Connecting the Transparent Dots

After the Rain...Be Happy
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'First impression could be deceiving, but does that mean second impression wouldn't?'

"I wanted you to be honest with me, Unnie. What were you doing with Siwan ssi last night? I thought you're dating Eunhyuk oppa?"

"Eh?"

"Unnie, stop avoiding questions."

"What did you just said?"

"Why did you cheat on Eunhyuk oppa openly like that?"

"No....not that part. Who did I dated, you said?"

"Unnie, you don't have to pretend with me. I know already, it's Siwan ssi."

Gyuri stared at Jiyoung, puzzled.

"Ze:a's Siwan?" She didn't want to sound ignorant, but the words have already escaped her lips.

"Unnie..." Jiyoung started to sound annoyed, much different than her sympathetic and worried tone earlier in their conversation.

'Must be.....I never heard of any other Siwan. But...why...'

Gyuri tried to generate her brainpower to recollect any memories of Siwan she could think of. Not that he's been that significant to be remembered, what more with tons of new idol groups debuting every single day. And Kara had never really interacted with Ze:a, except for some members when they had weekly radio guestings, MC jobs or any small things. She had heard about her group members working with some Ze:a members as models for a fashion show some months ago, but she was in Japan working alone on her acting and a variety show's MC job at that time. And it's not like they've never paired up with other male idol groups, so there was nothing special about it.

She finally managed to remember faintly of her first encounter with Ze:a as a complete group. There were too many members, she only knew Kwanghee and Dongjun who were the popular members and they had been guesting in her then radio show with Super Junior's Shindong. Junyoung was also a familiar face, because he used to be a DSP trainee although they barely had any conversation, there were a lot of trainees after all, and he was there for just a short while but he was known for his resemblance to a member of veteran top idol group, DBSK since his trainee days. And there's Heechul who was her junior at school, not that she went to school that often.

But Siwan? He was one of the faces she couldn't really put to name at first glance or vice versa, just like the remaining members. They all looked the same to her. And she was a fairly new DJ at that time, so she was more focused on not messing up the show. Making friends with her guests wasn't necessary. She tried to recollect memories of her other encounters with Ze:a, they're all not so memorable ones, but she did grew to learn a few things about the members, like who is who and a little bit of their characteristics. Finally it dawned on her, the day she commented about Siwan being the awkward one, and his awkward, and timid response.

'Awkward and timid...just like..him.'

In that particular guesting, he wore glasses.

'He kinda look a bit like him. Although the hairstyle was a huge difference.'

She remembered when the waiter mentioned about dance.

'Of course, idols could dance well.'

"But it doesn't make sense." She quietly argued with herself before giving her answer to Jiyoung who was still waiting for her explanation. "The person I went out with, his name is Woongjae, NOT Siwan." Her voice came off shaky, just as her argument was but keeping up her pride in front of her youngest member is more important than thinking things through before opening .

"Unnie, you can't trick me. He IS Siwan. Wait. I'll show you." Jiyoung rapidly clicked and typed on the computer and moments later, signalled to Gyuri to come closer.

"Look."

Gyuri's jaw dropped at the sight on the computer's screen.

"It...it....really is him."

"Unnie, don't tell me you don't know."

Gyuri's still shocked expression gave away the answer to Jiyoung who became enraged. "He's such a bastard! How could he do that to Unnie!"

"J...Jiyoungie, please don't tell anyone else. I'll handle this matter."

"But Unnie, I'm worried about you. If medias found out about this, what about you and Eunhyuk oppa? And the fans?" Jiyoung's voice softened as she stepped away from the computer to held Gyuri's hand.

"Don't worry, Jiyoungie. I have my own way to settle this. Promise me you won't tell anyone and will stop worrying about this." Jiyoung finally nodded at her Unnie's insistence.

"Unnie, let me know if you need any help."

Gyuri nodded back with a reassuring smile.

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After Jiyoung had left her room, Gyuri sat at her computer table and scrolled down to connect more dots even though it's already evident that Im Siwan and Woongjae is the same person.She saw pictures of him in glasses, and in one of the fan-taken pictures, he wore a familiar looking clothes-the black hoodie that covered his hair completely and almost half of his face when she asked him for the date. In the picture, his face looked only slightly similar to the waiter, but that's not a strange thing, idols wear makeups almost all the time. And it's not like she ever paid attention at how the waiter lo

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guys,a sequel might not happen based on votes,but i'm sharing the trailer,so check my blogpost for it^^

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HoshaTree
#1
Chapter 25: I'm really late to comment on this sorry -.-
I think your writing has improved since this, but I still enjoyed reading a long fic about my bias group! so much kara feels in the last chapter too...
I like the way you write the girl characters as complex, real people. The scheming Jiyoung was quite entertaining!
This is a bit random, but I've always thought Gyuri and Siwan look really similar, like they could be brother and sister. I think it's because they have the same teeth or something? lol, especially when Gyuri dressed as a boy for that drama...
Junseoh
#2
I love siwan.. Im gonna start reading!
rion_01 #3
omg~ i thought it's a coincidence as well.. and i watched both mvs and i had to say, i love both singles^^ super junior and ze:a are ones of my favourite groups and now i just have to wait for kara. i wonder when they're going to release a new korean song. oh well, i thought you're going to post a sequel or something. lol
Ipizzippy #4
Why did I only find this now?! GAH!!! Hahaha. Must start reading.
hopelesswriter #5
@ireneayu: thank you so much for the honest opinion. just the fact that there's a comment made me happy^^. though i guess many who stalked this fic really dislike it.haha.

anyway,about the sequel..i'll be honest...i too have worries about whether i'll be able to be responsible and remain my level of commitment n interest in it if i start it, but at the same time, i developed ideas for it no matter how much i resisted. i guess it's because of the way this fic ended that left so many different possibilities. and the truth is, i already wrote a chapter for the sequel and even made the trailer already. i'm just scared to start something when i'm not certain if i'll be able to end it. i've had those problems with most of my fics...but surprisingly...i'm rekindling feelings for my old fics now after completing this one.XD

so, here's the deal...i'll let the poll posted at the end of this fic to decide.
if i get 20 votes for sequel, i'll go with the sequel.
but if i get 6 votes for no sequel first, we'll just end with the ending here.
till then^^~
ireneayu #6
phew... finally you made it :) congrats. tbh, i vote for no sequel since in my opinion you didn't show the passion to write a long fic. you know if you felt burdened when writing a fic, your readers somehow could feel it, too. and it's not good for the fic's development itself. so, feel confident when you write, then you can worry after ;) comments for each chap surely can help author to improve the update. so pls ppl, give more support to hopelesswriter ♥ she's such a good writer. i like her writing style :)
hopelesswriter #7
@rion_01: Thank you so much again. i don't know what else to say. but i feel very grateful, thankful honoured and lucky whenever anyone likes the fic. ahh..i'm not sure if the ending is disappointing though. but oy~do not apologize for long comments because that's what i love the most. thank you so much again...*hugs*

it finally ended^^.
rion_01 #8
waa..such a beautifully written chapter :') gah! i'm tearing up while reading this *sniff* maybe it's because i'm reading while listening to some kara and infinite ballad songs xD it's like i can feel the pain in each of the characters.. i feel so heartbroken for siwan though, especially T.T i really want to him a hug here.. keke and i almost jumped off from my chair after gyuri said she's getting married with another guy lol xD i wonder who he is.. lucky guy. kya~ you're such an awesome writer. hoping for a nice ending for this fic. hwaiting, chingu/unnie/dongsaeng~! (sorry for the long comment and being such an emo reader lol >.<)
hopelesswriter #9
@rion_01: aww, thanks so much for commenting again. and a long one at that! zomg! i'm so grateful to you, just hope the ending won't disappoint you. btw, i love sweet 2nd lead guys who won't get the girl too...xD thanks so much again for keeping my spirit up to keep writing. <3