Saera was long asleep by the time Sehun came back from the bathroom; fatigue hitting her hard before she basically passed out after the screen showed the rolling credits.   Sehun chuckled at her derpy face and turned off the television. Careful not to wake her up, he slowly lifted her up into his arms. Staring at her serene face, he walked towards her room(as he assumed) and placed her gently on the bed.   her hair, he smiled gently.    But when the memory of finding those knifes in her bathroom flashed into his mind, he couldn't help but wonder: did she cut herself?   Since it wasn't that dark yet, he gently rolled up the sleeves.   Small scars were seen on her left wrist, adorning her perfect pale skin.   There was a pang in his chest, and realisation. He was such an idiot....how couldn't he have realised? He knew she had problems, but he never bothered to care about her, about how she was doing.   With shaky hands he used his finger to outline the whitish-red lines on her milky white skin, feeling every little sad emotion she had expressed while doing this.   He didn't know how to tell her, how to console her, and what to do.   He slowly unrolled her sleeves, staring intensely at her face. Now, he could see the outlines of the stress and worry on her face, and the make up that hid her dark circles from sleepless nights.   Suddenly, he felt her shivering. Tears were prickling down her cheeks as she whispered a particular name over and over again.   Changmin.   That was the name she repeated over and over again, as if he was her last hope, as if he was her everything.   His heart hurt(and he didn't know why) but he bent over and hugged her tightly although she was still in her sleeping position.   "I'm here, don't worry. I'm here." he whispered, kissing her hair again and again, comforting her with sweet and loving words that he, himself, didn't know he could utter.   He had never done this to anyone; not even to Saemi.   After consoling her unconscious state, she seemed to calm down, and soon enough, she was peacefully sleeping again.   He was about to get off the bed from the awkward position, but she was gripping tightly to his clothes.   Sighing in defeat, he managed to compromise, so he was sleeping right next to her, instead of on top of her.   He was on his side, hugging her tightly, with her head perfectly fitted into his chest. ---------- The sunlight tickled Saera's serene face as she her eyes slowly fluttered open to greet the brightness.   Stretching a little, she looked at her surroundings. She was in her room. She was sure that she had fallen asleep after watching the beautiful movie yesterday. Assuming that she had somehow managed to get to her bed when she was half-asleep, she got changed and decided to go out for a small walk before going to her university classes.   She had missed quite a few classes after spending time with Myungsoo, so Hyungshik had been kind enough to lend her his notes for her to photocopy.   Speaking of her good friend, him and Jihyun finally admitted that they were dating. Of course, the whole group cheered and also started to tease them after that. Saera enjoyed her friend's company, although she rarely exposed her life, they accepted her for who she was.   As she opened the door to go out, she was startled to see Sehun in front of the door, with his hand up as if he was going to knock.   "Sehun? Why so early?" she asked, and then she saw the plastic bag full of food.   "You brought breakfast?" she asked almost confidently.   Sehun nodded with a smile on his face, which creeped her out a little because he was rarely this cheery in the mornin