3 months......it been 3 months Jinyoung has left me alone in this world all alone without any hugs,kisses and lovey dovey relationship.I miss him really much.Everyday I kept thinking about him every seconds.It's like his face was there in my brain.I really tried my very best to forget about him and move on but I just can't.3 months i didn't really talk,eat and study but all I did is lock myself in my bedroom and kept thinking about him.I didn't really listen to teachers and now my grades was low than ever.The whole school know about Jinyoung's death and they felt sad towards me including the kingka but not the queenkas.And also did i tell you guys that both the queenkas and kingkas broke with each other on the summer holiday...I didn't,well the story is kinda long and i think it would be a waste telling you guys about how they broke with each other.Myungsoo and me are just bestfriends not more than that.Infinite treat me like I'm their little sister.B1A4,2NE1 and Infinite are trying their best to make me happy.I can see from their effort but I just can't know why I still feel sad and lonely eventhough they tried their best to make me smile again.They bring me to the Lotte world and they did finally make me smile.They were happy that I have finally smile.Now I feel like I'm the new Ji-eun not the sad Ji-eun anymore.I can feel that I have forget Jinyoung and move on.I hope Jinyoung rest in peace up there.

I close my diary book after i have write the last few words.I put my diary on my desk and walked out of my room by receiving aloud plause from the visitors from all of B1A4,2ne1 and Infinite friends.They were celebrating CL and Gongchan marriage.

"I would like to say thank you to all my friends who came here and celebrate our marriage thank you very much for coming here,Kamsahamida"said Cl while bowing 45 degree.

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Well my ending is not what you expected.......I want to make it soft and steady but ermmm....this is what i manages to make it......I hope you guys like this story and also thank you for the people who subcribe this story...... SARANGHAMIDA *form heart shape*