You were walking to SHINee’s dorm, just to visit Jonghyun and to see how the other members were. You were just about to knock on the door when you hear Jonghyun yelling inside. Startled by the sudden noise, you go around to a window and hide in behind a bush, making sure you weren’t seen. The 5 members were sitting around their living room and Jonghyun was standing up facing Onew… mad?

Jonghyun: “I said No already! That’s my final decision!” He shouts

Onew: “Jonghyun, Just think about it first…”

Key: “Sit down” he tries to get Jonghyun to sit

Taemin and Minho look serious at their hyungs, trying hard to calm

Jonghyun: Calming down and taking a seat next to Key “I just- I just don’t want to leave…” He buries his head in his hands “I can’t leave _____, I won’t”

Minho: “I know it’s hard hyung, but we have too” He tries to make Jonghyun understand “The decision was already made by the company, we can’t stop it.”

Taemin: “How do you think we feel? We don’t want to leave either…” Everyone becomes gloomy. Their manager had told them that they will be going overseas for a special project for SM Entertainment.

Key: “Why does this have to happen…Why now….” Everybody becomes silent, still taking it in

Jonghyun: “Well I’m not going. I don’t care what they say, I’m not leaving ______” He stands up and heads to his room, everyone watching him as he slams his door shut

Onew: Taking in a deep breath “Looks like we’re going to have a problem…”

You stop looking in the window, and just stand there, with your hands on your mouth.

You: “Their leaving…” Thinking things through “Wait… Jonghyun?”  Remembering the conversation; Jonghyun said he won’t leave…. Because of me…” You look again inside the window and see Onew, Key, Minho, and Taemin all looking sad. All of a sudden you see Taemin get up and walk in your direction. Panicking, you bend behind the bush as you hear the window opening

Taemin: “______??” looking surprised to find you

You: blushing “Haha, Hi Taemin” You wave awkwardly at him

Taemin: “Um, are you going to come in?”

You: “Uh, Yeah..” You start walking to the front door, where Taemin was opening it for you “Annyong” You say Hi to the members sitting down. Their sad faces quickly turn to normal as you enter the room

Minho: “Oh Hi _____, Are you here for Jonghyun?”

You: “Um, Actually I wanted to talk to you guys about something…” he start off nervously. All of their eyes go to you, paying attention to what you have to say “I… overheard you guys speaking earlier…” you look down at your hands while all of their eyes widen “And I feel bad that I’m the one causing Jonghyun rebel…”

Taemin: “No! _____, it’s not your fault! We don’t blame you! We understand Jonghyun’s feeling” He goes to you, not liking you feel bad

Onew: “Yeah _____, it’s okay. We know this has nothing to do with you” He tries to comfort you

You: “Onew it does. I don’t think I can continue this anymore, with Jonghyun” you say under your breath. You didn’t want to hold Jonghyun back, or cause any problems for the other members. You thought this through and felt like this was the right decision

Everyone looks at you with wide eyes, just utterly shocked with what you just said

Key: Standing up quickly and taking you by the shoulders “______, are you sure you want to do this?” He looks into your eyes to see if you’re actually serious. You nod your head. Key looks at you sad, and hugs you “We’re going to miss you ______” Soon everyone was getting up to hug you, one by one

Minho: “How are you going to tell Jonghyun?” Asking after everyone took their seats again. Jonghyun didn’t hear the commotion outside, probably listening to music in his room, ignoring the outside after the argument.

You: Wiping off some tears that fell “I’ll tell him tonight…” The room was silent. Everyone knew, that Jonghyun’s going to take the news harder than anyone else…

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Night-

You waited at the little kids playground at the park, swinging back and forth, taking in a breath of the cold air, preparing yourself for what’s about to happen. You held in your hand the little ring he gave you when he asked you out, looking at it

Jonghyun: “_____?” Coming closer. You stand up to the sound of his voice

You: “Jonghyun,” You’re voice cracked, but you try to hide it

Jonhyun: “What’s wrong you texted me to come meet you here and wouldn’t tell me why?” He tries to give you a kiss on the cheek but you turn your head. He stands there shocked by your action, and pulls away “What’s wrong?”

You: “Jonghyun…” You avoid his eyes, not looking up at him “I’m sorry…” Your holding back your tears, but they keep pushing

Jonghyun: “Sorry? Sorry for what?” He sees your tears falling “_______, What’s wrong?” He lifts your chin to meet him, your eyes, streaming with tears

You: Pushing his hand away “I can’t be with you anymore…” You take a step back, too close to him

Jonghyun: Stands there motion less “I-I don’t understand…” his voice shaking “_____, What are you saying?”

You: “I think it’s time for us… to go our separate ways…” You look up from your hands, into his face. His eyes starting to get watery, his mouth dry

Jonghyun: He comes closer and takes your shoulders “But I love you ______” His face a few inches away from yours. You feel his breath on you, his hands shaking

You: Turing your head away from him, closing your eyes as tears fall “I’m sorry” you whisper

Jonghyun: Dropping his hands to his side “I don’t believe you…” He shakes his head, not believing anything

You: “Here…” You hold out your hand with the ring in your palm. “Take it…” He looks at you, with sad eyes; A tear falling from them. He believes you now.

Jonghyun: Closing your hand “No, You keep it…” He pushes your hand back to you. You look at him surprised he didn’t take the ring. He puts both hands on your cheek “I will always love you _______” He moves closer and kisses your forehead. You feel his warm lips, gently kissing your skin for the last time.

After that, he left the park, not saying a word; Leaving you there, in the cold park. You don’t move, and just stand there. You can’t feel your legs anymore.

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At the Airport-

(You)

You’re standing in the crowd of fans in the front, as some of them try to push their way there. You hold onto the ring, which you now where around your neck, looking for him. You fought with yourself whether you should go to the airport or not.

*SCREAMS* Fans start to cheer as SHINee walks by

You look in the directions of the screams and first see Onew, then Key, then Taemin, Then Minho. All 4 of them waving to the fans. Then came him. He didn’t wave, just looked around at all the fans, not smiling but frowning. You look at him for 1 final time, before your tears got to you again. Just when they reached the tunnel, his eyes met yours… freezing where he stood. He doesn’t do anything, just stares; You smile and wave, while he looks at you intently. His manager came and pulled him to the plane. You watched him stumble from walking backwards. Your tears getting more and more worse, you turned around and fought your way out through the fans

(Him)

He gets out of the car, frowning. He ignore the screaming fans and just looks at them as each try to reach out and touch him. He was almost at the tunnel when something shiny caught his eye. He looked, and say you. At first he couldn’t believe what he saw, until it became clear. He looked at you

Jonghyun: “______...” He whispers to himself. He sees you wave at him, “What is she doing here….”

Next thing he knew, he was getting pulled into the plane, tripping. He sat down across from Key with a bothered look on his face

Key: “What’s wrong?”

Jonghyun: “I saw her… She was here…”