헛된: 17
Vain: 7 YearsJaehye's POV:
I drove Mark and I to our hotel, Monroe Hotel. I couldn't afford the risk to send him home or else his parents... No, his dad, would kill me. I stumbled to the elevator and up to the suite with Mark mumbling things that I couldn't clearly hear. "Aish, why me…" I said as I unlocked the door to the room.
"No!" Mark suddenly said as he shook his head, "Don't leave!" I panicked as he tried to run but instead tripped as the door opened. He dragged me along to the ground with him. I groan in pain as I tried my best not to lose my temper. "Please... Don't go..." said Mark with him on top of me. "Jaehye ah..." He said, "Jaehye ah…"
"What?" I answered.
"Jaehye ahh..." He kept saying.
I let out a sigh as I pushed him off me. "Aish, do you really have to do this to me now," I ask myself.
"N-no. Please don't go... Don't leave… I promise I'll do anything you want..." said Mark as he wiggled on the floor. I shook my head and helped him up to get him to the bed. "I want us to be together. I want only us. You and me. Us," Mark kept talking as we made our way to bed. I threw him on there as he laid on his back, still mumbling to himself. "Please don't go,"
"Okay, okay, I heard you. I'm not going anywhere," I said in a harsh tone. With that, he became silent. I took off his shoes and his vest to give him air. Once I was done, I scanned the way how he slept as the thought of his lips on mine earlier came to mind. I touched my lips, "It's not like this is the first time that we've kissed, so why do I feel so shock from it," I shook my head and slapped my cheeks, "No, no Choi Jaehye. It's nothing," I reassured myself. I was about to leave until Mark solemnly took a hold of my hand. I looked at him to see his eyes wide open which scared the crap out of me.
"Jaehye ah," Mark said softly.
"H-Hmm?" I answered.
"You're not going anywhere, are you?" he entwined his fingers with me as he waited for me to answer. I didn't want to stay, nor did I want to leave either. I didn't know what to do. "Just stay with me, for tonight… Please?"
I forcefully smiled, "Hm," I answered as I nodded my head. "I won't go anywhere..."
"Anymore?"
"Hm, I won't go anywhere anymore," I lied.
Promise?" I stood there silently as I turned myself away from his look that was piercing through me. I can't promise him anything. Promises were meant to be broken, and I don't want to break any promise that I can't keep between him and I. I couldn't stay by him nor BTS's side as they wished, I can't promise him that I won't run off again.
When I look back to Mark, I noticed that he had fallen asleep. I slowly placed his hand down to his side and leaned down to brush his hair. "I'm sorry," I said before heading out the suite as I left the keys on the desk. I pressed the down button as I waited for the elevator. I thought to myself, going back home would be too much of a hassle, so I might as well stay in my office for the night.
I had totally forgotten about Junhong. Wherever he was, whatever he was doing, all I hoped for was that he was doing fine... And even in death I hope Jungkook is also doing fine. I haven't been seeing him since then… And he doesn't even know how much I miss him.. How much his noona misses him.
I sat silently in my office as I looked out into the city lights. Everything wasn't going right... Wait, what am I even talking about? I knew that I would bump into them sooner or later and yet I still came back to Korea. I should've stayed in America like what Junhong said. We should've stayed. I don't even know if going back now would change anything... Mark and Jin will know that once I run away from them again, they will definitely find me for sure this time. There's no escape Jeon
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