Kyuwan POV : 

“You will get discharged by this Friday” It’s the day after tomorrow. I was preparing her breakfast.

“For real?” she asked. I nodded “GREAT! It feels like hell living in here although just for a week”  

The doctor asked her to live here longer for a further observation. She need a really good rest and she can’t think too much or her head condition will get worse.

“You felt that way?” I smiled. I think I know how she felt. She still got her bandage on her head. The doctor said, he will took off the bandage on this Friday. 

“Yup, I felt that way” she ate the breakfast “Hey, it’s almost 7.30 am. You should go to school right now”

“I will go after you finish your breakfast” I smiled and sat beside her on the bed

“Want some?” she fed me “You better go to school right now, I’ll be fine. Don’t worry” she said

“I won’t leave until you finish eating” I exclaimed. Suddenly someone knocked the door and entered the room. “Ahh, it’s Junyoung” I exclaimed.

Only today I see him visits Junka. The last time I saw him is the day when Junka conscious and on the day Junka asked him to get out of the room. After that, I never see him. I want the two of them to get together again.

“Junka” I patted Junka’s shoulder “Since Junyoung is here, he can company you”

Junka stopped me by hold my hand. She shook her head “Don’t go” she grinned

“You are the one who asked me to go to school right? So, I’m going now” I let go her hand. On my way out of the room, I patted Junyoung’s shoulder “Please take a really good care of her” I said with a really low voice. He just nodded “Goodbye Junka. Make sure you finish your breakfast okay?” I waved and went off to school.

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Junyoung POV : 

“Bye” I waved at Kyuwan. She left for school. It was totally a great time for me to talk to Junka.

“Junka-ah” I called her name. I stood beside her bed

“Mm?” she responded but she don’t even look at me

“I have something to tell you” I said. She the TV. Okay, it’s kinda rude when I said I have something to say then she the TV

“Mworago?” she asked

“I…” she turned the volume higher

“Am…” she turned the volume higher “Okay, that’s enough” I took the remote from her, turn off the TV and threw the remote into the dustbin

“YAH!” she shouted

“Can you please listen to me although you don’t want to forgive me?” I stared into her eyes

“Say it” she stared me back and continued eating her breakfast

“I know it’s my fault but I am so sorry. I don’t know why I treated you like that. I know it’s my fault. Because of me you get into trouble. Because of me your life gets suffer. Because of me you get bully. Because of me your precious things broken. Because of me your hard work are just wasted. It’s all because of me. I’m sorry” I said while holding her hand

She let go off my hands “You are done now?” she asked.

I was shocked when she said that “Can you please take back the remote? I wanna watch movies” she ordered me

I took the remote and gave it to her “Here” she took it and turn on the TV. 

I took a deep breath “I am so sorry” I took out the iPod and the headphone from my bag “I will put it on here” I put it on the desk beside the bed. She ignored me

“I’m off to school now” she still ignored me “Bye” I waved. She still ignored me. I left the room with a heart broken. She was the first girl who act like that to me

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Junka POV : 

“Junka” Kyuwan called me

“Neh?” I responded. I was eating a bucket of ice cream that she bought for me. She came visit me at night. 

“What is this?” 

“That’s an iPod. Junyoung gave me yesterday” I answered

“Oh. You listen to it already?” I shook. She was checking the playlist of the iPod. After that she put it back on the desk. “Don’t you want to hear it?”

“Later” I answered

“Junka” she turned off the TV and took the ice cream from my hand and put it away

“Mwo? Gimme back my ice cream” I tried to take back the ice cream but she stopped me

“Listen to me, Junka” she put the ice cream away from me “I think Junyoung really is sorry”

“Why you said so?” I asked

“If he wasn’t sorry, why he wanted to buy you a new iPod with a new headphone”

“Because he is rich?” I responded

“NO! Because he knows that your headphone and your iPod are your precious things. You can’t blame him”

I smirked

“Junka, please. It’s not like he made a very big mistake. Just give him one more chance”

“Let me think about it. I need time to recover my broken heart” I said “By the way, I think I wanna sleep alone today. You can go home” I smiled. Although after she said that, she was totally ruined my mood. When I'm in the bad mood, I want to be alone but I don’t want her to feel guilty.

“Are you sure about this?” she asked “Or you want me to call Kevin sunbae or Junyoung or anyone?”

“No! I wanna be alone. Don’t worry about me” I smiled and tried to reach my ice cream. She took back the ice cream and handed it to me

“No. I’m going to call Hyungshik and ask him to tell Junyoung to company you tonight” she took out her handphone from her pocket

“Eyy, Hyungshik?” I asked

She was about to call Hyungshik, but she suddenly stopped and smiled 

“HEHE. I will tell you everything after you get discharge”

“TELL ME NOW!” I exclaimed

I was about to throw a pillow at her but suddenly someone knocked the door

“Nugusaeyo?” Kyuwan approached the door and open it “Ah, please come in”

“Ahh, Kevin sunbae” I called

“Annyeonghasaeyo” he smiled and bowed

“Annyeonghasaeyo” I smiled and nodded “What are you doing here?”

“I come because I wanna visit you. Can I?” he smiled “If I can’t, I can go back home now”

“Aniyo. Of course you can come visit me anytime” I smiled “You came alone here?”

“Yes I came alone” he answered

“Oh” I sounded gloomy. I was hoping Junyoung will come along

“Kevin sunbae” Kyuwan called his name “I have to go home now. Junka don’t want me to company her tonight. Can you company Junka for tonight? Or if you are busy tomorrow, then I’ll company her”

“NO!” I screamed “I’ll be fine. I wanna be alone tonight”

“NO! You cannot be alone” Kyuwan said

“I don’t have any schedules tomorrow” he was thinking hard “I think I can company her tonight. I will skip school tomorrow”

“Sunbae” I called “You cannot skip school”

“It’s okay. I am too tired to go to school tomorrow” he explained

“Great” Kyuwan patted my shoulders and grabbed her bag “I will go home now” she smiled at me “Kevin sunbae, please take a good care of Junka. Annyeong” she bowed, waved and left

“KYUWAN-AH!” I shouted her name

She came back “Neh?”

“Who will send you home?” I asked “Kevin sunbae can send you”

“Yeah, I can send you” he smiled

“It’s okay. I called Hyungshik to fetch me” she smiled, waved and left

“Hyungshik?” I looked at Kevin sunbae. He raised his shoulder as a sign he don’t even know either

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Kyuwan POV : 

“It’s okay. I called Hyungshik to fetch me” I smiled, waved and left. I lied. I don’t want Junka to be worry about me and I don't want to her to be alone even for a sec.

I don’t know why I keep thinking of Hyungshik this lately. I keep thinking about he said that he likes me. Maybe it is just my imagination because I like Kevin sunbae more.

When I was waiting for a bus to go home, suddenly there was a motorbike stopped right in front of me. He took off his helmet

“Hyungshik-ah” I said “What are you doing here?”

“I want to send you home. Here” he gave me a helmet “Let me send you”

I took the helmet “But how did you know that I…”

“Kevin sunbae called me. Junka was so worry about you. So Kevin sunbae asked me to send you home” he explained

“Sorry” I apologized “I didn’t mean to burden you”

“It’s okay” he ruffled my hair “I like you”

“Mwo?” I fixed my hair 

“Nothing. Let’s go. It’s getting late now”

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Junka POV : 

“Kevin sunbae” I called him. He was sitting on the couch, reading a magazine

“Yes?” he looked at me. He put the magazine on the desk beside him and come nearer to my bed

“Sunbae, if you want to go sleep at home, you can go. I can sleep alone” I smiled

“It’s okay. I will company you here” he smiled

“But, you are tired right? If you stay here, where you want to sleep? Kyuwan used to sleep with me on the bed” I said

“I can replace her on your bed” he smiled

“Mwo?”

“I’m just kidding, I will sleep on the couch” he pointed at the couch

“Sorry” I looked down “You should go back home”

“It’s okay. Don’t worry about it okay?” he sat on the bed “Let’s have a little chat before we go to sleep” 

“Okay” I smiled

“Do you know anything about Kyuwan and Hyungshik?” he asked

“No. I was about to ask you the same thing. I don’t know anything about them. I thought Hyungshik told you everything” I said

“No. He didn’t tell us anything. He only told us that he likes your friend. That’s all. How about Kyuwan? Did she tell you anything?” he asked

“No, she didn’t tell me anything. She said she will tell me everything when I’m out. Hyungshik likes my friend? Kyuwan? But Kyuwan is his noona” I explained

“Age is not the reason people can't fall in love. I will investigate about them” he said

“YOU SHOULD!” I said in exciting way till he get shock “Sorry” I smiled

“How about you and Junyoung? Do you two get back together?” he asked

I silenced

“Junka-ah” he called me

I remained silence

“Junka-ah” he called me for the second time

“Neh?” I responded

“Are you okay?” he asked

I can’t think straight that time. I was about to cry but I held it in. I looked down. I was so touched with Kevin sunbae. He is the only person who willingly to come visit me at night. How about Junyoung? He is the only person who willingly to search for me when I lost. How about Junyoung? He is the only person who reminded my boyfriend to call me? How about Junyoung? Why Junyoung do this to me? Did I do something wrong to him?

My tears fell

“Junka-ah” he held my hand “Are you okay?” 

I still looked down. He wiped my tears and hugged me

“It’s okay” he said “I know how you feel” he tried to calm me

“I think I’m okay now” I let go his hug “I wanna go to sleep” I lay down on the bed and ignored him

I can’t sleep that night cause I keep thinking of Junyoung. I saw Kevin sunbae slept tightly on the couch. “He must be cold” I whispered to myself. I took my blanket and covered his body.

I stared at the iPod that Junyoung gave me. I stared for a really long time. Then, I decided to listen to some songs on the iPod. “Only 1 song?” I said to myself.

“Music Life? Never heard of this song before” So I listened to the song. It’s Junyoung’s voice. I listened to every single words in that song. I cried while I listened to the song.

You are the moon and the stars that company me at night. You are my shine that brighten my day. You are my rainbow that colored my day. You are everything for me. You might not see how my heart beats but believe me, my heart almost explodes. Put your hands on my chest and feel how fast it beats. You are in front of me. You have to take me again to see the world. Please call me back to your heart

At the end of the song, he left me a message:

Lee Junka. I love you. I do love you. I said this from the bottom of my heart. I want you to be with me forever. I can’t let you go. I can’t see you with other guy. My life will be perfect if I had you. I will make you happy. I promise you. I LOVE YOU LEE JUNKA. I LOVE YOU LEE JUNKA. I LOVE YOU LEE JUNKA. I LOVE YOU LEE JUNKA. I LOVE YOU LEE JUNKA

I cried. He repeated I LOVE YOU LEE JUNKA for 5 times. I put the iPod on my bed and ran out of the room. I need to find Junyoung. I need to say sorry to him. Although my head felt dizzy, I still need to search for Junyoung

“Miss, where are you going?” one of the nurse at the reception asked me. I ignored her. I kept running searching for Junyoung. I went to their dorm. 

When I reached at ZE:A's dorm,

“Junka” Siwan sunbae opened the door when I knocked it “What are you doing here?”

“Where’s Junyoung?” I asked

“He went to the park to get some air. Please come in. You look tired” 

“No it’s okay” I ignored Siwan sunbae and ran to the park. My head gets more dizzy. I saw Junyoung on the swing. I ran to him and stood in front of me 

“Junyoung” I called his name

“Neh?” he looked up “Junka! What are you doing here?” he stood up and held me

I was totally out of breath. “I’m sorry” after I said that, I fainted on Junyoung.