Shadows, a unidentable image of who I am...but something I miss about being human. I can still feel warmth in my chest though even if my eyes look back at me through the mirror, violet instead of root beer brown. My lips haven’t tasted a single drop of human blood, but they have tasted the sweet nectar of Sehun’s soft lips. Our fangs have never harmed each other unless necessary, for life’s sake. But our  memories, history and love for eachother is something you wouldn’t understand even if explained.

Thinking, what would have happened to Kris, sehun and the others had I had never been found and given my memories back. Had I had continued life as a boring person without my other half. Had I never remembered? yes remembered my soulmate, my brothers, my life. Had I never found the truth of my parents and self. Had I never become a vampire....

Needing, Sehun’s hold on me, his smile his eyes and strength to pull me up. Jongin’s brotherly love for me and determination to give me answers. Luhan’s pure heart and apologetic spirit, always appearing as the angel he was. Or the others for welcoming me right back like the years had never happened...

Lea