you woke up in a huge bed, you didn’t know where you are right now because you were really tired last night but suddenly someone pulled you closer and you felt you’re safe in his strong and warm arms, you smiled to yourself while staring at his sleepy face “you are all I need right now..” you whispered and pushed his bangs away “good morning” he suddenly said making you gasps “good morning” you said back “slept well?” he raised his eyebrows at you and you nodded “thanks to you” he chuckled “I did nothing to thank me babe” he pulled you closer “its my job to take care of you because you’re mine” his words never failed to make you melt and smile. 

“I’m hungry..” you smiled and said since you didn’t eat anything last night and now you’re hungry “I’m at cooking so don’t expect a lot from me” he said and you giggled at him “its fine with me” you said and he got up from the bed heading to the kitchen and you headed to the bathroom then to the living room, you opened the television to watch something

You didn’t want to think about what happened because you’re with l.joe, l.joe is your happiness now

You felt sorry for l.joe because he’s the one who’s cooking so you decided to look if he needed help, “byunghyun” you called “yes.” He replied “do you need any help?” you asked while walking to him “no its ok I can cook now” he chuckled while cooking, you looked at what he’s cooking and your eyes winded in shock “byunghyun you know how to cook better than meee” you said and pouted “and I just figured that out” he chuckled again, actually you just dazed at how he chuckled and cooked and that touched your heart how he cared for you like that, then you thought about your parents again, you didn’t want to think about them but what you  can do?.... you just stared at l.joe’s back while thinking deep about them you even didn’t realize that tears started to fall, you really didn’t know what to do you just needed something to comfort you so you just hugged l.joe’s back “what the…?” he said while looking at his back “babe are you crying?” he asked because he felt tears falling on his back but you just hugged him tighter “byunghyun keep cooking and ignore me” you said in a sad tone “I can’t ignore you when you’re crying” he half shouted “please byunghyun just cook” “you’re so going to tell me what happened after I finish” he said but you didn’t reply still hugging his back

You let his waist and sat on one of the chairs in the kitchen looking down avoiding his stares to you “and now for the first time of my life I’m making a special breakfast for my special one” he tried to cheer you up, its not like it didn’t help but you didn’t smile or anything you just looked down

“I’m serious now ______! What. Happened. Exactly. Yesterday?” he carefully asked, still looking down you started to talk “I’m adopted..” you whispered while tears are falling on your lap “what?” he asked confused “my real mother and father are DEAD” you looked at him while shouting “h-how??” “my mom died when I started to breath” “how about your father? I mean he should be there!” “but because I’m unlucky daughter he died after two month because he couldn’t live without mom….. but I can live without them….. its like” you whipped your tears “I lived 18 years without a real parents! They lied to me for freaking 18 years” you where mad now but your tears described how mad you were “I lived without my mom too! At least you lived with family that loved you and not a step mother” he said “but byunghyun at least you lived with your real father…. And you had time to live with your real mother too and she still alive…. I didn’t have the chance to see them for once in my life” it broke your heart how you actually didn’t see your real parents but you thought you were really with them the whole time

“I’m sorry…” l.joe whispered, you looked at how sad his eyes now “you don’t have to be” you whispered and whipped your tears away “but if I had one last wish just one wish to see them once in my life” l.joe remembered his mother too so he felt how you felt right now but your condition is worst than him , it was hard on you to hear that your parents passed away and you’re adopted it just too much to think about, l.joe curled your hair behind your ear and smiled “aigooo look at those puffy eyes tsk tsk tsk stop crying” he whipped your tears away with his thump “stop crying” he softly said you smiled a little at how he’s trying to comfort you “eat your special breakfast ! I didn’t cook for just staring at it” he said but you didn’t eat “aah I get it! You want me to feed you” he held his fork “say aaaaa” he said, you looked at him “ah pullyyyy open your mouth” you opened your mouth and he fed you “good girl” he ruffled your hair

After eating breakfast

It was weekend that’s why you didn’t go to school

“should I go to them and…. Apologize?” you asked l.joe “why?” he asked back “because I yelled them and blamed them” you looked down “yes you should go and apologize” he softly said, you looked up and saw him smiling to you “ok then I will go” you walked to the door “wait” he said and went to his bedroom to bring something, he came with a jacket “you should wear something warm its pretty cold outside” he covered you by his big jacket, you liked how he cared about the details and everything, it was good to have someone like him in your life, you were really glad “call me later” he ruffled your hair “and be good! No matter what, they still your second family, they did everything to make you feel comfortable, don’t you ever forget that” he said while zipping your jacket “arasoo” you said and walked to your house

When you arrived your home

“_________” they all shouted because they were really worried for you, you a little smiled now at how they really were worried “I’m sorry.. for yesterday… at the restaurant” you said “its ok its ok” Mrs.Park hugged you “lets forget about yesterday” Mrs.Park said “and I didn’t hate you” myungsoo said “myungsoo..” you whispered “I just… I was jealous...” he completed “you don’t have to be jealous from a girl who doesn’t have a real parents like you” you smiled even if it was hurt “I’m sorry..” he said “its ok” you replied “take a seat” Mrs.Park said “where’s da--… I mean Mr.Park “its weird to call him like that” Mrs.Park said “I know it just…. I don’t know what to call him after I knew he’s not my real father” both you and Mrs.Park sighed “do you want to know about your real parents?” you nodded “of..course..” “lets talk about your brave mother first! Her name is ‘Kim jungah’ she loved children so much that’s why she worked as a teacher for children, and your father ‘Kim jong-seo’ he worked as military  in the army! Your father was brave too… see!!” you were listening to everything but you didn’t cry just you draw a smile on your face “they were really brave then” you said “yeah they brought a brave daughter too” she your hair “do you have a picture of them?” you asked hopefully “yeah I have” she went to bring the photos-album “here” she handed it to you, you opened it and stared at your parents “you remind me of them” she said, you touched the photo and a tear fell on it “ummaa appaa…” you whispered “I wish if you both stayed alive” you said “its all my fault.. its all my fault.. if you didn’t get pregnant of me, you’ll still alive..” you whispered “don’t say that _____!” she said “I know now they are proud of you now” “why proud?” “because you’re their daughter” she smiled

“Mrs.Park” you called and she looked at you “I’m still going to America after I graduate” you said not looking at her direction “I won’t say no if that what do you really want” you sighed *what about l.joe?* you worriedly thought “_____” Mrs.Park called  and you just looked at her “please call us umma and appa again like you used to call us” she begged you “ok..” you half smiled to her “I really considered you as my daughter that I didn’t give birth” she said “and I consider you as my mother that didn’t give birth of me” you hugged her and she hugged you back

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