"I like Luhan"

Jongin left me go and took a step back. "You... like Luhan?" he muttered heart-broken. "Yes. Now leave me alone" I said coldly before leaving the devistated Jongin standing there. I quickly walked off the hospital grounds. I had tears pouring down my face. I made my way to Luhans house.

I banged on his door before his brother Yixing answered the door. "Yoon-Mi, what brings you.... what happened, why are you crying?" he asked. "Is Luhan home?" I asked with a quivering lip. Yixing nodded his head and then left to go get his younger brother. 

Luhan came to the door with panic in his eyes. "Yoon-Mi, are you okay? I heard about your dad! Did he hurt you? are you okay? why are you crying?" Luhan asked frantically. "Can you do me a favor?" I sobbed. Luhan closed the front door and stepped outside and lead me to a bench. I sat down next to him and then turned to look at him. "..I... need your help" I sobbed. "Whats wrong? what is it?" he asked wiping a tear.

"Will you please... pretend to be my boyfriend until graduation?" I asked wiping my soaked cheeks. Luhan looked very shocked. "Why?" he asked confused. "I.. am so scared to be in a relationship with Jongin because of Rae-Mi and so I told Jongin that I liked you so he would leave me alone until graduation" I said with a few more tears down my face. "Why until graduation?" Luhan asked calmly. "Because I asked my mom to move back to Busan" I replied

Luhan was very quiet for a while. "You are moving?" he finally asked after several moments of silence. "Its not a for sure thing right now, but I just want to leave peacefully. Besides meeting you, all that has ever happened to me was horrible." I explained to him. "But what about Jongin?" he questioned me in a tone that I can tell that he didnt want to ask. "Im just too scared. If I move Jongin will forget about me and move on and he won't have to bother me and my family" I huffed.

"Speaking of family, what happened to your father?" he questioned. "I dont want to talk about it" I muttered lowering my head. Luhan rubbed my back, "I will help you these last two months". I looked up at him, "Really??" I said shocked. He nodded. I gave Luhan a nice hug.

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The past week was extremely difficult for me. Ever since I told Jongin that I liked Luhan, Jongin won't look or talk to me. My heart began to hurt, I understood how Jongin must have felt when I was ignoring him. Luhan makes a clear sign that "we are together" with the contstant back hugs and holding hands. Rae-Mi tries her hardest to get Jongin to talk to her, but all he ever does it ignore him. He really was done with her. 

Also, I've been cont