I sat at my desk looking through photos I uploaded from my camera and stopped on the hand full of photos I’d taken of BoA when we were in Japan as well as the photos I’d found in my usb drive when I still had amnesia, I never had the courage to delete the old photos the same ones I had seen on the Walls of BoA’s apartment when she’d brought me there the same day I decided to leave. I know now why I couldn’t bring myself to delete it and erase the past. She wasn’t just my past but someone I considered as my future and still do. But I’m not in any position now, she’s got her Yunho anyway. I never stood any chance against him.

“Hyung, What do you have there?” Daehyun came from behind me and  looked at the pictures on the screen. “Ah, BoA Noona. She’s really pretty, are you guys dating or something?” He asked.

“Ani I was just looking at some pictures I’d taken. From Japan and from before. Where’d you get that idea?”  I turned my chair to face him as he situated himself next to me.

“Well you always said to find a muse a reason you take photos of and by the looks of it BoA seems to be your Muse.” He said naively.