"Saera unnie, are you alright?" Minah asked worriedly, the little girl stared at her violin teacher who looked a little zoned out and tired.   Saera snapped out from her little world and forced a smile, ruffling the younger's hair.   "Of course, I'm just a little tired. Let's continue with this piece." she said in a cheery voice, helping Minah learn her notes to the piece.   Finally, the lesson ended, and as she waved goodbye to her student, her smile faded as well.   She collapsed on her chair, shaking a little. She didn't have the strength anymore, without doing her daily routine of cutting. It was almost a habit that she couldn't stop doing.   She checked the time, it was already late, and she didn't have the energy to go buy some clean knives.   She only had knives she used for cooking, and she couldn't imagine using them to cut her flesh.   With a sigh, she got herself together and decided to go back to her apartment and sit around moping. ---------- Saera was in for a surprise when she saw Sehun standing outside his apartment, looking expectantly at her.   "Hey Saera," he said with a small smile.   She put on her fake smile once again, and replied, "What are you doing so late, Sehun?"   He shrugged, "I cooked some food today and I was wondering if you wanted to eat with me?"   She really wanted to say no, but that hopeful look on his face made her think otherwise. She nodded slowly, and a smile grew on the male's face. He led her into his apartment, sitting her down as he put the food in front of her.   She raised an eyebrow, "Steak? Where did you learn how to make that?"   He grinned suspiciously, "I have my ways. Come on, eat up."   She rolled her eyes and cut a piece to eat.    "So?" Sehun asked expectantly, propping his hands below his chin, as he rested his elbow on the table.   She nodded with a satisfying look, "It's not bad."   He smiled in triumph and started eating his as well.   He bit onto the meat and as the disgusting taste flooded his mouth, he spat it out in horror.   "This is absolutely horrible!" he exclaimed, quickly gulping down some water.   He looked up to see Saera eating it calmly as if it tasted just fine, noticing his stares, she asked, "What?"   "How can you eat that? It's horrible, Saera-ah." he said softly, touching her fingers to stop her from eating.   "You made it for me, didn't you? So, I'll eat it." she state