7:30 AM so late for my literature class, why of all subjects I get this greek myth as my first subject in the morning. My head is getting heavy..I can't understand anything my professor says.

Blip..blip..blip..

whose phone is it? Turn off your celfone whoever it is. It is not allowed in my class.

Oh, this is annoying why is my phone blipping again? Grrrr..annoying Yuri again! ..Wait I forgot it's February 13 it's her birthday.

Looking at Yuri on the 3rd row seat, she is not looking back anymore. 

When we were small we used to be the best of friends, but now things have changed.

Our relationship..our friendship.. the way she looked..everything is changed especially my feelings for her.

Memories are still vivid..I bought a bunch of  her favorite flowers blue and yellow tulips...

Today is the day! I will tell her about what I feel. How fool I am not notice that all along she is really the one. I am sooo..stupid that I hope she could forgive me and start all over again. 

I message her to meet me at the cafeteria at exactly 3PM.

As usual I am late...but this time just for 3 minutes. God knows how I tried to be functual this time.

Oh, she is there! She is looking back at me..I notice a different glow in her eyes. Is it sadness? Is it happiness? 

I think I have to hide this bunch of flowers first in the bench 12 meters away from her..because I am getting nervous and feel embarassed if she saw me I am holding this bunch of flowers for her. 

I have to tell her first, the surprise her with her favorite tulips. Yeah! Sounds like a plan..keep moving man.

My heart beats fast, as I am approaching to the bench on side the cafeteria, lucky she can't see me yet, approaching from the back. 

(Hi my lovely Yuri! You're so pretty today and I want to smell your hair) in my mind.

"Hi annoying Yuri!" (reality)

"Hey Kris! What took you so long?! I need to tell you something overly important."

"Hayyss..exaggerating again ..sigh. Anyway I need to tell you something too."

"Okay, tell me."

"oh no..you first since you need to tell something overly important.. mine is not that much." 

"About me and Donghae...we're a couple now!"

"What?! Donghae is your boyfriend now? When did it started?"

I'm feeling a pain in my chest.. I can't breath..my body temp went up. 

Why I didn't notice there is something going on between them..I am so clueless....