Quadruple update!! Read chapters 24, 25 and 26 if you haven't!!

30.03.2015-03.04.2015

Are my ears playing tricks with me too? I thought I heard Squishy’s voice in one of the conference rooms in school.

I stuck around until the meeting was over, because well, I couldn't just barge in and interrupt them. Turned out I was the biggest idiot ever for waiting outside the room for a full hour when the people inside left through the other door way before I attempted to open the door.

I went back to the same conference room at the same time, hoping the guy who sounded like Squishy will be there, but who am I kidding? There was no one there.

Well, at least I was able to meet up with dimple boy this afternoon for lunch, so it cheered me up a bit.

He was going to tour the streets of Seoul after his important meetings with one of the entertainments, and asked if I wanted to tag along. I politely rejected since I had some unfinished work from my classes.

Hwajae wanted to visit Kai, so we went over to his dorm after our private class.

Unfortunately, Deerface was there (why is he always there??) and one way or another, he managed to separate me from my two friends so he could talk to me alone. I didn't pay attention to most of the words that left his mouth as I absentmindedly nodded continuously. In the end, when he noticed that I wasn't listening, he snapped his fingers near my face and I almost choked on my own saliva. He then left after whispering a “see you tomorrow” with a smirk on his face.

Oh my god, I wish he could just stop trying to talk to me because I am extremely afraid of what he might do without warning.

I spent the whole evening scrolling through the photos I took with Squishy again. I can’t help it. It hurts me but I keep going back. It’s addictive like a drug.

Also, I didn't go over to Kai’s because I was too busy drowning in my own tears, so Hwajae went alone.

Raejin agreed to spare me two hours of her time every week along with Tao (he said to call him that from now on) so she could tutor me on my extra language. Did I ever mention she resembled an angel?

We went for dinner together after that, which meant I kind of forgot about Hwajae. She was whining about how I ditched her, but I bought a tub of ice cream to share with her, causing her to stop complaining. We tucked into the dessert after deciding to watch a cartoon movie. It feels just like the old days.