely checking this out to find some eunhyuk-related inspiration. lol) n i found i really like the song, it helped my writing inspiration lmao. so here's another chap..

 

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'Will time heal wounded souls?

Will time bring back faded smiles?

If so, how long?'

 

"Ss...Sss.....Seungyeon ssi?"   She rolled her eyes at the sight of the person who opened the door of his groups' waiting room, especially the way he always stuttered her name in high pitch and the way his eyes always widened in front of her. He always gave her the impression of an awkward freak, though she would never say it to him, in the name of respect. He's still her senior after all.    "Is Eunhyuk sunbaenim here? I need to see him for awhile."   "Sure...wait. Why do you need to see him?"   "Can't I?"   "No. I mean....of course you...ca...."   "Get off the door!" Seungyeon giggled at seeing leader of the pack literally swept away the member who opened the door for her and making sure he's far away before presenting his trademark wide smile to her. "Seungyeon ssi! Are you here to see me?"   She laughed at the teasing. "No Eeteuk sunbaenim. Eunhyuk sunbaenim... I want to umm, meet him for just a short while. Is he in? And aren't you in your military service now?" She tried to appear casual and not attracting suspicion by maintaining her eyesmile.   "Well, it's not like I'm in active duty, duh. And why do you want to see him?"   "I...."   "He's married, you know."   "Aish...sunbae, it's not that. Just...."   "Arasso, no need to explain." He suddenly burst into his another trademark, shrill laughter. Relieved, Seungyeon followed suit, though she did not see anythng funny to laugh about. But everyone knows Eeteuk loves to laugh, at least in front of everyone.   "On one condition. Call me oppa."   "Aish....fine. Oppa, please."   "Eunhyuk-ah!! Your second wife came!"   "What?!" She heard the voice of her leader's ex-boyfriend, well, for the moment, her ex-leader's ex-boyfriend. Within a few seconds, he's already at the door.   "Oh, Seungyeon ssi. What's up?"   She bowed cheerfully. Once they're out of the other Super Junior members' sight, she let herself returned to serious mode. They stopped by a window near the corridor where Super Junior's waiting room was located.   "Did.....anyone from my group came to see you earlier today?"   "You mean....like your group's disappeared leader? No."   "Umm, anyone else?"   "Seungyeon ssi, I don't know where you're getting at, why don't you ask them yourself? Sorry. As you can see, I'm busy right now." He bowed curtly and went back to the waiting room. She could hear commotion once he shut the door behind him. They probably wondered why she came looking for him out of the blue. As far as she knew, ever since Gyuri left, they never once talked to the group of their leader's ex-boyfriend, outside of work. She still remember the day Gyuri appeared on her door and pulled her into a tearful hug, and apologized so many times before dropping the bomb, asking her to take care of Kara, for how long, Gyuri didn't answer. She knew how badly Gyuri was hurt by all the scandals, and as far as she knew Gyuri, she could only think of Eunhyuk as the culprit who made her close friend cried. Not that Gyuri shared that much of her personal life with the members.   "I hope you're not doing something you shouldn't do behind my back, Jiyoungie. Aish...where's the letter? I should've just burned it." She scratched her head in exasperation before heading back to her own waiting room.   ------------------   After they arrived back home, he excused himself to his bedroom.   "Yah! Why so fast going to the room, going to call your wifey?"   "Yeah." He grinned and immediately proceeded into his own space. Once he's all alone, he took out the letter earlier given to him by Jiyoung who actually had been hiding near the waiting room when he first arrived with s for one of the weekly music show's recording. She looked like she wasn't supposed to give whatever she gave him, refusing to explain, and kept saying the thing is for him and that she needed to run fast.   And it was a letter, the handwriting immediately gave away one of the answers he was looking for, after all the times that have passed.   He had waited for her for a year, 13 months to be exact. She disappeared just like that. Without even a word of goodbye. Just with announcement by her agency that she's taking a long break from KARA to recover from some vocal chord nodule surgery he never heard of while furthering her studies and had agreed with him to be just friends since she wanted to concentrate on studies and her recovery and couldn't keep up with long distance relationship. He was beyond shocked, but he had no other choice than to pretend that he's well aware of the separation. Her statement made it sound like they had both discussed and agreed on it
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guys,a sequel might not happen based on votes,but i'm sharing the trailer,so check my blogpost for it^^

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HoshaTree
#1
Chapter 25: I'm really late to comment on this sorry -.-
I think your writing has improved since this, but I still enjoyed reading a long fic about my bias group! so much kara feels in the last chapter too...
I like the way you write the girl characters as complex, real people. The scheming Jiyoung was quite entertaining!
This is a bit random, but I've always thought Gyuri and Siwan look really similar, like they could be brother and sister. I think it's because they have the same teeth or something? lol, especially when Gyuri dressed as a boy for that drama...
Junseoh
#2
I love siwan.. Im gonna start reading!
rion_01 #3
omg~ i thought it's a coincidence as well.. and i watched both mvs and i had to say, i love both singles^^ super junior and ze:a are ones of my favourite groups and now i just have to wait for kara. i wonder when they're going to release a new korean song. oh well, i thought you're going to post a sequel or something. lol
Ipizzippy #4
Why did I only find this now?! GAH!!! Hahaha. Must start reading.
hopelesswriter #5
@ireneayu: thank you so much for the honest opinion. just the fact that there's a comment made me happy^^. though i guess many who stalked this fic really dislike it.haha.

anyway,about the sequel..i'll be honest...i too have worries about whether i'll be able to be responsible and remain my level of commitment n interest in it if i start it, but at the same time, i developed ideas for it no matter how much i resisted. i guess it's because of the way this fic ended that left so many different possibilities. and the truth is, i already wrote a chapter for the sequel and even made the trailer already. i'm just scared to start something when i'm not certain if i'll be able to end it. i've had those problems with most of my fics...but surprisingly...i'm rekindling feelings for my old fics now after completing this one.XD

so, here's the deal...i'll let the poll posted at the end of this fic to decide.
if i get 20 votes for sequel, i'll go with the sequel.
but if i get 6 votes for no sequel first, we'll just end with the ending here.
till then^^~
ireneayu #6
phew... finally you made it :) congrats. tbh, i vote for no sequel since in my opinion you didn't show the passion to write a long fic. you know if you felt burdened when writing a fic, your readers somehow could feel it, too. and it's not good for the fic's development itself. so, feel confident when you write, then you can worry after ;) comments for each chap surely can help author to improve the update. so pls ppl, give more support to hopelesswriter ♥ she's such a good writer. i like her writing style :)
hopelesswriter #7
@rion_01: Thank you so much again. i don't know what else to say. but i feel very grateful, thankful honoured and lucky whenever anyone likes the fic. ahh..i'm not sure if the ending is disappointing though. but oy~do not apologize for long comments because that's what i love the most. thank you so much again...*hugs*

it finally ended^^.
rion_01 #8
waa..such a beautifully written chapter :') gah! i'm tearing up while reading this *sniff* maybe it's because i'm reading while listening to some kara and infinite ballad songs xD it's like i can feel the pain in each of the characters.. i feel so heartbroken for siwan though, especially T.T i really want to him a hug here.. keke and i almost jumped off from my chair after gyuri said she's getting married with another guy lol xD i wonder who he is.. lucky guy. kya~ you're such an awesome writer. hoping for a nice ending for this fic. hwaiting, chingu/unnie/dongsaeng~! (sorry for the long comment and being such an emo reader lol >.<)
hopelesswriter #9
@rion_01: aww, thanks so much for commenting again. and a long one at that! zomg! i'm so grateful to you, just hope the ending won't disappoint you. btw, i love sweet 2nd lead guys who won't get the girl too...xD thanks so much again for keeping my spirit up to keep writing. <3