“Omma? Omma Eodiga?”

“Omma? I made some cupcakes, don’t you want to taste it?”

tok tok tok!

“Omma? Are you inside?”

“Hey honey, what’s up? I’m in the bathroom just now”

“I made these cupcakes. I don’t know if this is good or not, do you want to taste it?”

“It’s look delicious tough”

I take the cupcake from the tray, I choose the bright one, who looks pale--just like me

“Yummy”

“You like it? Is it sweet?”

“Yeah, I like it, Seung Im. Thank you baby” I kissed her cheek, leaving some cream, too.

“Ah Omma, you make fun of me!”

“Yes, I love you too”

“But, why did you took the white one? Don’t you like the colorful one?”

Seung Im stares at me. she stares deep onto my eyes. It’s like she wants to dig my wound and find something from it.

She looks like a haunter. She’s just likes her father, brave and full of mystery

“I think I got it”

“What?”

“You must left the colorful one and keep it for appa, right?”

“Seung Im” I don’t like this conversation goes to, she keeps talking her appa

“I know, you must be tired of all this question. But could you just tell me the truth, that appa died because of someone, and not because of his work?”

“Stop it!”

“Why?”

“Go back to your room. Now”

“Omma!!”

“I know nothing about it! Stop that ing question!”

I curse infront of her.

I can’t stand with her right now, she’s just too innocent sometimes and childish at times.

Soon my tears fall in my cheeks, letting go of all the frustration I’ve been hide this while. Covering my ears, I sit down on the floor, hugging both my legs as I close my eyes too. Please, get out from here, Seung Im ah. I can’t face you with this heavy mind

“I hate..you”

I know it now, please get out, honey

“I’m sorry, I just..jealous with my friends. I, I envy them for still having a father who pick them up in the school”

I look up to found that my daughter tried to hide her tears, clenching her fist till it turn out pale. She looks like really in pain

“ I.. want to spend times in the park with you and appa. I want to be his one and only princess, ride his back and share the laugh, sleep in his arms, and.. and—”

“Seung Im ah”

“I want him to say that he loves you and me no matter what. Is that so wrong, omma?”

Young Seung Im already wet with tears in her eyes. She doesn’t care anymore if her omma slap her or even curse her again. She felt depressed too, like her omma. And with that, Cheon Hyo Jin forget her heavy mind and goes to Seung Im. She use her thumb to wipe out the tears and hugs her pity daughter, rub her back and keep on console her with words,

‘I’m sorry, honey, I promise to tell you later. I’m sorry I curse you earlier. I’m sorry, I love you”

****

Song Jihyo back to her sense after what she has been recalled about her past with her mom. At that time she almost curse her mom back if she’s not holding it back and she glads that she’s not doing it. She’s lucky at that time she only 12 years old, not knowing too much curse words like now. Probably omma will really slap me, ehehe

It’s her appa birthday today, 12^th of March. She walks faster to stop by the convenience store to buy soju. I don’t know if appa drinks or not at that time because I turn to be a good drunkard nowadays.. she smiles then continue her step to the graveyard

“Appa, annyeonghaseyo. It’s your birthday today, saengil chukka hamnida! I buy you soju to celebrate it, but I’m not going to drink it because I have no friend to accompany if I drunk later, huhuhu pity me, right? So, I’m just going to pour it to you and send the pict to omma, neh?”

“Say cheese, okay? One, two, three—cheese! Well, the pict is not that bad! hehehe”

“Appa, you know, nowadays I met a person who is annoying! He’s really love to make me feel like a jerk. If it’s not for Madam, I’ll not knowing him! he’s look like you..err, I’m not sure..but if I got near him, he reminds me of you! Like in the incident in the college, he help me from the crowd. He’s actually kind..even we..we shared a bed..but I, I’m sure that we are doing nothing beside sleeping! And he’s the first one to called me girlfriend..ah, what is this, I talked about him?!”

“Appa, if I’m doing this in the different place people might call me crazy to talk with a gravestone hahaha!”

Jihyo grew silent for a bit, enjoying the moment, it’s her routine every year to see her appa and she gald she still make it until now. she didn’t realized a tears escape her cheek. She quickly wipe it and stand up

“I’ll go for now. okay? If I’m not texting Gary to meet up, I better tell you more about that annoying person, appa! again, happy birthday! I wish you happiness up there”

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                Meet me at 13.00, see ya~

‘Should I go?’

“Hyung, you better go”

“Why would I go?”

“Didn’t you dream this moment to happen, did you?”

“This is not the same as I dream for”

“Ae mwola! Just, go and see her. You always told me to not make women wait for us”

***

“So, today we’re going to investigate that brat again, huh? Hyung?”

“…something like that”

“Hm..hyung? can you please get me some chips over there?” Kwangsoo feels that his hyung is not in the right mood, even Jongkook didn’t glance at him when talking. just, talking. Something is distract him

“Here you are”

“Hyung..” what! Even he gave me these wrong chips!

“Aish! What?“

“Ani—“

“Do I have to give you coffee from the pantry too?!”

“Hyung! I mean not THIS chips! THAT chips, the thing that save all the documents of Chang Joo! Aish! What’s eating you today?!”

“Err.. I thought.. that you’re.. hungry”

“Mwo?!”

“I can’t consentrate nowadays”

“Woman?”

“Huh?”

“It’s clearly show on your head that you’re distract by woman”

This little brat..he got me right again

“Just admit it, Kim Jong Kook the shy one man-when-involves-woman”

“K..kaja! Kwangsoo ah. I owe you food last time, right?”

“Hyung, you promise me to tell about this woman”

Sigh

“Okay. Where should I start it?”

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Okay, Jihyo, you can do it! you can’t make Gary upset anymore! You can do it…can’t you?

“Monday boyfriend~~oppa!” Jihyo tries her best to smile, to enjoy the moment for a while only with Gary

“Er.. jihyo.. don’t you think you’re too much..?”

“You don’t like it..oppa?”

“I.. I mean, this is our first date, uhm, yes, we’re dating, right? This is what you mean, right?”

“Oppa?”

“Huh?”

“You’re a bit panic, but it’s okay..” Jihyo take a deep breath then smile, “I like it hehehe”

“I don’t know what to say Jihyo”

“You don’t have to think, just, enjoy the moment oppa. You know that I’m not the easy woman to date everyone, right?”

“Yah, you big head—I, I mean my monday.. girlfriend”

With that, Gary and Jihyo start to enjoy they moment as a ‘couple’, eventhough it’s not everyday, exactly. But at least, Gary is now less worried about Jihyo’s sudden couple-thing

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“Wow, Jongkook hyung, wow. That mong-noona is actually kiss—“

“Yah! Watch your words, I told you that was accident, okay? Even she is drunk!”

“Eyy, arra! But, really? You start to teach her to eat that tasteless chicken ? Gym thing? Seriously hyung, what are you thinking at that time! Force a woman to sit up, do cardio—ew”

“What about you? Only jog on car free day, which means, only on Sunday! I just want people to start living in a good way, you junk food freak”

“Hyung, I eat grass sometimes, too! Argh! This is why I’m in the same team as you as your intel, I can’t argue with Kim Jong Kook the health freak”

“Aish! Let’s get some food first!”

“Owe me, hyung! We go to my favourite one!!”

“Arraso!!”

***

“Hyung, what do you want for lunch? I’ll make the order, you just sit and wait, okay?”

“I don’t know, er, is there something that I can eat here? The menu is a little bit.. too much oil”

“Just, what do you want that excluded in the menu? I’ll take that one”

“Chicken—“

“Hyung! Jaebal, no chiken today. With me” kwangsoo start rolls his both eyes

“AIsh! Okay, only salad and a glass of orange juice, no need to add the sugar, please. Nae dongsaeng, uri girin, huh? I beg you, okay? I’ll go to the toilet”

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“Ow!!” someone brush against my meal, ergh

“Agassi, I’m sorry for the meal, I’ll order the new one!”

“Genchana, I’ll order it by myself”

“No no no, I cause you trouble, moreover your shoes are dirty because of me, let me pay the bills”

“Ah.. okay, if you insist, I’m Jihyo. Song Jihyo”

“I’m Lee Kwangsoo, Song Jihyo ssi”

***

Why Jihyo is so long in the cashier? Should I come over?

“Jihyo? Where is the food?—Oh? You meet someone? Anyeonghaseyo”

“Ah, aniyo. We met by a little accident here, oppa”

Where is Kwangsoo, aish that brat. I thought he only order about two meals, right? That’s him! eh? He is talking with someone?

“Yah, I’m hungry you know? Have you order it? what are you doin—”

“Jongkook oppa? Wow, we meet again huh?”

‘Jongkook hyung?!’

“Oy, Jihyo ya, coming with your boyfriend? I’m jealous haha” ‘Kang Gary, long time no see’

“Eyy, what’s with you jealous of me! this is Gary oppa. Oppa, this is Kim Jongkook oppa”

“Nice to meet you, Gary ssi”

“Nice to meet you too, Kim Jong Kook ssi”

Both of them got shocked, but pretend that there is nothing happen. They're shaking hands, their eyes meet each other. Sharp and cold.

This is the beginning. They start all over it again in new place, with a different time

The rival, the only person he wants to beat up since in the training camp,

Kim Jong Kook

The person he respect so much, even he already call him as dongsaeng,

Kang Gary

What would happen next?

HELLOOOW gosh!!! i miss writing! i miss ya all! i can't even imagine with this lack update, the subscribers is still rising! thank you everyone!

i hope i didn't confuse everyone with this chapter, finally jongkook and gary meet up! something is happen in the past, what is it??

ps: car free day is held in my city every sunday morning, i want to go, but, ugh, basketball on saturday already force my energy!!