헛된: 17

Vain: 7 Years
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Jaehye's POV:

I drove Mark and I to our hotel, Monroe Hotel. I couldn't afford the risk to send him home or else his parents... No, his dad, would kill me. I stumbled to the elevator and up to the suite with Mark mumbling things that I couldn't clearly hear. "Aish, why me…" I said as I unlocked the door to the room. 

"No!" Mark suddenly said as he shook his head, "Don't leave!" I panicked as he tried to run but instead tripped as the door opened. He dragged me along to the ground with him. I groan in pain as I tried my best not to lose my temper. "Please... Don't go..." said Mark with him on top of me. "Jaehye ah..." He said, "Jaehye ah…" 

"What?" I answered. 

"Jaehye ahh..." He kept saying. 

I let out a sigh as I pushed him off me. "Aish, do you really have to do this to me now," I ask myself. 

"N-no. Please don't go... Don't leave… I promise I'll do anything you want..." said Mark as he wiggled on the floor. I shook my head and helped him up to get him to the bed. "I want us to be together. I want only us. You and me. Us," Mark kept talking as we made our way to bed. I threw him on there as he laid on his back, still mumbling to himself. "Please don't go," 

"Okay, okay, I heard you. I'm not going anywhere," I said in a harsh tone. With that, he became silent. I took off his shoes and his vest to give him air. Once I was done, I scanned the way how he slept as the thought of his lips on mine earlier came to mind. I touched my lips, "It's not like this is the first time that we've kissed, so why do I feel so shock from it," I shook my head and slapped my cheeks, "No, no Choi Jaehye. It's nothing," I reassured myself. I was about to leave until Mark solemnly took a hold of my hand. I looked at him to see his eyes wide open which scared the crap out of me. 

"Jaehye ah," Mark said softly. 

"H-Hmm?" I answered. 

"You're not going anywhere, are you?" he entwined his fingers with me as he waited for me to answer. I didn't want to stay, nor did I want to leave either. I didn't know what to do. "Just stay with me, for tonight… Please?" 

I forcefully smiled, "Hm," I answered as I nodded my head. "I won't go anywhere..."

"Anymore?" 

"Hm, I won't go anywhere anymore," I lied.

Promise?" I stood there silently as I turned myself away from his look that was piercing through me. I can't promise him anything. Promises were meant to be broken, and I don't want to break any promise that I can't keep between him and I. I couldn't stay by him nor BTS's side as they wished, I can't promise him that I won't run off again. 

When I look back to Mark, I noticed that he had fallen asleep. I slowly placed his hand down to his side and leaned down to brush his hair. "I'm sorry," I said before heading out the suite as I left the keys on the desk. I pressed the down button as I waited for the elevator. I thought to myself, going back home would be too much of a hassle, so I might as well stay in my office for the night. 

I had totally forgotten about Junhong. Wherever he was, whatever he was doing, all I hoped for was that he was doing fine... And even in death I hope Jungkook is also doing fine. I haven't been seeing him since then… And he doesn't even know how much I miss him.. How much his noona misses him. 

I sat silently in my office as I looked out into the city lights. Everything wasn't going right... Wait, what am I even talking about? I knew that I would bump into them sooner or later and yet I still came back to Korea. I should've stayed in America like what Junhong said. We should've stayed. I don't even know if going back now would change anything... Mark and Jin will know that once I run away from them again, they will definitely find me for sure this time. There's no escape Jeon

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VsFate
#1
Chapter 32: Glad U are still writing n continuing this fanfic. This is still my fav. Thanks for coming back. Hope u'll have a better day ahead. Fighting!!!
Spring125 #2
Chapter 32: OMG HI
Minyun25
#3
Chapter 32: I'm still here!!!!??‍♀️??‍♀️
Mikka_
#4
Chapter 32: Hello :)
I'm sorry I didn't read the chapter yet since I need to read again vain and vain:7 years haha to remember what the story was about.

But I didn't understand one thing,
You will re write everything on aff also ? Or just wattpad ?

I know my opinion only doesn't matter but I'm not a fan of wattpad reading system (maybe because I've been using aff for so long haha). But yeah if it's possible for you to make the change also here it would be great !
Minyun25
#5
Chapter 31: Hey how are you? Haven't heard from you in a few years. Hope you still keep writing.
maiquie24 #6
Chapter 31: College is really hard but life in general is hard. I was thankful for having friends and kpop as a source to help me push through everything! Hope everything goes well!
kimgaeun96 #7
Chapter 31: Yo authornim~ Don't take people criticism get the best of you. It's their lose if they don't know how to appreciate you. To me, you're good author. I found Vain a while ago and , damn authornim, you got me soooo hooked up with your fic. I hope that you continue this story cause it's so good and it's your own choice to start second Vain. Take your time authornim, don't lose hope on something halfway. Hwaiting authornim~
Minyun25
#8
Chapter 31: Awwwwwww
First of all : You need to take care of yourself first. Am happy you got out of the relationship while you still could. Biased on what you just told he wasn't the right person for you. I hope you find someone and accepts you for you..♡

Secondly, i respect you for your honesty and openness to your subscribers/fans. I don't see that al the time. I really really missed this story! I haven't given up on reading it (what i usually do when a writer gives up without any notice etc).. but there is something about this story that got me hooked till today. I hope you recover from everything your were/are going trough.
They say... breakups and hard times make good stories. You can poor everything in a story... its raw and feels relatable.

Take care ❤