I woke up in the middle of the night, 2 a.m. to be exact. I had this horrible nightmare that I tried to keep me awake for several nights; in order not to experience that horror in continuous basis.

I'm independent person, graduated university 5 months ago; still with no job. Not tomorrow though; tomorrow I'm going to be a high school teacher.

The nightmares I held all these nights, had me standing in front of my students unable to do something for them; it's sort of recognition of what happen during my university days. I had a boyfriend, a one I would never dream of. I tried so hard to keep our relationship a secret, because revealing it would be like a death sentence.

If I would resemble my current life with anything; it'll be for sure this empty night sky I'm observing right now, this building's rooftop used to be the best place for me to dodge anything that bothers me. There are also no stars, and the few there is would resemble the good things that happens in my life… so rare.

I guess I haven't noticed this before, the fact that I'm not lucky. The fact that I lost my boyfriend that day because of my carelessness and later on I'm just wondering what is he doing in the united state; trying to hold the pain of the truth, when he had to go abroad and complete his studies there because of me and my carelessness.

I could watch the dark colors turn to a white bright morning, what aroused me to stand up, have a deep breathe to begin fresh this very boring day; nothing actually was special enough after I lost what I loved. Going to school! I don't think a similar environment to university will help me come over what happened, something my part time job used to does, the money I earn from there was not enough anyway.

The very first day, that was my question as I opened the wardrobe to pick what to wear.

"Formal cloths" I said, looking at my old and only suite that was meant for things such as weddings and special events, I sighs "I should've bought something appropriate" rubbing my forehead with both my thump and forefinger.

I removed half the cloths aside to look at what's inside and pulled black jeans with a blue shirt had a skull at the back and pulled an Alberto Torres shoes, the only formal shoes I had for the matter of fact. To make myself more pathetic since it was a gift… from him.

Smell Ok, shaving done, clothes fine, hair sleek, perfume awesome. I stood perfectly in front of the mirror; the full length sleeves had me intense so I decided to arrange them to be half. I'm ready to go now.

I walked to the elevator and met my neighbors for the first time; my night shifts had me busy all the time, and that was intentional. Most of these building residents are families; so they all stood in front of the door saying goodbye to their kids, and asking them to be safe.

"Good morning Mr.Joung" I wave hi to Mrs. Lee.

"Good morning to you, too" I say, and see her kid run to the elevator as well "Look at this big dude" I catch him between my hands and spin few rounds to hear his laughter.

"Oh my god you turned heavy Ji-hu" I put him down; trying not to lose my back "In which grade are you now?" he looks at me with his wide beautiful smile.

"3ed grade" I wear a face of shock and bend over to match his height.

"You're in 3ed grade already? That's mean you're the man of the family now, you shouldn't let your mother worry about you OK" he nodded, I raise my pinky to him.

"Let's do the pinky swear then" he raised his, also. I held his hand and said "On that honor I'll take you to school today" I looked at his mom "If that's OK with you Mrs. Lee"

"Well, looks like you're heading somewhere. He won't make you late or something, will he?" I pressed the elevator button.

"No, he won't Mrs. Lee" I decided to tell her the big news "I'm heading to a high school to start my new job and his school happens to be in the way"

"Congratulations…" she said, I entered the elevator "Thank you, too" the elevator door closes.

High school should be a big thing; my nightmare must be just a fact. I going to teach a bunch of teenagers will not be a simple job for sure.

I just drove Ji-hu to his school, headed directly to this high school building. I walked with full confident between the students who kept starring at my weird look. I'm totally out of fashion world, I mean, who would wear a stopped blue shirt with a skull? I can't lose my attitude though. Not that they're trying to laugh in silence.

I passed safely and went directly to the bathroom to torn off the sleeves and mess up my hair to what it used to be; looking like a gang dude would be better for sure than a nerd trying to show off.

I'm about to leave when I hear a suspicious voice in one of the rooms, I try to be quite as I lean down to check if anyone was there, and I spot two students in the last room. I stood up still trying to be careful not to make a noise and head quietly towards them.

"Is he gone yet?" I hear someone whispers, what confirmed to me what they were doing, so and as soon as I arrive, I knock the bathroom door.

"Whoever is in there better open the door now" I command; using my teacher rights, even when I'm late for the meeting to be assigned.

", I told you not to do it here" they're still whispering, looks like they don't have a clue that I'm able to hear them in the other side.

"What are you talking about? You agreed on the idea, didn't you?"

"Because you insisted for god sake, now we're going to be in trouble from the first day" they kept arguing, I look at the watch and realize that I don't have to be patient anymore.

"Guys, you go out first and then we can come up with a deal…" I said, trying to make my first year here as peaceful as I could "Are you 1^st year students?" I hear silence for a while.

"Yes, we are" I chuckle, that can't be a good news, my soon to be students are those in trouble in the other side of the door and in the very first day.

"Ok, I'm a new teacher here, we can reach an agreement, if you think you guys are up to it come out now, if not I'll call the principal now so he can take care of you"

"Yes, we can, we can reach an agreement" I hear a positive replay so fast so I give a smirk but when I heard the door lock clicks.

"Wait, be sure to zip your pants, close your t-shirt buttons"

"Oh! Yeah, sorry about that" the same person who agreed speaks again, the door is closed, and I could hear their pants being zipped and few seconds later I back off to see the two of them in front of my face.

"Though one of you replayed but I assumed both of you will go for the agreement, am I wrong?"

"No, you're not sir, we both agreed…" he said, and hit his friend shoulder still looking at me "Right, Baekhyun" I looked at the other kid, the annoyed features are clearly on his face, as his hands crossed each other in front of his chest.

"Is he right, Baekhyun?" he looks at me, and I could see him wearing eyeliner.

"Are you fooling us around? How come a teacher is wearing these clothes?"

"We can go to the principal together if you want to be sure I'm not lying" I kept a smile on my face, ignoring the other nervous face and this one furious face.

"What's your agreement?" he put his hands down.

"Simple…" I told them "I'm a new teacher here and there is a big chance I'm teaching you guys, it's just that I don't remember your files that I reviewed exactly but you two look familiar"

"So…" Baekhyun said, and I could see he is still mad so I went to the topic he wants to know first.

"I'm not here to destroy your relationship or life…" I said it straight, and I could see his face turn red "However it would be safer if you don't do it in places like this"

"What do you want in return?"

"I want you…" I singled at Baekhyun "To be my right hand and discipline the class for me and I'm ready to help you in whatever troubles you'll put yourself in"

"And me?" the other student speaks so I tell him.

"I only need one person, you can leave" and he did, as soon as I told him.

"Hey! What's your name?" I looked back at Baekhyun and gave him my hand to greet him "I'll be your teacher, and my name is Joung Yunho"