The rest of the time at the dinner, Hara sat uncomfortably thinking about the package waiting for her at home. Did she order something and forget about it or did someone send her something to do with school overseas?

Himchan noticed how uncomfortable Hara looked and as much as he wanted to ask why he didn't say anything because he was too stubborn forgive her for forgetting that he'd be leaving or a year and a half.

Mrs Kim was too busy texting on her phone to notice anything going on and Mr Kim was just trying to keep the conversation between everyone at the table going for as long as possible. 

Eventually it was time for them all to leave. Himchan hugged his mother, father and Jin then turned to Hara 

"Bye" he said sourly 

"Himchannnanananananannnn" Hara whined pulling his arm 

"What?" He asked 

"bye i'll miss you" Hara smiled peaking him on the cheek "don't act like a diva too much everyone will hate you" 

Everyone laughed at Hara's words except Himchan who still wore his angry face 

"Yah, you are the younger one you should be respectful!" Himchan snapped pulling her into a tight bear hug 

"yaaaaah!" Hara screamed struggling against him 

"I'll miss you too twerp, try to stay out of trouble, i can't come running to save you anymore" Himchan said gently into her ear 

Hara relaxed a little even though Himchan was squeezing the life out of her "What am i gonna do without you?" she whispered

Himchan put her back on the ground "you'll survive" Himchan laughed rubbing her head harshly as his final punishment to her, when he stopped the top of her head was a birds nest, leaving Himchan laughing like a loon

"Well, i'll see you guys next christmas" Himchan smiled to everyone 

"Make sure you text everyday" Mr Kim said hugging Himchan again

"an skype as much as you want!" Jin added

"Send us a list of everything you need and we'll mail it to you, i don't know if you'll be able to find everything in America" Mrs Kim sniffed hugged Himchan and her husband 

"Mum it's America, i'm sure it'll be fine" 

"You should have studied english more" Jin teased 

"What are you talking about my english is perpect" Himchan smiled 

"I've been helping him with his pronouciation this entire summer" Hara annouced as she tried to untangle her hair

"His F's aren't that good" Jin said with a little laugh 

"I said i helped not that i worked a miracle" Hara muttered

"Whatever i'll be fine~" Himchan said loudly over the two "anyway i better get going anyway, i have to catch a flight in the morning" 

With final hugs and more tears from his parents Himchan finally left in his car. The four watched him. Once he was gone it finally sunk into Hara that she was officially on her own. 

"Hara you wanna go out tonight? I was invited to a party wanna come please say yes" Tiffany begged over the phone 

"uh" Hara looked at the back of her parents heads as the drove in slience 

"Please, please, pleaseeeee" Tiffany begged 

"well hold on" Hara mumbled covering the speaker of the phone 

"Eomma~"

"Neh"

"Tiffany wants to know if i can go to her house tonight" 

"To stay over?" Mrs Kim asked 

"Neh"

Mrs Kim looked at Mr Kim they both exchanged a small smile "alright but be home by midday tomorrow please" 

Hara smiled "thank you" putting the phone back to her ear 

"Tiffany i will be at your house in a few minute alright?"

"Okay! Thank you Hara thank you thank you thank you~!" Tiffany squeezed happily 

"Are you telling me you brought no make up or clothes?!" Tiffany exclaimed 

"My parents literally just dropped me off" Hara explained

Tiffany let out a small sigh "alright you'll have to borrow something of mine, if you don't mind that is"

"I don't"

"alright" Tiffany clapped excitedly at the thought of Hara becoming her real life doll for the night 

"Who's party is it anyway?" Hara asked as Tiffany dug around in her wardrobe 

"..yu.."

"huh?"

"Taehyung!" Tiffany repeated 

Tiffany came out of the wardrobe with a large smile on her face as she held up the bright pink cocktail dress in front of her. Hara frowned slightly 

"oh god" Hara muttered

"So you coming or you gonna be a loser and stay at your apartment or where ever the hell you live" Taehyung asked into the phone, Junhong was dancing in the background as Yongguk and Luci sat on the couch watching 

"Hmm i don't know who's going?" Jimin asked as he played with an oddly long bit of his hair 

"Everyone" 

"Whos everyone?"

"Everyones everyone" Taehyung replied 

"Everyone as in everyone?" Jimin asked 

"Well maybe not everyone, if you know what i mean" Taehyung said looking out the window 

"So everyones going but not the everyone that want to see is going?" Jimin asked dropping the strand of hair 

"You could say it like that" 

Jimin sighed in anger "I don't wanna go then" 

"Yaaaah! You were my best friend before you started liking everyone, now you only want to see me when everyone is around!" Taehyung whined

"I haven't seen everyone in forever, and you basically live at my dorm with me so what do you mean i never see you?!?" Jimin snapped

"I do not"

"You do too and you eat all my food!"

"Fine, i don't care you anyway, you're uninvited!" Taehyung snapped hanging up 

Jimin clenched his phone in his hand angrily wanting to throw it at the wall.

"Aren't we over dressed?" Hara asked pushing her freshly curled hair out of her face 

"Uh no~" Tiffany replied spinning in her heels 

The two girls were in different shades of pink cocktail dresses and high heels. Hara felt uncomfortable and her feet were already screaming at her for putting her in these death traps but at the same time Hara really liked the look. She was just worried that everyone else would just look casual, while the two stood out over everyone else.

They arrived early to help set up and when the walked through the door, Hara's fears had come to life. Junhong was dancing around in skinny jeans and a flannel shirt, Luci and Yongguk were dressed casually as well as they sat on the couch talking happily to each other, Taehyung was working his magic as Junhong's back up dancer and Jongkook was talking to a girl that Hara had never seen before.

"Why are you two so dressed up?" Taehyung asked mid dance

"Hara and i are finding boyfriend tonight!" Tiffany explained clenching her fist 

"Fighting!" She yelled, Hara looked at her with wide eyes "What?"

"I thought Hara was dating Jin?" Luci asked 

"What?" Hara asked again

"Yeah i heard you two were dating now" Yongguk replied 

"I.. i wouldn't say that...." Hara drifted off 

"Andy~~~!~" Junhong whined as he stopped dancing 

The girl that was talking to Jungkook turned to him "what?" she asked in english 

"Come pay attention to me" Junhong replied in english as well 

The girl named Andy turned back to her conversation with Jungkook, Junhong didn't look impressed as he crossed his arms and sat down next to Yongguk 

"I flew her all this way and she's talking to everyone but me" Junhong muttered to Yongguk 

"she payed for her own flights" he replied 

"Yeah but i invited her!" He defended 

"She's just getting to know everyone" Luci laughed 

"Who's Andy?" Hara asked walking over to the couch

"my girlfriend" Junhong frowned looking over at her still talking to Jungkook 

"Does she speak Korean?" Hara asked

"Not well" Luci laughed, The short bright brown hair girl turned to the couch hearing Luci's comment "Excuse me?" She asked 

"Nothing~" Luci smiled sweetly

"Junghonggie are you making fun of me?" The small girl pouted sadly 

"a-anniyo!" Junhong stammered getting up from his seat and rushing over to her and eveloping her in a hug 

"It's sad to watch isn't it?" Yongguk asked 

Hara laughed "he just really likes her" 

"Noona are you mad at me?!?!?!?!?!" junhong whined pinching Andy's cheeks 

"DON'T!" She snapped wacking his arms 

Luci got up and broke up their little spat and Hara sat down next to Yongguk 

"So are you dating Jin or what?" he asked while scratching his head

"well"

"PARTIES HERE!" Zico screamed running through the door and dropping two boxes of beer on the ground

"LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED!" He yelled turning up the music to full blast

The party had turned into a hot mess of sweaty bodies, loud music and drunk people. Hara had lost people in the crowd of bodies everywhere. Her and Tiffany had taken shots and had been dancing together till Tiffany saw one of her old friends Nichkhun and went to go talk with him leaving Hara with Luci and Andy. The three laughed together and danced together and had a good time but Junhong had passed out in the bathroom, resulting in Andy leaving the two, then Yongguk took Luci without saying a word leaving Hara drunk and on her own. She walked through the people trying to find the bathroom so she could vomit up the sick feeling in the bottom of her stomach.

When she finally found it she also found Junhong in the bathtub singing loudly about being in love and sitting next to him outside of the bathtub was a very embarrased Andy who was laughing very awkwardly at her embarrassing boyfriend.

"Sorry i need to vomit" Hara murmbled running over to the toilet bowl

"Junhonggie let's play a game" Andy exclaimed clapping happily at him 

"what game?!" He asked excitedly 

Close your eyes and cover you eyes and sing as loud as you can!" Andy replied excitedly 

Junhong did as he was told and Andy went over to Hara and held her hari back as she vomitted "sorry about the noise, but if he saw you he'd start vomitting on himself" she explained 

"sorry about this" Hara said inbetween vomits 

"it's fine don't even worry about it" Andy smiled patting her back gently

Jimin entered the house and frowned, it wasn't even 1am and everyone was already gone, asleep or getting up to things that weren't considered PG. He walked around the house it smelt strongly of alcohol with a touch of weed. He wrinkled his nose as he looked around for Taehyung, the music was still blearing loudly. He saw Zico laughing happily by himself in the kitchen as he threw things that the roof 

"Yah what are you doing pabo?" Jimin asked 

Zico looked at Jimin "jiminaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" Zico yelled as he threw his arms in the air

"You know that, eggs are the only thing that are dripping" Zico explained pointing the roof "do you like my art work?" he asked 

Jimin looked up at the roof and gasped at the mess Zico had created "taehyung is going to kill you" Jimin mumbled

Zico just laughed at Jimin "you know that Sooyoung" 

"Sorry" Jimin interrupted

Zico smiled a little and waved his hand dismissively "happens"

"How are you holding up?" Jimin asked

"I will survive!" He said cheerfully "I'm gonna go find Yongguk, he's my ride home" Zico explained his drunkeness seemed to have disappeared within that small three second chat. 

Jimin turned and went back up stairs in hopes of finding Taehyung. He went into the bathroom and saw Hara lying on the ground her head rested on a boys lap

"Who are you?" Jimin asked angrily 

"Jimin Hyung you don't even remember me?!" Jungkook whined angrily 

"Jungkook? You've.. changed" Jimin replied looking at the boy, well he looked more grown up then Jimin now

"Is she okay?" he asked bending down to look at Hara 

"She's been out for a few minutes' Jungkook explained 

"JIMIN?! IS THAT YOU?!" Junhong asked sloppily as he leaned over the bath 

"YAH WHAT THE SINCE WHEN WERE YOU THERE?" Jimin yelled in fright 

"I've been here the whoOOOOOOooOoOOoole time" Junhong giggled

"He basically lived in her since the party started" Jungkook explained 

Jimin lifted up Hara effortlessly, she was like a dead body and it was freaking Jimin out a little. He held her bridal style and then looked at Jungkook 

"Who's who ride home?" he asked

"uh she doesn't have one, well she came with Tiffany" 

"Where's Tiffany?" Jimin asked angrily

"I don't know" Jungkook replied standing up 

"go look for her kookie~" Junhong encouraged 

"I have to look after you till Andy gets back" Jungkook said 

"waaae~ I'll be fine~" Junhong giggled hitting his head on the tap "oOOoow Kookie that hurt!" he whined rubbing his head

"That's why" Jungkook muttered as he rolled her eyes 

"I'll go find her, you stay here with him" Jimin said leaving the room with Hara.

It turned out that Tiffany got so drunk that Nichkhun got worried and sent her home in a cab. Luckily that she didn't live very far from where Taehyung lived which meant that Jimin could walk Hara to her house. Another good thing was that Tiffany had a sliding door leading to her bedroom so they could sneak Hara in easily. Jimin sat Hara on taehyung fence and patted her cheeks in an attempt to wake her up.

Hara's eyes slowly opened and she blinked sleepily "what?" she muttered her head flopping to the side

"yah, yah, stay with me, wake up" Jimin said patting her left cheek as his right hand moved to her back to hold her up 

"Jiminah?" she whispered

"yeah" he smiled 

Hatra blinked again sleepily

"listen Hara, i'm gonna need you to do something for me okay?" he whispered softly "You need to climb onto my back so i can carry you to Tiffanys" Jimin said bending down at the knees and turning around. Hara hesitated a little but then did as she was told. 

She wrapped her arms around Jimin's neck and he legs around his waist and buried her face in the nape of his neck 

"Jimin is it really you?" she asked quietly

"yeah why?" he replied

Hara lifted her head a little "Last time i thought you came and saved me it was my brother" 

Jimin frowned a little "when was this?" he asked

"The last time i got drunk" Hara laughed a little 

Jimin sighed "is that what you do now? you get drunk?"

"...yes" Hara confessed

A thought drifted into Jimins head, he could ask her whatever he wanted and she would be 100% honest as she was drunk

"Hara?"

"Neh~"

"What's you're favourite subject?" Jimin wanted to do some warm up questions just incase

"Physics"

"Who are your brothers best friends?"

"Yongguk and Jin"

"How old are you?"

"17 almost 18"

"Who was your first love?"

"Park Jimin"

Jimin fell silent

"are you mad at me?"

Hara blinked slowly trying to understand the question "why?" 

"Are you mad at me because i left you to fufil my career?"

There was a long silence between the two only the sound of Jimin's shoes hitting the pavment could be heard along with Hara's deep breaths 

"Yes" she finally admitted "but" she said quickly 

"I am not mad that you wanted to fufil your dreams, i'm mad that you forgot about me along the way" 

Jimin felt his heart hit the ground and he stopped in his tracks "you think i forgot about you?" he asked turning his head to look at her

"yes" Hara said calmly

Jimin slowly started to walk again 

"Is it really that hard to pick up a phone and call someone or even text?" Hara sniffed as tears started to fall from her eyes "i don't like how much i relieved on you, because once you left i turned helpless and pathetic two things i never wanted to become" 

Jimin listened to her words, each one stabbing him in the chest 

"Hara i"

"I tried to make myself hate you i really did" The words were just falling out of Hara's mouth "but i couldn't and that made it even harder to let you go but i guess that first loves are always the hardest right?" She asked buring her face again 

"Hara i didn't forget you" Jimin finally said 

There as no reply from the other party as she had fallen asleep.

Jimin finally arrived at Tiffany's house, Nichkhun opened the sliding door and help Jimin put Hara on Tiffany's bed with her. Jimin softly pushed the hair out of Hara's sleeping face

"Hara, i know that i hurt you, and i know that i burned the bridges between us even though i intended not to" he whispered caressing her face softly 

"I will make it up to you i swear" he gently kissed her forehead and then smiled at her softly as he stood up. He walked over too Tiffanys desk and found a bit of scrap paper and a pen. He scribbled down his note and then him and Nichkhun left quietly not wanting to wake up the two sleeping girls.

Authors Note:

Wow i haven't written an actual authors note in so long, i've just been doing the brackets thing. Anywaaaaaaay~

I think this is the longest chapter i've ever written before, but i hope you enjoy it anyway, sorry if it kind dragged on but if you wanted long chapters like this then just let me know and i can make it happen.

Also all you questions will have answers soon, it's been killing me not to answer you guys but i'm trying to keep it a surprise you know??!?! (((some of your guesses are just bang on and i just can't you guys are too good)))

OooOOOooooO also, almost at 100 subscribers OOOOooooooooo thank you so so so much wow this is the most successful fanfic i've ever written. Thank you so much to everyone subscribing and commenting and upvoting it's all very very appreciate and welcomed hehe.

Also i hope you liked Andy because she's me haha, also shout out to Luci again because woohoo you are great. 

Oh yeah my poor Zico bby him and Sooyoung broke up, if you want to know why then let me know and i'll add it in the next fic or something, but if not i will just leave it as something that happened and is now forgotten, Zicao is back on the market oooOOOoo wonder who's going to be his next girlfriend~~

Wow i feel like i'm more invested in the minor characters then the mains except Jimin i love him to bits. Jin's growning on me a little bit tbh but we'll just have to see where we're going with him haha.

Okay anyway wow i think i'm blabbering so i'll end it here, once again thank you all so much and wow can't believe this is the 30th chapter thank all for sticking with this because wow it has been a bit of a bumpy ride hasn't it haha but thank you all so so so much i love you all. Have a wonderful morning/evening/night and stay safe and happy saranghae!!! <3