I have to change MYSELF
You are, who you are"Wake up Minki"
Ren’s eyes open and looking confused around his room. His mother comes roaring into his room. "Wake up" she yell and throws Ren's quilt on the floor and push him up from the bed. "I will" Ren said angrily and walk into the bathroom.
He looks in the mirror.
Are you ready Choi Minki? He asks himself, are you ready to change yourself and make your parents proud?
Ren throws his pajamas on the floor and walk in the shower. Why am I born like this? Ren thinking, I have to change myself, my parents hate me, they gave me a good life, with good economy, food, service and the only thing they have got back is a son, who is gay, thank you for that world, I'm the world's worst son.
Ren walk out from the bath and put some clothes on, he take his hair climp from the table, but after some seconds he lays it back.
No, today, I will look like a man, Ren thinks and takes his clothes off again and throw it on the bed. He stare into his closet and find some clothes, it's formally clothes, he takes a tie and bind it around his neck. Ren nods to himself and take it on.
But a little makeup can’t do any harm, he thinks and takes his eyeliner up from his makeup box.
"Stop" His mother yell and Ren looking scared toward the doorway. "I'm sorry mom, I just ..." Ren is interrupted by a slap on his cheek, he hold a hand on his cheek and looking into his mother's angry eyes.
"Are you a man or a woman?" She yells "You have brought shame to this family" Ren looks down at the ground "I'm sorry, it won’t happen again" Ren says and fell the tears running down his cheeks "It was a fault to let you dye your hair, girly, do it more manly" His mother yell and walks out of the room, but turn around and stand in the doorway. "But I like your clothes" Ren's mother says, he smiles at her, but he doesn’t get a smile back.
Ren looking in the mirror.
I need to change myself, I must do it, for my parents sake.
This is the first chapitel in this fanfiction, I hope you will enjoy :D
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