It has been a year since our debut. Yeah, we had done our debut stage and it has been a year I hide my feeling for him. I always watched him from near, even closer because we have lived together for two years included the trainee days. Out of mind, I have slipped out words ‘I love you’ to him for many times. Not always the direct words ‘I love you’ but the indirect too, just like I admitted him as my boyfriend and became so touchy with him than the other members on stage or our daily life.

Didn’t he aware that clues that I gave him?

It was being our habit to up till late at night and reading some book or just watching movie while talking for hours, and then being scolded by our leader because we still had our schedule the next day.

Just like my habit I read my book on my bed then he came over me with tiredness plastered on his pretty face.

“Jeongmin, you okay?” I asked him and closed the book that I read before, giving him small place on my bed for him to join me on the bed.

He shook his head cutely before placed his head on my shoulder. Out of habit I got my fingers through over his soft hair and began caressing it slowly.

I thought that he liked it as he snuggled closer to me.

“You want me to read a book for you?” I asked him then he had his eyes staring at me with curiosity.

He is clever but a bit lazy though. He was always curious about the book that I was reading, but when I offered him to read it by himself he would refuse it. Instead he would bother me with plenty questions and started to plead so I would read the book for him. He sometimes rested his head just like that while I was reading or got his head on my lap.

“What’s the book that you’re reading?”

I gave my attention back to him, smiling when he tried to grab the book that I held.

“Just a fictional novel, you want to read?” I offered but he shook his head repeatedly.

“No, I am just curious about it. What is it about?” Jeongmin asked and took a look the cover.

Like what I said before, he would give me questions and rejected my offered about read the book.

I smiled before answered his question.

“It is a novel about a forbidden love.”

“Forbidden love? Why should their love to be forbidden?” Jeongmin asked, playing with his fingertips.

“It’s because they aren’t the same. Their worlds are different.” Hyunseong explained it patiently. But on the other hand Jeongmin had frown on his face.

“But, that wasn’t fair. They are in love with each others; they just have to decide where the world they will live, right?” Jeongmin added, rose up from Hyunseong’s shoulder.

“How that if they can’t?” Hyunseong threw a question that made Jeongmin slouched back to his shoulder.

“Then just go to the other place, they just need to go somewhere.” Jeongmin answered with eyes wandering the ceiling in imagination.

Hyunseong tilted his head to see