Jealousy (part 1)
A silent angel and a spoiled princeMyungsoo’s POV
I’m sipping my coffee –dark, no sugar- and savoring the bitter taste on my tongue. I’ve been a regular here, at the coffee shop in front of the vet that Sungjong working on and I sat on the exact place for the rest 4 days. Eyeing on the vet across the street hoping that I don’t have to see whatever I don’t want to see.
It’s started when Taec-hyung decided to add another assistant to help him and Sungjong. And in a few days, this one guy is being accepted and works there. Woohyun, two years older from Sungjong, works there started from last week. And I don’t like him.
This Woohyun guy is somehow being too touchy towards Sungjong. It shocked me when the first time I saw him –exactly 4 days ago- he’s been resting his chin on Sungjong’s shoulder. I almost lost my temper back there, but I managed to holding back because I don’t want Sungjong freaking out because of me.
So I decided to spy on them, which bring me here every time I have a free time. Once I saw that Woohyun is hugging Sungjong while they saying goodbye to each other after the vet was closed. Damn it! My anger is overflowing every time I saw that greasy ball skinship-ing Sungjong.
I do debate with myself every day, why would I become this restless because of that?
1. Sungjong wasn’t mine. Right? So I have no rights to prevent him for being close to another person. I mean he can make friend with another person right? But why did I not willing to ‘share’ him with anyone? This thought alone is make me even more depressed of my own sanity.
2. Sungjong is too innocent and Woohyun is too touchy and greasy. I don’t want that guy taking any advantage of Sungjong. But again, Sungjong is the smart and intelligent person as far as I know. He wouldn’t felt for any of that greasy trap right? I mean, me being like this is the same as underestimating Sungjong right? But I can’t help it.
3. What if Woohyun really felt for Sungjong? And if it happens to be Songjong is also having a feeling for Woohyun, they can be a couple. But Sungjong never said anything about him liking a boy. Well, he never said he like a girl too though. But it possible right? But if Sungjong really liking somebody, he must have been told me right? I mean if he feel that I’m that important, he must be tell me anything right? But what if he didn’t consider me as a ‘important’ person? Eotthoke? I think that my brains cell is spilled out from my ears because of too much conversation happen inside my head.
Oh! Oh! They’re out, today Songjong’s time to go to the café, I can see that
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