Once Jongin got home he went straight to Sehun’s new room, he knock silently and waited for a respon. he didn’t get any, Jongin slowly opened the door and saw Sehun already sleeping. He went in the room slowly and quietly, trying not to disturb the boy. He sat down on the bed and looked at Sehun for a bit. it pained it when he saw the dry tears on Sehun’s cheeks. He cresh Sehun’s cheeks with his thumb and move Sehun’s bangs away from his eyes. Jongin sat there quietly thinking about the whole situation, he knows his at fault for all this. He knows he should have told Sehun instead, but he was scared this might happen--and it happened--Sehun hates him now.

Jongin kissed Sehun’s forehead, then his cheeks and finally his lips. After that he left the room and went to his and used to be Sehun’s room.

The next day, there were no breakfast, no coffee. Jongin was in front of Sehun’s door, debating whether to knock or not, in the end he left work without seeing Sehun. At lunch, Sehun didn’t come by and drop lunch for Jongin like he usually does. Jongin went out and ate with his assistant. When he got home, the house was quiet and dark, there was no dinner. Jongin sighed for the nth time today as he head in his room.

Once Jongin was ready for bed he quietly went down stairs to Sehun’s room. He press his ears against the door frame and listen for any sound. There was none, Jongin opened it slowly and peek in. Sehun was curled up on his bed, breathing softly. Jongin went in and sat next to Sehun; he creased Sehun’s cheeks, kissed his forehead, then his cheeks, then his lips.

“I love you.” Jongin whispered against Sehun’s lips.

Jongin stood up and left the room.

The next day Jongin woke up with a breakfast, Nana was in the kitchen when Jongin walked in. Nana turned about and smiled at Jongin. “Good morning, sir.” She said with a smile.

Jongin nodded at her and she went back making the coffee for Jongin. Once Jongin was done eating Nana gave him his coffee. He took a sip and force himself not to wince at the taste. It was the best coffee Jongin had ever tasted not too sweet and not too bitter either but he didn’t like it, he was so used to Sehun’s blunt coffee.

Jongin has given his coffee to his secretary, she had smiled at him as she bowed, saying her thanks to her boss for the coffee.

Jongin heard a knock on his door, it was lunch, he felt his heart beat faster and louder. He swallowed before he answered. “Come in.”

The door opened revealing a middle age woman, Nana. Jongin tired not to show his disappointment to Nana.

Nana smiled at him as he entered the office. “Good afternoon, sir.” Nana bowed.

“Good afternoon.” Jongin respond politely, He noticed her holding the same bag Sehun used to put Jongin’s lunch in.

“Sehun-shii has instructed me to deliver your lunch sir.” She placed the lunch box on Jongin’s desk.

Jongin couldn’t help but smile. Jongin quickly opened it excitedly, his smile quickly disappeared. “Who made this?” The lunch was well prepared and well done, something clumsy Sehun can’t do when it comes to cooking.

“Sehun-shii, sir.” Nana had said. “He wanted me to helped him with the cooking and arranging, sir.”

Jongin didn’t look away from the food as Nana talked. He couldn’t help but smile at the thought of Sehun cooking for him. “Thank you for delivering this and tell Sehun thanks too.” Nana nodded and smiled at her boss, she said her good bye and left the office.

Once the door was closed, Jongin took out his phone and texted his husband.

Thanks for the food :) I love you <3 -My hubby

As expected Sehun didn’t text back. Jongin happily ate his lunch not forgetting to complement Sehun once he was done.

The is amazing like always, I’ll be home a little late tonight, I have meetings to attend to. I love you <3 -My hubby

Jongin noticed the lights from the other living room by the entrance of the house was on. He quietly walked there and noticed Sehun sleeping. He was in a sitting position, while hugging his knee with his head rested on his knee. Jongin was about to go in to wake up Sehun but the latter woke up by himself instead. Sehun jerk up and turned around to look  out of the window, he sighed and sat back down and looked at his phone.

“Where is he?” Jongin heard Sehun. His voice was filled with impatience and worry. Sehun looked at his phone again and look out the window again. “It’s almost midnight…”

Jongin couldn’t help but smile at the worry Sehun. Sehun is worried about him, that’s mean he still cares even though they barely talk. Jongin was thinking of staying there and wait till Sehun calls him, but his phone rings loudly making him and Sehun jump.

“What?” Jongin said through his phone, ignoring Sehun’s calls from the other room.

“You left your jacket in the restaurant.” His secretary politely.

“Just give it to me tomorrow, I have to go now.” Jongin said impatiently and hang up as Sehun walk in. “Hey.”

Sehun stared at him for a moment. “Did you just got home?”

“Yeah.” Jongin replied. “Have you eaten?”

Sehun nodded. “Have you?”

“Yeah.”

Sehun nodded as he looks anything but Jongin. “Good night then.” Sehun slowly walked past him with his head hung low. Sehun stopped and turned when Jongin grab his wrist. “What?”

Jongin didn’t say anything for a moment. Sehun watched Jongin swallowed his saliva and slowly went down on his knees as he hold both of Sehun’s hands in front of him. Sehun looked at him surprised.

“I’m sorry.” Jongin says quietly. “I’m sorry… I’m really sorry…” Sehun tried to pull his hands away, but Jongin holds it tighter. “I’m sorry.” Sehun almost cried when he heard the tone of Jongin’s voice. “I’m sorry…” Sehun wanted to see Jongin’s face but the tan boy had his head down. “I’m sorry…”

“Stop it…” Sehun tried to pull his hands away one again but Jongin wouldn’t let him.

“I’m sorry.”

“Stop it, Jongin…” Sehun tried not to sound weak, but his voice trembled--trying to stop his tears from flowing.

“I’m sorry…”

Sehun couldn’t help but let his tears go, letting them go down to his cheeks and down to Jongin’s and his hands.

Jongin looks up. “I’m sorry…” He kissed Sehun’s hands and stood up to wipe his tears away. “I’m sorry…” He wanted to punch himself, for making Sehun like this. “I love you.” Jongin cupped his face and Sehun wrapped his hands on Jongin’s wrist. “I love you so much.” Sehun closed his eyes as Jongin kissed his forehead. “I love you.”