Being in love is like being lost in the deep dark sea. You never know which way the current will take you just as you never know how your love story will end.

Sometimes the sea is calm.

We spend days just lying next to each other, sharing our space. We do not need to speak. We do not need to talk. All we need is each other.
As I feel his fingertips carefully touch my hands, I feel so happy to be alive. I feel like every cheesy love hit and it makes me want to write millions and millions of same sounding songs just to show him what he makes me feel like.

But sometimes… the sea is angry.

Waves are crashing against the shore and people are drowning. Only lightning brings any light to this god-forsaken place. And as the waves shake every boat in the sea, we hurt each other with our words. It seems like every happy moment has disappeared and never even existed. We only continue to disappoint each other. And while your face is flooded with tears of the same taste as the angry sea, you begin to wonder if this is worth it.

But just as the storm never lasts forever, happiness returns to your soul.

It takes a while to realise that not every fight means that everything is over.

Just like not every happy moment means that everything is alright.

In all my dreams I drown.

But Jongin is always there to save me.