06
Abusive Love
Meanwhile, Dara was expecting a painful slap on her skin but she was surprised to feel a warm hand cupped her face, "i won't hurt you."
Dara squeezed her eyes and enjoying the tingling feeling inside her. She was scared of the skinship, she wanted to run away, but the warmth off him made her stay.
"You don't deserve any of this."
Dara wanted to believe that, but she can't. She knew she must has done something wrong, that's why Jaejoong hit her. Jae always says that it is the punishment for her. She makes mistake and must be punished. She just knew it. Jiyong is wrong about this...
Dara bowed her head low and her hands were already clutching her skirt tightly. Jiyong kept caressing her face with his thumb, trying to calm her down, but he didn't know the struggle inside her.
"You know what, you're beautiful. That's my first impression about you." Jiyong rubbed the back of his neck nervously because he just reveal what he thought about her...to herself.
"i am not." Dara replied shortly, made Ji snorted and he brought her to the front of mirror. Dara still had her head low.
"Look at yourself." Jiyong ordered but Dara didn't even raised her head.
Dara bit her lips to keep her tears in. She still remembers well what Jaejoong said. He had known her for a long time and he even said she is an eyesore to public. Jiyong knows her just for a while, and she knows he's lying.
"This is enough. I'm out." Dara walked away and grabbed her bag on the floor.
"You sure you want to go back to the class? We're 45 minutes late and-"
"What?!"
"You're hiding for too long, sweetheart." Jiyong leaned on the wall and folded his arms.
"I- I'm not hiding!"
"Found your phone on the floor. Here. So, it's up to you. Go back and get ready to be punished, or skip the class with me."
Dara snatched her phone from Jiyong and already made her way out.
"i don't think i want to clean the basketball hall after school...it must be very...very..tiring." Jiyong murmured to himself while making a thinking pose. Dara stopped walking and thought...
'Basketball hall? Jae would probably be there later....'
She sighed and approached Jiyong.
"Let's just skip class."
"Oh! You're still here? i thought you already gone!" Jiyong faked a gasp, made Dara give him a look.
"You know what? I'm going-" Dara was annoyed and turned around again to walk away but Jiyong caught her wrist. She quickly yanked it away and her heart felt like falling because of the skinship.
"It'd be great if you can stop touching me." Dara hissed.
Jiyong raised his arms like he's being surrounded by police. "Forgive me, your highness!" He laughed then cleared his throat after Dara sent him a glare. "Fine, let's go to.... Let's just practice our drama. You bring your script?"
Dara nodded, but she hasn't had a chance to read it. She wonders what kind of interaction that is arranged for them...
**
"Let's just practice our parts." Jiyong flipped half of the script into the page where his part starts.
Dara began reading.
The next day , Beauty and his father came to that house. That house condition is still the same, but this time , the foods are serve for two people. The beast show up and surprise them.
”Did you come here by your own will ?” Said Jiyong as the beast with a low voice. Dara was holding a giggle hearing his new voice.
“Yes.” answered Dara.
“Tonight , for the last time you may stay with your father , tomorrow morning your father must leave immideatly and must not go back here. You can only see him trough the mirror in your room." Jiyong the shook his head and turned around while reading his script.
Dara flipped the script again and read it silently.
Beauty's father left, and he and Beauty had a sad farewell. Father kept on apologizing to Beauty to bring her life into a miserable by bringing her here. Beauty only smiled at her father and told him that's she's going to be fine, even though she was scared of the Beast. The Beast was scary, he wears clothes that don't reveal much skin, and the skin that's revealed is also covered with scars, and the veins of his are visible to the eyes. The most visible scar is on his face.The scar is like his flesh that is torn apart into two. One of his eyes are all black, while the other one is normal.
Even from the first glance, people could see that he's not human.
"Jiyong you won't be a monkey here. It's not mention that you have lots of fur. Hahahaha."
"Yeah, i guess i'll be the modern hot beast here."
Dara laughed again softly then stopped shrugged when the bell rang. "Guess our time is up. Let's practice later."
"Yah! Just skip the entire class!"
"I don't want to skip another class. Bye!" Dara waved him goodbye and ran to her class. She began tiptoeing when she saw the back of her teacher from the previous lesson. She was just some steps away from her class when she was pulled by someone from her back and was covered with his hand. Her heart dropped in anxiety and beat so fast like it's going to explode when he spoke.
"It's me baby. I found you. Sssh." Jaejoong wrapped his other arm around her body, snaking it from her stomach to her waist from the front and pulled her closed against him. He dragged her to an empty class and leaned against the door after entering. He trailed his tip of nose on her hair, sniffing her.
"Ghad, i miss you so much.... I bring your breakfast, baby. You havent had your breakfast right?" Jaejoong let go of and fished out a french toast that is wrapped with plastic from his pants' pocket.
Dara screamed then Jaejoong covered again. "Hey, hey, it's only me.... Don't scream or you know what i'll do, right baby?"
Dara nodded in fear, and Jae let go of her again.
Jaejoong grabbed Dara's hand to make her took the french toast from him, and he pulled her arms again to embrace him. "Ah, this is where you belong. Only in my arms-!"
"Let go!" Dara tried to push him but he wouldn't budge. He tighten his embrace instead.
"Sssh, it's alright. I was wrong last night, i'm sorry okay?"
"NO!" She protested again but he just wouldn't let her go. She finally let herself being hugged by him.
"Oh, Dara... I couldn't imagine my life without you..."
"We broke up, Jae!!!! Let me go!" Dara pushed again and this time Jaejoong was pushed. Jae was trying to reach her again but Dara threw the food on him. Thank God that it was being wrapped or else Jae's clothes will be dirty by then. Jae squatted down and took it.
"You threw it?! You didn't appreciate my effort...I thought you like french toast?" He didn't sound angry, but he sounded sad instead, making Dara felt guilty so she approached him by the end and took the food from him.
"Thanks for this, Jae. but we broke up, you don't have to do th-"
"WE ARE NOT. BREAKING. UP!" Jaejoong stated it firmly.
"We are."
"No, Dara. We are not." Jae shook his head and grabbed it and slammed his lips on hers. He was roughly kissing her like his life is depending on it. The kiss was messy and wet, he kept kissing her waiting for her to kiss him back, but she didn't. Jaejoong broke the kiss and smiled.
"This is how much i love you, Dara..." Jaejoong put her palm over his chest, letting her felt his heart beat.
"This is how fast my heart beat when i'm with you..." he continued.
"I love you so much that it kills me, Dara. Don't ever leave me again." Jaejoong sounded begging, and he looked so scared to be left. He looked into her eyes, and his eyes showed so much pain.
Dara ruffled his hair and cupped his face, which he immediately leaned on.
"But we broke up, Jae... It might be hard for you now, but if we continue this, i'll ended up hurting again. I was deeply hurt when you hit me, Jae.. I'm sorry but we can't get together anymore, okay? " Dara spoke softly to him for him to understand. She gave him a last sincere smile before she turned around and walked away.
"You broke up with me, but i will never break up with you. This is not your decision to make."
"I'm sorry. " Dara apologized and stepped out of the class.
Jaejoong kept looking on the door and minutes have passed until he broke into a sad chuckle and ruffled his hair then punched the wall in anger, again and again until his knuckles were red and bloody. He saw it and grinned, knowing what to do to make her back.
"You are forever mine, Dara.... I won't let go of you. Never."
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