Anxiety

BTS: Escape to Redemption

 

 

Taemin, slowly, was escorted back to Namwon. The elder behind him the entire time muttered to the other's, saying that he seemed sane enough to get over it quickly. And something about a building . . .

But when Taemin had walked up to their apartment, he stopped. The door was in front of his face, staring back at him. Could he open the door?

The other's behind him took immediate notice, and the elder's hand fell on Taemin's shoulder, "Boy? Let's go inside and talk."

Taemin stared the door down, his heartbeat speeding out of his chest, his palms sweaty.

He couldn't go in there. Not when that thing had gone in there too. It could even be in there, for all he knew.

Everything was tainted. Everything. The things Minho got him, the entire apartment, Taemin's lovelife, the truth was tainted.

How was he supposed to live? He'd been living with a monster, a possible killer the entire time and he was right in front of it. He could've died any second and any time. All the time he'd been in danger.

He was traumatized, needless to say. He'd been in close call to death the entire time. Minho was preying on him.

What was worse was . . . there were more of these things. Different kinds. Various among the living.

These people behind him could even be monstes.

  "No!" Taemin shouted and pulled himself away from the man's hand, landing on his , back against the house, "No, no, no, don't touch me, don't touch me, go away! Get the out, don't hurt me, go away!"

His hands were on the sides of his head, rocking himself. This wasn't the real world. This was a nightmare. He wasn't being touched, he wasn't being threatened, he wasn't going to die.

But he won't wake up and he can't wake up. He was stuck here, just waiting for some blackout. This world was trying to screw him over. He's had enough already, growing up, going through school, going through every single -worthy thing for a person. Now his boyfriend, the man he was beside for so long was a demon.

Why was he so stupid? Sure, it seemed nonexistant to even happen, but why didn't he see any signs?

Minho was cautious around him sometimes, even went out from night to morning a few times, but he always smelled like Seunghyun's house. A very old, but clean scent.

Taemin froze, sobbing as he realized Seunghyun had to have known. He grew up with Minho and that surely meant he had to be some demon from Hell too.

, was all of Namwon a lie? Was he just stupid.

Or . . .

  "No, no, no!" Taemin screeched, knocking his head on a wall, "I'm not one of those things, I'm not! What the is the human race, what the is a monster, where the hell am I?!

  "I'm in a coma, that's it," Taemin nodded to himself, "I'm in a coma. Trauma from the past experience. That's what it is. I'm in a coma. In a goddamn coma. Minho isn't real, you aren't real, I'm not real.

  "What if I am real?" Taemin screamed at himself, "What am I supposed to do?!"

What was he even supposed to think anymore? All that he knew was crashing down. The world around him was expanding yet still closing in on him. He had no idea what to trust, where to go, what to do.

He just wanted to be an empty shell.

  "Taemin," whoever the elder was whispered, kneeling down to him, eyes soft, "Taemin, we are just like you, don't worry. All of Namwon is human. These things out there: they don't overpopulate us. They are . . . rare."

The last part was a lie, and Taemin clearly knew it.

  "Can you get in the apartment?"

  "Burn it," Taemin screamed, covering his face, "Burn this thing down. I can't. I can't go in."

The man hesitantly held his hand out, his eyes darkening, "Where do you want to go, Taemin?"

He shook his head, unable to voice an answer, trying to figure out what he was supposed to do, or what was safe.

His mind ran in circles, his heart fought the slow, his body jittered, and his voice was feeble.

  ". . . Help. Help."

Kapsoo slowly breathed out, placing a hand on Taemin's knee as he faced the other men, "Stand your ground. It may be a while until he comes to. Then we can figure out if we should bring him back or let him try on his own."

  "But sir, isn't this enough proof?" someone asked, stepping up, "He's clearly traumatized to the point forgetting on his own won't happen."

  "A fair trial is in order," Kapsoo nodded, "He has to make the choice, not I, not you, not even SangJung. We have decisions to make, but we cannot start unless Taemin gives a word."

  "How long does it usually take them to come along?"

Kapsoo looked at him again, voice gruff and demanding, "How long did it take you to recover from that Daragonne? You took a half year. Even if that's how long it takes, we stay here."

  "A Daragonne is a lot bigger than a Daegrent . . ." the guy muttered.

Taemin grasped on to Kapsoo's hand, eyes wild as he jumped, "How many things are there?!"

Kapsoo returned to Taemin's gaze and said nothing, a sympathetic smile on his face as he patted Taemin's hand.

Taemin knew he wasn't going to be okay for a long while.

 

 

 

 

 

----Note~----

I used the computer downstairs. c:

I hated the last chapter so I added depth.

And there we go.

Taemin's on the verge of insanity!

Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.

... No?

Okay. xD

Bye. xD

Thanks for eeeeverythingggg~

(Light editing)

~FlaMinhoe

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iluvcutestuffandidky
#1
Chapter 40: GODDAMMIT
WHY
you just to burst my bubble
I WAS SOOOOO LOOKING FORWARD TO A SEQUEL
AND THEN YOU SAY THERE IS NO SEQUEL
/cries/
but its okay because series take a hell lot out of you and just
its okay
i still hope you write some oneshots tho
please write one shots
Yunie1827 #2
Chapter 38: I wasn't crying till the last line...the tears just burst...my jongkey feels is just...and the song...
Amblhama #3
Chapter 35: And Lunew?
Meakapike
#4
Chapter 32: Oh. This chapter was amazing and yet so sad. The music went perfectly with it and everything almost made me cry. I feel so bad for Trinity. This was so beautiful.
iluvbubbles_yay #5
Chapter 31: NO NO NO NONONO THAT'S HORRIBLE ;; I MEAN WE PRETTY MUCH KNEW IT WAS COMING BUT NOOO ;; their panic at being caught, the pain of their first meeting and kibum trying to keep himself sane and thEN THE SECOND MEETING AND THEY'RE SO GLAD IT'S GOING TO BE ALRIGHT BUT IT'S NOT IT'S REALLY NOT AND SPEAKING OF OTHER THINGS THAT IT'S NOT WELL ITS JUST NOT FAIRRR Their love for each other is so pure and just pure okay how can SangKi not see tHAT HOW CAN YOU IGNORE THAT THEY'RE NOT A THREAT THEY'RE IN LOVE AND WONDERFUL AND THIS IS PAIN OKAY ;; they're just perfect and amber calling out the window like thank you amber they nearly made it but not enough ;; gosh they were so close :/ and then ever-heartless SangKi informs him about how he could have saved him minutes after death that is horrible he is horrible. Like pain isn't enough already. Could've at least told him that before Kibum died ;; Anyways, been morbidly curious about the end to Jongkey's love story for a while. Kind of didnt want to in
Meakapike
#6
Chapter 31: I CAN'T!!! I CAN'T! I CAN'T! I CAN'T! Why would you do this to my heart!!?!?!?!?!??!?! This was so sad and so painful! I can't even. Everything was so heart wrentching! Jonghyun screaming for Kibum after they had been separated and later on when Kibum dies on him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't. The words they said to one another.....this was sooo beautiful but sooooooooooooo sad.
khruzader
#7
Chapter 33: thanks for the update.. :)
sungkyunnie
#8
Good job authornim, I love it!
Meakapike
#9
Chapter 31: Awwwwww Onew is the sweetest ever! I loved this! I also loved their kiss! This was awesome.
Meakapike
#10
Chapter 30: Oh my goodness! This really made me want to cry! Couple this memory with the music and I couldn't help but feel so moved. I feel both for Daesung and Bom so much!!!