Waking up in the morning, I sauntered over to my desk dropping into the chair. Pulling out my secrative journal, I scribbled in last nights entry making up for the lack of writing that I did yesterday. Once finished, I quickly got ready for school and headed down stairs, once again entering an empty kitchen. Sighing, I grabbed the always there cup of water and pills and chugged them back, picking up my lunch and headed to the door. After putting on my shoes, I opened the door and walked out, shutting it behind me. Turning to walk down the porch, I ran into something and looked up yelping,

"Geez. You scared me." I stated placing my hand over my now thumping heart.

"Sorry." The person stated sheepishly and I just looked at him.

"What are you doing here Suho?"

He just smiled,

"I'm here to walk you to school of course."

I just took in his words, giving a light nod. Together we went down the porch, walking towards the bus stop and remembering last nights incident I couldn't help but ask,

"What's going on between you and Kai?"

He turned his head looking at,

"What do you mean?"

I sighed looking down at the ground,

"Well there seems to be this weird tension between you two, and Kai keeps asking what's going on between you and me."

He rose an eyebrow,

"And what do you tell him?"

"Nothing."

I heard him sigh and I looked up at him,

"Suho, I don't mean to be rude, but nothing will ever happen between us. I think of you as my friend, my brother."

He only shook his head,

"I know, because you like someone else."

I nodded,

"Yes."

The shot his head towards me,

"Who is it? I promise I won't say anything."

I bit my lip.

Should I tell him?

"I don't know."

He nudged me,

"Come on we're brothers right D.O."

I snorted at his context of my words. Shrugging I muttered,

"I like Kai."

He blinked,

"It almost sounded like you said Kai."

I looked him straight in the eyes,

"I do. I like Kim Jong In."

He stopped and I stopped also.

"Oh." Was all he said and I furrowed my brows,

"Oh?"

He sighed,

"You sure it's him?"

I scoffed looking at him,

"I'm pretty sure, why?"

"You know how you keep asking why there's tension between me and Kai."

I nodded and he pointed at me,

"It's because of you."

I blinked a few times not understanding,

"Me? Why me?"

Suho bit his lip not looking at me,

"Because we both like you."

Now I was even more confused,

"Wait, Jong In also likes me?"

He slowly nodded,

"Yeah, he has."

I almost fell over from shock.

_____

Ever since Suho had said the boy with the fiery eyes, my Kim Jong In, had liked me, I couldn't function. I could barely concentrate in class, and every time I spotted even a glimpse of the familiar dancer, I ran the other way. But it wasn't like it was too difficult to stay from the tanned boy, because he was still mad at me, he was avoiding me also. Funny how we're avoiding each other for completely opposite reasons. I'm avoiding him since I like him, and he's avoiding me because he doesn't like me at the moment. Isn't it just great? But now I knew why he was so mad at me, piecing all the pieces together, and everything makes perfect sense. The fall, the wanting to hang out, meet his friends, work together, taking me home.

You are so stupid Kyungsoo.

Truthfully, I would be mad too for liking such a dense person. Oh my god. I was the dense character. Sighing, I was stoaked when the final bell rang signaling the end of school.

Now's my chance.

That was one thing I knew he couldn't avoid me from. Work. Happy, I skipped to my locker and shoved in my books, heading off to my one and only sanctuary holding the label, Coffee and Crumbs. Once getting there, I slipped into the shop, throwing on my uniform and taking over the position. Soon following, was the one boy I barely got to see all day, also slipping into the back to grab his uniform, walking back out. I smiled from just seeing him, and I was about to give him a small wave when I remembered something.

He's ignoring me.

I sighed, quickly dropping my hand, watching as he walked past me without a single glance. I tried my best to hide my smile. For the next few hours it went on like that. The dancer ignoring me, me pretending to ignore him, but secretly watching every move he makes, trying not to fangirl.

Gosh, what have I turned into?

Well I guess who would act normal when they find out that the person they like, likes them back? But it was really hard to believe somone like him would like me, especially at the moment when my presense was practically non existant to him. So, I kept my fangirling to myself, and acted as normal as I could. Make drinks, hand them to the customer, smile and say,

"Have a great day."

or

"Enjoy."

I was a man of many words arn't I?

Finishing up another drink, I handed it to a teen, who was probably around the same age as us, 

"Here's your drink. Have a nice day."

She smiled at mean leaning in closer,

"It's Kyungsoo right?"

I looked up at the girl warily,

"Um yeah, is something wrong? If you're not happy with the drink I could remake it."

She simple shook her head placing a hand on top of mine,

"Trust me, your drinks are delicious."

I blinked at her, and she withdrew her hand, revealing a paper in my hand. I looked down at it,

"What's this?"

She once again gave me that smile,

"My number. Kyungsoo right? Could you hand this to the cashier for me?"

I frowned,

"You mean Kai? You can't do it yourself?"

She sighed leaning in closer again,

"Truthfully, I'm really shy."

I rolled my eyes,

"I could tell."

She was oblivious to my sarcasm and stepped back with a smile,

"Thanks oppa, you're the best."

I shivered at the word and with that she gave me a wink walking away. Watching as she left the store, I stared down at the paper.

"I'm shy oppa."

I snorted crumbling the paper and shoving it in my pocket.

Oops.

"What was that?" I heard a deep voice from behind me asked and I jumped swiveling around,

"Kai? Um it was just..nothing."

He looked at me unconvinced and I gulped.

Did he find out? 

With our gazes locked he took a step towards me, which made me take a step back, my body against the counter. He took another step so that this time he was looming over me and he never broke my gaze. Leaning, he reached out his hand, going into my pocket. I yelped, but he ignored me, pulling out the now crumpled up piece of paper. Opening it up, his gaze went from me to the piece of paper,

"xxx-xxxx-xxxxx Call me oppa."

Now when he said it, a whole different shiver went down my body and he slowly looked back up at me,

"I- It-It---" I stuttered not knowing what to say, and he leaned in once again.

I could feel his breath on my face and I turned. Just as he was about to say something though, we heard a clicking noise and I saw a quick flash. We both turned to find a couple of girls standing there taking pictures of us,

"See I knew it."

"Are they a couple?"

"OMG. I totally ship them."

"Kaisoo."

"Aw, why is it always the hot ones?"

Kai and I just looked at each other before looking back at the girls. I tilted my head,

"What?" I asked and they just smiled.

"Don't worry oppa, we still love you."

"Ne."

I blinked about to say something else, but the dancer beat me to it, throwing his arm around me,

"You hear that Kyungsoo. We don't have to hide it anymore."

I just looked at him in shock.

Wasn't he ignoring me just a minute ago?

He turned to the girls,

"You guys promise to be loyal customers right?"

They quickly nodded,

"Of course."

"Then I'll give you guys a treat ne?"

They nodded again and I tilted my head.

A treat?

Before I could understand what was happening, I felt the dancer wrap his arms around my waiste and leaned towards me, kissing me on the cheek. My face immediatly went red and I could faintly hear the girls scream in joy, truthfully all I could hear was the pounding of my own heart. After a couple seconds of snapping pics and fangirling, the stepped back,

"Was that ok?" He asked the girls and they all nodded furiously,

"That was deabak!!"

He clapped his hands,

"Ok who's ready to order?"

They all chorused a 'me' and followed Kai to the register. I still stood there, taking in what just happened. Bringing my hand to my face, I could still feel the tingling of his lips on my cheek. Dazed it was him who brought me back to reality,

"D.O you gonna make drinks, or stand there all day?"

I just shook my head going back to work,

"I think he's still dazed." One girl said and the dancer gave a smirk glancing at me,

"I have that affect on people."

I gave a snort, rolling my eyes, wanting so hard but unable to deny it.

______ 

Putting up the last chairs, we finished cleaning, and I headed to the back hanging up the uniform. Putting it on the rack, I heard the door opened and turned to watch the familiar tan boy walk in, hanging up his own uniform. Standing next to each other I took a deep breath,

This is your chance, Kyungsoo. 

"You know how you keep asking whats happening between Suho and I?"

He came to a halt and looked at me,

"And I keep saying nothing. Well the truth is-"

He shook his head,

"I don't want to hear it."

He began to turn walking out, but I stepped forward grabbing his arm. He didn't look at me,

"The truth is that he confessed to me."

"I said I don't want to hear it." He hissed trying to walk away, but I kept him locked in his place.

"I turned him down." I stated and he turned his head, but still didn't look at me, instead he looked down at my feet.

"Why would you do that? You two seem to like each other a lot since you're practically glued at the hip."

I shook my head,

"He asked why and I said I only thought of him as a brother."

"And, I told him that I already liked someone else."

He sighed,

"What does this have to do with me?"

I took a deep breath,

"The person I like is you Kai."

I felt his arm go limp in my hands and he turned slowly finally looking at me,

"What?" He asked and I locked gazes with him.

"I like you Jong In. I have, since the first day in the hallway."

He just looked at me not saying anything. His gaze turned hard and I gulped as he took my hands from his arm, taking a step towards me.

"Do you know..." 

He took another step towards me, and I stepped back, running into the wall. With my back pressed up against the wall, he put his hands on the wall besides the sides of my head and looked down at me, locking me in.

"How long I've been waiting to hear that?"

I looked up at him,

"So, you like me also?" I stuttered and he took one his hands trailing it across my face,

"Ever since the first day I laid eyes on you."

I in a breath and he took his hands cupping my face. Locking gazes, he ran his thumb back and fourth against my cheek and I almost melted right then and there. Leaning in he whispered,

"Can I kiss you?"

Unable to answer, I simply nodded and he smiled. Closing my eyes, I felt his lips brush against mine, and it was like a jolt shot through me. He must of felt it too, because the soon chaste kiss grew deeper as he leaned in further. It was so much different then the kiss Suho gave me, it was much more needy. But it wasn't sloppy. It was a nice slow kiss, like he was afraid to break me. Loving the taste of his lips, I wanted more, so I wrapped my arms around his neck, shoving him closer. He broke the kiss laughing,

"Someones impatient."

I tried to catch my breath,

"I've been waiting a long time for this moment." I said and he smiled,

"Me too."

Again he leaned in this time kissing my forehead. A sigh escaped me, and he continued to kiss down,

"You're so beautiful Kyungsoo."

going from my forehead to each of my eyes,

"I love your deer like eyes."

then to my nose,

"And your cute button nose."

back down  to my lips,

"And your luscious lips." 

This time this kiss was longer and I would have stayed there all night just kissing him if I could, that's how good he tasted to me. It was my turn to pull back and I looked at him, and I really looked at him, taking in all his features,

"If I'm beautiful to you Jong In, then you're y to me."

I leaned in kissing his forehead, then his eyes,

"I love your bedroom eyes."

then I kissed his nose,

"And your tanned skin."

Then I kissed his lips,

"And those dang sinful lips."

He just smirked and as I leaned in for another kiss a phone went off. We pulled apart and I looked down at my phone sighing,

"I guess it's time to get cinderella home, it's already midnight." He joked and I gave him a small shove,

"Want to walk me home, prince charming?"

He only smiled, giving me a quick kiss before grabbing my hand and intertwinning our fingers,

"Every day for the rest of our lives, if I could."

I think I just melted.