Myungsoo POV

Cardiomyopathy

a disease of abnormal heart muscle

WHAT A NONSENSE!!!

that bastard must be lying!!!!!

byunghun will not having those kind of disease!!

"ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!" i screamed out of my lung. i lose my balance as both of my legs kneeled down on floor. i felt my eyes burning with load of tears threatening to stream down. i wish to hold them but at last i broke into the terrible cries. my heart break in pieces. my mind disordered. i am angry for the fact. i am angry at the situation i am. i am angry on myself!!

i have never expected such issues to rub shoulders on me. for the past tenth years, i had always been worried about the weird feelings i had bare. that curse i have been carrying. i am only thinking about myself, but only to ignore that someone important to me is getting hurt by my own attitudes. and now, he is battling for his life, fleeing from an enemy called 'death'.

why it must be him?!!!!!

i move forward, straight to his direction.

as myself reach his bed, i see him still asleep, unmoving and motionless.

my tears had not stopped streaming since i've been informed with the harsh fact. my ears hurt with the rythm sound of ECG machine that stood on the left side of him. its connected with a nasal canula that has been fitted under his nose. he seem to be in a peaceful slumber but these current sight of him is the most painful for me. i can't believe on what i am seeing right now.

is this byunghun?

i should be dreaming right?

but....i know it's reality!

i pull a chair and place it close beside his bed. i brushed on the fair skin of him, gently.

i took his hand slowly and kissed him on the back of his cold hand. "i'm sorry~"

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