"...Don't you think so too Jinki ?" Minho told me a story asking for my opinion afterwards but I didn't response. "Why aren't you answering me ? Are you okay ?" he looked concern at me and I have to say I felt a little guilt. Right now we were sitting in the bus on our way home and I avoid him so I wouldn't have that pang in my chest when we get home. "Don't tell me you avoid me again" I didn't answer bt he understood anyway and didn't talk afterwards. After a one hour drive we got 15 minutes break to go to the toilett or eat something. Suddenly someone pulled my arm

"What are you doing ?" he pulled me out of the bus and into the bathroom

"Don't talk" he pushed me against a wall and pinned my arms right and left from my head. He was angry and I could see that 

"Minho stop it hurts" his grib was a little too strong but after I said that he loosed it a bit

"Tell me Jinki why are you avoiding me ?" I said nothing but that angered him even more. "Talk to me come on" I still shut my mouth "Are you avoiding me because of that kiss ?" that kiss...

"..."

"Is is that ? 'cause everytime we kiss you avoid me. Well in the camp you talked to me but now... It's frustraiting" I looked everywere but not him "It's because of the kiss right ? Because I kissed you and it felt good... please tell me it's just this" actually it felt amazing but still that isn't it well not anymore

"..." he sighed frustrated and burried his head into the crotch of my neck. We stayed like this till I felt soft kisses on my neck

"M-minho" he continue

"Finally you talk" he could feel him smile then he nibbled at my skin

"S-Stop Minho... Please" but he didn't and nibbled even stronger afterwards and that spot leaving a purple mark behind. He became bolder and touched me all over along my neck "Minho mhh please. S-stop"

"I'm sorry ..." he wispered but still didn't stop "... I can't" I panted not able to push him away. He lifted my chin and kissed his way to my adam's apple and it leaving another mark behind

"Min... ah Minho stop it r-right now" his touch was melting me and every spot he touched was buring afterwards. My eyes widened when his hands moved to my pants no, my member to be exact. "Minho" my arms were still pinned against the wall so I couldn't rush him away. "Please. Please Minho don't"

"I'm so so sorry ..." again what should that mean ? Before I could think more about that his hand went into my pants and I let out a long but low moan. It was a bad desicion to wear sweatpants...

"Minho, Minho, Minho..." I wanted to protest but all I could do was moan his name. I sweated and panted while he touched me and kissed every spot of my neck. He my memeber and even if he was angry with me. Right now he's actually really gentle. He continued till I reached my limit and came with a loud high pitched moan. "How could you do this ?" I asked panting from the act right now. His hand still inside my pants he put his lips on my ear wispering

"I'm sorry. I couldn't stop myself" I was shocked from his guilty voice but the thing that shocked me the most was what he said afterwards. I got goosebump and couldn't believe what he said... 

"What are you talking about now ?" my voice was weak and only a wisper but he still heard me

"I really mean it Jinki" he realeased me "We should go now" he exite the bathroom leaving me behind

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I was lying in my bed thinking about the thing that happen that day. I still felt his touch on me as if he marked me with every touch he gave me, as if I belonged to him but that of course would never happen... right ? I was so in thoughts that I didn't realize that I fall asleep. The next day wasn't anything special I went to work at the bar and yeah Minho was there too but I didn't talk to him. On monday the things were different and something unexpected happen 

"Morning sweety" I kissed Victoira but something was weird. She didn't look in my eyes... "What's wrong ?" her eyes went wide

"N-nothing... Just... I'm happy you are back" okay I don't believe that but I shrugged it off. I think she will tell me if I have to know. The rest of the day went like that se couldn't really talk to me

"Jinki can I talk to you ?" Jonghyun asked and I nod. No Jinx today ? "But not here let's go somewhere else" he lead the way and I followed him till we stood in an empty class room facing each other

"So what's wrong ?"I could see his hesitation  

"You said you like Victoria as a good friend right ?" I nod "Is it still like this ? 'cause if not we have a problem" I was confused

"What for a problem would we have ?" he looked away

"Well last week when you were in the camp... She took care of me and... and we kind of kissed ?" my mouth went into an 'O' shape not believing my ears

"You... Kissed ?" he nod and I could see that he was quite ashamed of what he did. "I leave you one week alone an you kiss ?" I really wanted to laugh but I didn't that wouldn't be right in this situation

"That's not all..." theres more ? Can that get funnier ? "... You know that one time at that cafe ?"

"Coffee on my pants ?" he nod "What is ?" 

"... Well I kind of figured out that m-maybe I..." oh he's so cute shuttering like this. "I-I t-think I like her" I didn't know what I should say but I have to talk to VIctoria

"Anything else ?" my voice was a little cold

"I'm sorry. Really Jinki I'm sorry" 

"Whatever" I just wanted to a bit "... I have to talk to Victoria and you will come with me" I told him and I could see his pleading eyes tyring to tell me 'I don't want to' but we went anyway. Since it's lunhc time right now I know were she is and I was right. She was in the cafeteria. Minho and Luna talked while she played with her food. "Sweety we have to talk" I said and I could see the panic in her eyes but just like Jonghyun she came anyway

"What's wrong ?"

"Jonghyun can you go outside for a moment ? Just stay in front of the door okay ?" he nod and went slowly outside. Once he closed the door I turned to Victoria. "So you kissed ?"

"I'm sorry" my eyes could kill and I think she became scared but just like Jonghyun I wanted to

"A week alone and you kiss ?" she bowed her head in shame "I'm glad" I said softly which shocked her of course

"Y-you are glad that we kissed ?"

"Oh so you both leaned in ? That's even better but say do you like him ?"

"I-I don't know maybe ? maybe no ?"

"I know he likes you so why don't you try to figure out your feelings too and maybe just maybe you can become a couple"

"Does that mean you are breaking off with me ?" I went closer and took her into my embrace

"Yes, that's exacly what I mean. You don't have to feel sorry for that kiss 'cause really I'm not better not only that but I think Jonghyun deserves you more than I do 'cause he does like you. Not that I don't like you just not in that way. So do you think ypu can give him a chance ?"

"I can try but still I love you" I hold her tigher

"I know and I'm thankful for that but still I won't be able to love you back. You don't have to force yourself to like him back all you have to do is figure out of you like him and if yes, then I'm determinded that he will become more important than I could ever have"

"Still I'm sorry for kissing him I mean I cheated at you" I laughed a little

"Don't worry and actually... I did too" she looked at me not believing what I said "I was being harassed and that person just didn't stop no matter how many times I said to stop... I'm sorry" he shook her head

"It's okay I think we are even now" I smiled and gave her a last kiss. I walked out of the door Jonghyun flinched a little when I pat him on the shoulder

"Good luck" I said and went away

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School was over and I was in a pretty good mood. Lee Jinki the match maker it feels good to know that maybe she will learn to love someone else and not suffer from her one sided love to me. Jonghyun deserves it too I mean he's a really gentle and nice guys so why not ? I was walking out of school when I saw Minho kissing a girl but it wasn't any girl no, it was Luna. My heart shrattered into small pices and I turned away walking home

"Jinki oppa let's go together" Luna screamed and I smiled at her. We walked in silence till she asked "say Jinki could it be ther is something between you and Minho ?" I breath got stuck

"What should there be ?"

"I don't know just sometimes the look you trow at each other" 

"That are little warnings I send to him so he won't hurt you" okay that was a big lie

"Oh so that's it. Anyway you know what happen ? We kissed. His lips are so soft and delicious" I know. Hearing that it hurts even more as if I had a sword in my chest

"Oh really ? I'm glad for you but if he hurts you tell me and I will kill him" I gave her a smile

"I will oppa I will" When I arrived at home I didn't know what to do. I tried to sleep but that didn't work so I went out to take a walk. It's 8.30 and I didn't have to be at work till 11 pm so I had enought time. I walked not knowing were I went and before I knew it I arrived at the bar

"Jinki ? what are you doing here so early ?" Eunhyuk asked but when he looked at me he got a shock "stay here I-I will get Leeteuk hyung okay ?" I nod. With panic he went into the personal area. A histerical hyung came back

"Jinki what's wrong ?" he asked. Tears fell from my eyes. My legs were weak and couldn't hold me up anymore so I fell to the ground

"H-hyung" I couldn't breath "why does it have to hurt so much ?" I cried while my hand clenched on the spot above my heart... That was the time were I let out everything that was hidden in my heart. Everything I keep a secret but now the time came and I let Leeteuk know what's inside... Maybe I should have done that earlier

Omo Jinki is crying and what will he tell Leeteuk ?

I would have write and upload this chapter yesterday but I got sick and now I'm a little too tired to sit on a chair instand of sleeping in my bed but still I managed to do so today :)) hope you enjoyed

 naidubu: In Minho's POV you will know how he figured it out :)

meandmyself: Well I think Minho will have his reason to flirt... Maybe he's just hurt that Jinki didn't talk to him ? and about chapter 10 could be my fault for uploading it too soon :)) 

Dubu89: I don't understand what's cute about it :) Well I updated now xD

SnHiromi: What a complicated love right ? xD and again about the lunch you will know in Minho's POV

laurachoileto: I think he will soon stop flirting :))

doppa_Key: I still don't understand what's cute about that chap but well I'm glad you liked it