Prologue.
She resembles you.Flashback:
-2009
“I know that my life it's too hectic for you. I'm always busy with my practices, but we can go through all of this. I know that you love me, and I do love you too. So why don't you start to be my girlfriend? I promise you that I will never leave you. Every problem that will come across we will resolve it, together.”
“I can bear with all your training and all, but, what about the ? What if your company will find out? What if they tell you to break up with me? Can you cope with that?”
“I already thought about it, nothing will break us apart.”
“How can you be so sure? We're still young, feelings might change... We don't know what will happen in the future.”
“So what? I'm sure nothing will change and we can only live the present, so why worry about the future?”
“You've always been like that.” I said smiling, “I'll be your girlfriend only if you promise me that we will be forever and ever, we will never break.” I said pointing my pinky finger towards him.
“I don't need to promise, but if you want I can.” He said taking my finger with his. “I promise.”
2 years later...
“Oppa, it's been just a year since your group debuted and look where you are right now. I'm so proud of you! There are already fans following you around!”
“I know, it's crazy! I can't believe it... We had our first win not so long ago and our life has changed completely!”
-Yup, I can feel it. Not only your life has changed, but I think that something between us is gonna change.-
“But... Jagi, I have something to tell you...”
-I knew it. Here it comes: “I need to break up with you!”.-
“Yes? Tell me.” My eyes already started to become teary. I couldn't look at him.
“Please, look at me.”
“What is it? What do you need to tell me?”
“You see how my life is changing. There is more attention on us, fans that follow us and the media who tries to know everything about us and wants scandals. I don't want you to be in danger. Do you understand that?”
“Yeah, sure, but why are you telling me this?”
“Because, I need you to understand that... That there is only a way to protect you.”
“I don't need protection.”
“Yes you do. From the world that now I live in. Please, I love you, every single day, and I will love you until the end of time. But... But, for your sake, we need to break up. I'm not doing this because I don't love you anymore, but because I love you too much that I can't see anything to happen to you because of me...”
“Don't be ridiculous...” Tears started to escape.
“Don't, please. Please don't cry. I hate to see you like this...”
“How can I not cry?! You promised me that we will never break up! That we will solve every problem! You promised...”
And since that day I never saw him again, at least face to face, until a year later, when I saw someone who really looked like him: our daughter. When he broke up with me I still didn't know that I was pregnant, I discover it about three weeks later. I couldn't tell him: I couldn't ruin his life and career. I didn't even tell him that I passed an audition at Cube Ent., I didn't have the chance, I received the news the same day he broke up with me.
Present:
-2013
“Goodnight Verah, sleep well, tomorrow mommy is gonna debut with your emos. We need to rest a little too.” I kissed her forehead and looked at her sleeping, she was beautiful. She was already 19 months, time flew by pretty fast. She had his father lips and eyes, but they were a little bigger since she got some of my genes.
“Hey, is she already sleeping?” A very bright red head appeared from the ajar door.
“Yeah unnie.”
“Okay, go to sleep, you need to rest. Tomorrow's the big day!”
“Ne, goodnight unnie!”
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