chunji's strange feeling
I LOVE U
Myungsoo POV
i kept absent all day, all night, thinking through what i did, byunghun's reaction, my strange feeling..
it has been almost 2 days and i don't dare to face him. meanwhile, my strange feeling toward him keep burning inside me. i can't ignore him and i can't bare myself to be ignore by him as well.
and finally today, i have already making a decision that there is no longer sense to keep repeating the hell happened before, so i made the conclusion to apologize. Yeah... that should be done in first place.
i went out of my room after whole days keeping myself inside. i examine surrounding me, no sound, no people. usually when chanhee is around, i could clearly hear him laughing or talking out here. but there aren't any. perhaps chanhee is out and byunghun, might be in his room since today he has no part-time job in evening.
drowsily and slowly, i make my way to his room.
knock knock
on the third knock, i found the door creeked open, revealing a small byunghun standing in between. "h-hey" i gulped my saliva down the throat. nervous has chilled my stomach. "i need to talk to u" controlling myself to sounded as calm as possible. i see him nodded in respond but i could sense him jolted backward. perhaps he is being a bit scared to stand up close with me. seeing him behaving like this, i sigh heavily before i could start.
"i'm sorry"
Byunghun POV
i shocked from the word that escaped from myungsoo's mouth. he is apologizing? to me? for real? i freeze like statue on the spot that i stand. different emotions running in me. i can't believe on what i just heard. did he really said so?
"hey...do u hear me?" i snapped from my thought by a hand that shooking me on my shoulder. i jolted more backward when i realize myungsoo's hand on me. it is really scary everytime to think about him acting nicely toward me. somehow it could be like a nightmare and today a nightmare has become reality. the cold ice prince just apologize to me and i am sure that this is not a dream.
"i-i-i.." i tried to say something, but nothing seem won't came out from my mouth. i couldn't think straight. my mind is whole blank.
"about the kissed, let's we both forget it" he continued. my jaws
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