JIRA'S P.O.V.

Staring blanky outside the car I let out a heavy sigh. Days had passed, weekend has been over, and I'm in my way to school. 

~~~ FLASHBACK ~~~

I stopped in my track and looked around, I exhaled deeply as everything was fine and in place, maybe I really did forgot to lock the door. I close my eyes and felt myself calming down. Suddenly, I felt arms hugging me tightly from behind. Stunned I wasn't able to react, it snap me back to reality, blood rush then hint me and I manage to put down whoever the person hugging me with a thud.

"What the hell!" Shock I was as I saw a guy in white shirt winced in pain as he rub his back but I maintained my unreadable expression.

"Tss!" I turned my back to him, as I take a step Luhan came running.

"What happed I heard a loud..." Worried he was, he checked me and was about to bombard me with questions but he stop as he saw the person behind me.

"What's with the commotions? Wait is that you OPPA?!" Suzy then came bemuse.

Questions started to pile up in my head. Why is he here and how the hell did he opened the door?! Before confusion ate me up my phone rang that take us all back to reality. It was my mom who was calling, I answered it and was greeted by her sweet voice. She began asking if I was alright and the likes.

"I forgot to tell you about your cousin Charles, you see he is currently designated to work in the hospital near your school. He will be staying at our house now. Wait is he there now?" Mom said answering the questions in my head.

I looked at Charles and replied to my mom with a yes. 

"I see, I'm sorry I informed you late. I hope you were not startled by his sudden appearance. Did you welcome him properly? Mom asked.

Stolid, I keep my eye contact with Charles and answered my mother "Yes I did welcome him properly, you can consider it a warmly one actually."

With that Charles steal my phone away from me and appealed to my mom like a child. I just shake my head off as I turned my back to them, I don't need to worry because I know very well they can help their selves out.

~~~ END OF FLASHBACK ~~~

The car came to a stop and I'm now at my school, I was about to go when Chase talked.

"Are you sure your really okay? Did you brought your medicines? Make sure to take it in time, okay?"

I couldn't help but to stare at him blankly, his been asking if I was okay since our breakfast. I couldn't blame him though, he was used to me being cheerful. I don't need to explain myself with how I act now because I knew he knows why; it's been a year and a half since we last saw each other and I know he keeps himself informed about everything regarding me.

He ruffles my hair like he always do "Your aware your not calling me oppa since yesterday, I'm hurt you know." And there he goes acting like a child and playing cute with me, he doesn't seem to be a doctor at all. 

He knew he will not get any reply nor reaction from me, he let out a sigh that indecates he waves his white flag up. As I thought he has nothing left to say his face turned to a serious one.

"If you remember you skipped your annual check up last year. Recently you've been very careless, in less a month you had experience hardness in breathing twice. You can't be iresponsible went it comes to your health." Looking at his eyes all I can see is concern and disappointment.

He ended with a reminder to settle everything regarding school for I'll be absent tomorrow afternoon because I will be having my check up. With him designated in the nearby hospital things concerning my health will be handled better. After all his my doctor and there no way I can make a any excuse to not make it.

Thereafter I reassured him and I bit my goodbye.

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CHARLES'S P.O.V.

Jira just went out the car, she change a lot, I couldn't help but to feel sad. I just can't get used to her dull personality now, I should have been there when she needed me the most. 

Im seven years older than Jira, we are very close and I will not deny that I love and care for her so much.Being a doctor was never been my dream as far as I remember, but things do change; I had a change of mind because of her. Who would have thought I will be this passionate in my chosen career.

I'm very aware of the struggles shes been into; shes too young to suffer so much pain yet she remain strong and cheerful. She's been in and out the hospital and made many friends in process that eventually left her; unintentionally though, lets just say they didn't make it.

Jira has been experiencing constant severe lost and I couldn't do any thing to make her feel better; she hate being left behind. Its not like I need to do some cheering up, shes very optimistic actually, though, shes at the same time reticent. She likes keeping things to her self, she feels shes a burden which is not. It was not helpful in the process of curing her, she pretend to be alright even shes hurt and in pain, her doctors back then as well us her family should know everything she feels so we know what to do. 

And thats when L.joe came into the picture, he was the first friend Jira made outside the hospital. I don't know how they met, I just remember one day Jira started to talk about him and often spend time with him. Her view on things change, I can't argue with that because shes changing for the better. I was very thankful towards L.joe, if it wasn't for him Jira wouldn't had that will to fight for her life back then.

After her major surgery when she was 6, Jira started to have a normal life; she went to a regular school and play in a park like a normal child, though shes still not physicaly fit compared to them. I feel worried at times because of that, but L.joe was always there by her side, they became bestfriend and I can't be less than happy. 

Seeing Jira enjoying her life I couldn't wish for more. With her circle of friend broading I feel assured; I feel glad she also met Luhan and Suzy, I didn't mean L.joe wasn't enough, frankly his more than enough it was just that I'm concern at one thing. Jira slowly being too attached to L.joe was something I shouldn't be involve with, but i'm just scared that time will come her world will only revolve around L.joe.

Life is really full of unwanted events, who would have thought that things I doubted to happen actually did happen. I don't have any complain about him leaving, he had all the rights, but he shouldn't left Jira the way he did. If there is anyone who knows best the complication of such action it was him.

I miss the old Jira specialy her smiles.

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JIRA'S P.O.V.

"A month had passed since the class started this school year. I hope you made new friends within your section." Miss Yeon said cheery.

Classes has been on going and I'm not at the moment to listen; I feel bored, it feels prosaic that things on school are routinary. I'm not looking for a adventurous school year but rather an interesting one. I've been focus on my academics and I want something new.

Suddenly a cold sensation touches my cheek that makes me startled. Upon turning my head I got face to face with a cup of milk coffee.

"You seem to be in a deep though. Its been 5 minutes since we've been dismissed." Woohyun said and place the milk coffee at my table. His obviously giving it to me and I was about to decline it when he spoke again. 

"The last time I saw you in such a deep thought you suddenly cry." I frowned. "I know your confuse, let just say I saw you at the park last week."

"Your the one who gave me the ice cream?" I asked.

He wasn't able to answer quickly as he look like he did not expect my question.

"Aaa-aah yes the ice cream the child gave you." He said rubbing the back of his neck.

I grab the milk coffee, thank him, and find my way outside the room. I feel quite embarass knowing he again saw a weak side of me. Tsss!

I went to the cafeteria and I look for Luhan and Suzy. I saw them and sit with them.

"Why did you left me alone in the classroom?" I abruptly ask.

"We didn't, well not exactly. We actually called for your attention and asked if we would go first and you noded." Suzy defended. I can't argue with that, I was in deep thought and it is not impossible that I unknowingly respond to them. 

I let out a sigh.

"Why did something happen?" I didn't answer Luhan instead I stared at the milk coffee I was holding. "You only bought milk coffee for lunch? You should eat rice." Luhan disapprovingly said and offered some food to eat. We finished eating, there is still enough time before are next class start so I excuse myself. I told them I'll be working with my excuse letter for my absense tomorrow.

It was 10 minutes before class starts when I reach my room. I was fixing my things when I realize I forgot to take my medice. I immediately get the small medicine kit in my bag and storm out to the cafeteria. 

I was not focus in my way as all I could think of is Charles and his never ending remimders. With that I bump to someone, I loose my grip to my kit revealing my medices. I looked at the person I bumped into, it was L and and all I can see is confusion in his face.

"Is that all yours? You've been a very big mistery to me since I first saw you. You seem to be hiding many things. I asked the nurse but was not pleased with her answer so I will ask you. Are you sick? Do you have any illness?

And there I froze, I felt trapped. This can't be happening, I can't bear to let them know. 

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A/N: And there goes L and his curiousity xD 

By the way Jira's cousin Charles is personified by Lee Jong Jong Suk

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