11/24/2020

 

 

Well.. Hello there. Still haven't been relevent since 2015 lol.

If you found this page, purely it had to be by incredible chance, since I haven't posted since then, anyway lol. But I'd like to give a little excerpt of what's happened the last five years of me not posting. Not that anyone really needs it. Just a little ramble, if you will.

I started this page after reading fanfics and wanted my own hand at it; because I loved writing in middle school, and stories that I made then had base structure for characters without having to explain too much, because we already knew these people.

Like a lot of people, I had my issues during high school. And, like a cliche of all people, writing was a wonderful escape into my own brain with headphones in my ears to plug up my ideas and tune out the unfavorable crowd I shared classrooms with.

Adulthood, on the otherhand, is very different. And very much changes aspects of my ideas, opinions, and ability to write.

I started this page, what, when I was sixteen? I'm twenty-four now (... damn that's a really gross statement of reality lol), college was a waste of three years for a useless degree that I gave up on in the field, I work in eyecare as a certified CPO on my way to CPOA, I work open to close with dedication to my practice and patients (though, honestly, some patients can shove it. BUT you still gotta be nice to 'em), and when work is said and done, I come home to dedicate myself to the back of my eyelids, my boyfriend of five years, or now my revived interest of reading (although, my attention span has plummeted. So that's an effort). I also spent 2019-2020 bettering my health and everyday exercising. I've lost a crap ton of weight, buuuut. It's holiday season so guess who's slacking and eating lol.

The fanfic that I've spent all this time on still has not lifted off, per se. COVID has caused a plummet in trying because I have no time or energy to get to writing. I've written out the plot and details, and honestly, I've broken it up into a trilogy series.

I thought to myself, hell yeah, new fanfic for this place.

But is shinee relevant anymore? Has their existence in this world died along with our well-missed, beloved puppy vocalist? Or have I just gone that route myself? I haven't listened to kpop, or generally music at all these past years, and I could say why, but it would get too personal and too deep and this isn't necessarily a therapy session lol

BUT I HAVE GOTTEN INTO TAEMIN'S MUSIC. WHEN DID THAT BOY BECOME A MAN? DEAR LORD, I CANNOT BIAS HOP AGAIN.

This fanfic I've "been" writing, I've considered, I've been putting so much effort in, I could try going into publishing. And if it fails, I'll just replace names back to shinee characters and post to here. That is, if I ever become the writer I was in high school again.

Again. Adulthood. It's a weird and obliterating concept to the young individual... Such as myself.

And again. I'm not relevant. I don't owe anyone an explanation. And I highly doubt anyone is curious of my lack of content (because thus far, no one has inquired lol).

But I also wanted to ramble.

So thanks for stopping by to this dusty little home that housed an anxiety-driven high school Shawol. She's no longer here, but with time and help, she has evolved into a full-fledged adult with some temper issues and is now housed outside of the internet world. She's doing pretty okay, I promise.

Thanks guys

Flaminhoe

2/12/18

Hiya, everyone!

I'm FlaMinhoe or anyone can just call me Gabby.

I used to like to write often, but I don't do it so much anymore. I'm not too active online anymore, but I hope one day I can be again. I've got tons of fic ideas but I'm so busy with graduating college and yada yada, I'll save you the excuses lol. I find it hard to sit down and write now. Out of my personal endeavors, I have a hard time sitting down to write. It's a bit of a struggle, but I still try hard to.

I haven't listened to kpop much in the last two years because of new interests and growing up in the real world and being busy. , right?

But I'm still dedicated to my groups:

2NE1 (RIP my loves)
DBSK/TVXQ/JYJ
SHINee
BIG BANG
BAP
EXO
BlackPink
Prolly more who knows lol

I'm a bias- when it comes to SHINee. It's still Minho, but Onew is pretty strongly in second. My otps are Jongkey and Onho. But I'm actually very open to all ten pairings of SHINee.

I mainly write stories with shinee characters, but I open up to other groups too. My works after Escape to Redemption (such as fics) are actually stories I want to make original. But seeing as to publishing really isn't in my best interest, I give it to everyone who likes to read kpop stories. 

Please don't ask me to read your story or to read an OC story.

Go check out my Tumblr and LiveJournal for all my other stuff. I also have an ask.fm if you wanna. (11/24/2020 I have not been on for years)

My kakaotalk is still flaminhoe (11/24/2020 I do not use)

Thanks for stopping by. I haven't been relevant since 2015 lol.

Debating on still writing SHINee fics. I feel like it's disrespectful to Jonghyun to write about him in the ways that I/we do.

Any feedback about my opinion is appreciated. It really determines if it has me continuing my stories ideas to have SHINee as the characters or not.
 

Thanks, guys

 

2018

Debating on still writing SHINee fics. I feel like it's disrespectful to Jonghyun to write about him in the ways that I/we do.

Any feedback about my opinion is appreciated. It really determines if it has me continuing my stories ideas to have SHINee as the characters or not.
 

Thanks, guys

 

RIP baby Kim Jonghyun.

You did well. 

We love you.