I have to change MYSELF

You are, who you are

"Wake up Minki"

Ren’s eyes open and looking confused around his room. His mother comes roaring into his room. "Wake up" she yell and throws Ren's quilt on the floor and push him up from the bed. "I will" Ren said angrily and walk into the bathroom.


He looks in the mirror.

Are you ready Choi Minki? He asks himself, are you ready to change yourself and make your parents proud?

Ren throws his pajamas on the floor and walk in the shower. Why am I born like this? Ren thinking, I have to change myself, my parents hate me, they gave me a good life, with good economy, food, service and the only thing they have got back is a son, who is gay, thank you for that world, I'm the world's worst son.

 

Ren walk out from the bath and put some clothes on, he take his hair climp from the table, but after some seconds he lays it back.

No, today, I will look like a man, Ren thinks and takes his clothes off again and throw it on the bed. He stare into his closet and find some clothes, it's formally clothes, he takes a tie and bind it around his neck. Ren nods to himself and take it on.

But a little makeup can’t do any harm, he thinks and takes his eyeliner up from his makeup box.

"Stop" His mother yell and Ren looking scared toward the doorway. "I'm sorry mom, I just ..." Ren is interrupted by a slap on his cheek, he hold a hand on his cheek and looking into his mother's angry eyes.

"Are you a man or a woman?" She yells "You have brought shame to this family" Ren looks down at the ground "I'm sorry, it won’t happen again" Ren says and fell the tears running down his cheeks "It was a fault to let you dye your hair, girly, do it more manly" His mother yell and walks out of the room, but turn around and stand in the doorway. "But I like your clothes" Ren's mother says, he smiles at her, but he doesn’t get a smile back.

Ren looking in the mirror.

I need to change myself, I must do it, for my parents sake.

 

This is the first chapitel in this fanfiction, I hope you will enjoy :D

 

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Thunder198 #1
I'm so glad you like it ^^ I hope your mother won't discovers it, hihi ^^
aung-aung22 #2
Chapter 18: it's 1st time I read something like this.O God. BxB. My mom will kill me if she know what I'm reading. While I read this on my Ph she asked me what I am reading. I said oh.nothing just story / novel. I can't say her I am reading fanfic.lol.BTW I like you story. ◑﹏◐
Major14000 #3
Chapter 23: super-sickening-awesomeness!!! loved it sooo much! thank you <3 <3
Thunder198 #4
Thank you ^^ I'm so happy you like it <3
nuestfan2277
#5
Chapter 23: It was a great story :D
Thunder198 #6
yeah, it was a great idea. I'm sorry it took so long. I got exam ^^ Please forgive me. I'm happy you like it. You are the best <3 <3
nuestfan2277
#7
Chapter 21: Finally, hahahaha you took my idea that with the cough just broke xDD
nuestfan2277
#8
Chapter 20: Baekho's mum seems to be so kind <3 If I was Baekho I should say "When we should sit on the cough that broke" xD
Thunder198 #9
Yeah me too <3 I hope you like my fanfiction, even when its bad. ^^ I'm happy you want to read it, thankyou really much <3
nuestfan2277
#10
Chapter 19: OMG I hate his parents!!! Glad that Baekho is there for him!