since we're already in 2nd half of the story...i'll share my compilation of OST songs for this fic...just click to listen....most if not all of the songs were chosen because i felt that they fit the story/character....esp the lyrics.....super love eunhyuk/siwan/gyuri character theme songs(ok i lied, i loved all the songs.why else would i insert them in the ost?) ...esp surprised at how Gyuri's theme suits her character here eventhough i pick that song for her before i found out the translation. and some of the songs may not be relevant yet to the fic...but by the end, they will be. n some songs are relevant for most parts of the fic... (am i giving out a spoiler? erm...no because i didn't tell which song apply for which part rite?)

AFTER THE RAIN...BE HAPPY OST

(CREDITS TO RESPECTIVE UPLOADERS/SUBBERS)

hope you enjoy the songs as much as i do^^

- on to the fic...angst angst angst..

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'We don't live the way they live,

we don't love the way they love.

To live like them is a sin,

to love like them only would earn us punishments.'

"Hyukjae."

"Yes, President." He hung his head low, knowing what was about to come. The old man rarely call him by his real name. Heck, the old man rarely spoke to him in person, not since Super Junior made it so big. Recently, however, he had been meeting the old man for a few times in just less than two months.

"Do you know what you have done?"

"Yes."

"Do you know what is going to happen now?"

He couldn't answer that one as a mixture of guilt, determination and fear seeped through his mind and body.

"Do you think I don't know you're the one who spread the picture? But I let you, because I know you probably have your own reasons. You're a smart kid, from the beginning. I trusted that you wouldn't do something stupid. But this, I see I have let you went too far. Do you know the chaos you've caused?"

Eunhyuk did not know how to react. He felt so embarrassed and guilty in front of the President and immediately knelt down.

"Please, I want to marry her. I love her and I needed to prove it. The fans will understand.....if they don't......."

"If they don't?" The elder man repeated, sternly.

"I.....I'll quit from Super Junior."

"Really?"

He nodded, slowly, as if reassuring himself.

"Has that girl accepted your proposal?"

He shook his head.

"Has she said anything after that show?"

Again, he shook his head. "She probably is scared. Of the fans, the **ELFs."

"So, why did you do it?"

"President...." By now, Eunhyuk was already in tears, hugging  his company president's knees and shaking in fear. He had been an idol for six years already, and he had trained and groomed to be one for God knows how longer than that. How could he not think carefully before committing this mistake? But it wasn't a mistake that he wanted to marry her. He never thought of it that way.

"Don't make your decision so quick Hyukjae-ah, go back to sleep. I will handle this matter. But promise me you'll not repeat the mistake."

"But...I..." He stammered. "I'm not going to change my decision. I'm sorry....I'm sorry....but I really love her."

"Does she love you just as much? You do realized you had just renew the contract last year don't you? Aish......when the pictures circulated, you had been given a way out, if only you had grabbed the chance and just say you're just friends, like Jessica and Taecyeon did, things would've been a lot less complicated, but you had to make it harder for me. For Gyuri ssi as well."

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"Gyuri! What do you think you are doing?! Where are you now?!!"

"I'm....I'm....at a cafe."

"Which cafe? Where? I'll send people to pick you up."

"B..but...wae? I can drive on my own."

"Do you know how dangerous it is now? Don't tell me you don't know about the Shimshimtapa confession thing. What are you and Eunhyuk thinking? The incoming calls wouldn't stop. The sponsors are complaining. There are already fans gathering to protest, and tomorrow morning, it'd only get worse."

"I'm...I'm really sorry. Is..is there no other way to save this situation?"

"Why don't you think of that before you let him propose on the radio?"

"I...I...." She couldn't continue. She want