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After changjo and jiyeon’s date they headed to jiyeon’s house.

“did you liked today’s date baby?” changjo asked while taking off his shoes “of course” jiyeon smiled and sat on the sofa

Jiyeon and changjo were so close to each other, they go to each other house so its not changjo’s first time to visit jiyeon’s house, he even met her mother and father, they were so happy to see him and how he can protect jiyeon that’s why they trust changjo

“baby I’m so hungry” he sat besides her “changjo you…. We just ate” jiyeon sat probably facing him “but I’m hungry” he whined again “cook something for you! Its not your first time her” jiyeon crossed her arms and leaned back “but baby~~” he used his aegyo “aish changjo I’m tired” “jiyeon-aah~~” he shook his shoulder and did the best aegyo, she looked at him giving up she sighed “fine” she stood up and walked to the kitchen “assa” he held his fist out “what do you want to eat?” she shouted from the kitchen “anything is fine with me babe” he shouted back smiling

She shook her head while taking out the ramyun and boiling the water “this stupid changjo! We just ate and I’m so tired…” she hissed

While she’s cooking changjo went outside to bring something

“changjo come here I’m done” jiyeon shouted while putting the ramyun on his plate “changjooooo come now” but he didn’t give any response “where did he go?” she putted her hands on her hips and headed to where he was sitting

But she saw him standing there holding a bouquet of red flowers and smiling

(jiyeon should slap changjo later for the ugly flowers xD but at least she's happy :'))

“w-what is this?” she slowly pointed out at the bouquet “this! This is for you” he looked at her “for w-what?” she asked again “its for being a good girlfriend, for taking care of me, for loving me even though when I be a jerk sometimes” jiyeon chuckled “it’s a simple thing I’m giving it to you, I just want you to know that you’re the first one who changed my heart to the better you’re the first and the last jiyeon” she covered and her eyes started to tear happy tears, he handed her the bouquet and she smelled it “smell good” she smiled to him “I don’t know what to say” she said and he hugged her “you don’t have to say anything jiyeon”

After that they sat to eat the ramyun “jiyeon-ah” changjo called “hmm” she replied while chewing her the ramyun

“to which university you’re going after we graduate?” he asked worried “hmm…. Me and _____ decided to go to America” “WHAT?” he shouted “but I think I’m changing my mind” she completed “it’s a relief” he sighed “what about you changjo?” “I still don’t know” he rubbed his neck “lets go to the same university” jiyeon happily said “of course we will be at the same university jiyeon” “let me think about the universities here” she completed eating

“but why ______ is going to America? Hyung will go crazy if he knew about it” he said “she said she want to try something new!” changjo sighed “I hope she changes her mind too” he smiled to jiyeon

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While walking with l.joe holding his hand “byunghyun” you called “hmm” he looked at you “what’s your dream job?” you suddenly asked “let me see.. my dream job…” he thought of it “my dream job is to be a doctor for children” he said “doctor?” you raised your eyebrows because l.joe is not the type to be a doctor, its not he doesn’t have the skills but he never study it just you can’t trust him when it becomes to the ‘study’ part “are you sure?” you asked again “yeah! Why not? I like to help children and it hurts my heart to see them hurt when they are young… they deserve to live” he said while swinging your hand a little, your heart melted at how he cared for children and he really wants to help them “and do you think you really can do it?” you asked “I don’t know…. And I don’t think so” he looked down “why not?” “you know me!! My brain just can’t be a doctor” “nothing impossible byunghyun” you looked at him “and for another reason” he completed “what reason?” “my dad wants me to be a successful business man like him” l.joe rolled his eyes

You faced him “do you want to be a business man like your father?” “no” he replied shortly because he didn’t know what to do with his future “you know what ______? I don’t care! As long as you’re going to stay by my side” he curled your hair behind your ear and smiled but you didn’t smile

Because you have decided that you’re going to America to study media and be a director for musicals and plays, you already  discussed with your family about it

“_____ what’s wrong?” he lift your chin up “n-no nothing is wrong” you faked a smile

Bell rang

“see you later” he leaved your hand and waved “yeah see you later” you waved to him back because you were already besides your classroom

*how am I going to tell him about it?* you bite your lower lip and entered your classroom

Class

You felt you phone vibrates, it was a message from your father

We’re going to eat dinner today! Don’t forget and wear a nice dress

You quickly hided your phone in your pocket before Mrs.Jung can see you *finally I’m going to eat dinner with my whole family* you smiled to yourself

School ended

You headed to your locker  to put your books inside suddenly l.joe kissed your cheek surprising you, you touched your kissed cheek “you surprised me” you said while closing your locker “I like it when I surprise you” he chuckled “and when you’re blushing” he completed pointing at your cheek but you suddenly bite his pointing finger “aah” he rubbed his finger a little then chuckled “babe you turned into a vampire too! Congrats” you chuckled at his so called ‘vampire’  thing “I also can bite” he smirked “sure you can” he pulled you closer to him “you ert” you slapped his head slowly and he rubbed his head while laughing

“babe let’s go on a date today” l.joe said “sorry byunghyun! I can’t go on a date with you today” he pouted “but why?” “because I found someone better than you” you stuck your tongue out at him “WHAT?” he stopped walking and shouted “oh-oh” you walked fast but he grabbed your arm and pulled you to face him “dogoo? (who?)” he said glaring at you “someone you don’t know” you smiled, you can see the anger in his eyes and you might see smoke appearing from his ears “jealous?” you simply said but he tighten his grip on your arm it hurts but you never said it “and you’re asking me if I’m ing jealous?” he hissed with anger because he didn’t like the idea that you’re spending time with that someone but you giggled at his reaction “byunghyun..” you softly said but he still glaring at you “don’t be jealous” you sighed and hugged his neck “I’m going with my father” you whispered into his ears when he heard that that someone was your father his eyes winded in shock and embarrassment “why didn’t you say that he’s your father instead of saying he’s someone” he whispered back “because I like it when I see you jealous” you chuckled and he wrapped his arms around your waist so tight then he hided his head in your neck because his face was red

You pulled back “I have to go now” “call me when you arrive home” he said “sure” you kissed his jaw line then walked away

“it just how much I like you ______....” he whispered to himself and walked with teen top to hang out somewhere

 

“mom, dad I’m home” you shouted while taking your shoes off “get ready because where’s going to eat dinner early today with your dad” your mom said while fixing her dress “okay! By the way mom you looks beautiful” you said “aww thank you” your mom said while looking at herself in the mirror “go and get ready” “yeah I’m going” you headed to your room to change

Myungsoo changed too and came to the living room “mom… are we going to tell her today?” he asked “I still don’t know son….. I don’t know how she’s going to react because I don’t want to lose her either your dad and I hope either you” “I don’t want to lose her too” he looked down “I started to like her as a noona since I don’t have brothers or sisters” he looked down

“are you ready?” your father called out “I’m ready” you said while putting some perfume on your hand and neck “how about the auhjmma?” he said “yaaaah I’m not an auhjmma” your mom glared at him “my mom is beautiful” myungsoo commented “thank you myungsoo” she said while searching something in her bag “I forgot my phone, _______ can you bring it for me? Open the second drawer” “ok! I’ll be right back don’t go without me” you said while walking to your parents room “we will” myungsoo shouted “let me fix your hair” your mom fixed his hair and tie

“second drawer…second drawer….” You opened the second drawer and found your mom’s phone “I found it” you said but you saw your pictures in a paper but because you’re a curios person you took the paper and started to read what’s on it

You read every single word carefully, your eyes winded in shock and you covered your mouth with your hands “my real family name is….. kim?” you quickly putted the papers back when you founded them and held your mother phone tightly

“come on ______ we’re going to be late” your dad said but you didn’t reply him and just looked down *are they going to tell me today about it? That’s  why we’re going to eat dinner together?* you thought

Restaurant

“chaah so what do you want to eat?” your dad asked actually Mr.Park “I want..” he didn’t let his wife to complete “I will order for you all whatever I want” he called the waiter and took his order “why is that?” his wife asked “because I know what you all like” he chuckled and his wife slapped his shoulder

After that the waiter came with the order but you didn’t want to eat you just wanted to know everything right here right now but you didn’t know how to start you just stared at the food in front of you “what’s wrong _____?” Mr.park said, you didn’t reply and just looked down “something happened at school?” Mrs.Park said “no..” you whispered “then what’s wrong?”

“I need to know the truth” you half shouted “what truth??” “darling what truth?” they nervously asked “how did you know?” myungsoo asked “I found some papers in my mo-… I mean her drawer” you coldly said “and I need all truth now” you completed

“ok ______” they sighed “it was a long time ago…. Your real  mother and father passed away…” tears walled to your eyes “h-how?” you whispered “your mother was my best friend and your father was his best friend ……. They got married and your mom….” Mr.Park stopped explaining “please complete” you said and they knew that you’re hurting now “your mom wasn’t strong enough to stay alive when she brought you to life…. She couldn’t see her beautiful daughter” now tears  fell from your eyes “w-what…what about dad?” you hardly asked

They sighed “he couldn’t live without your mother…. He kept crying all day all night without eating or resting he loved your mother so much he kept crying and his heart couldn’t handle it so after two month he passed away” you cried so hard and looked down you had ruined your dress but you didn’t care much about it then you started to sob “and all these years I thought I had a real mother and real father or even a real brother” you looked at myungsoo “and that’s why you hated me that much” you sobbed “you had to tell me about it” you shouted at myungsoo “why am I shouting you can’t bring back my real parents” you whipped your tears but tears fell again you couldn’t stop crying “my father is selfish too!! He didn’t think about his daughter? What…. What am I going to do now” you cried harder “______ your dad wasn’t selfish he said that to take care of you and to adopt you, he trusted us” she wanted to comfort you but it didn’t help “that’s why he’s selfish” you shouted again “my parents weren't strong enough to bring a daughter like me then why did they bring me to life?” “______ don’t blame them in front of us! They were good people” Mr.Park said “they weren’t good for me….” you whispered, they were hurt too to see you in this condition, it was right to cry and to be mad but it wasn’t right to blame them because they passed away

You stood up and they stared at you “I’m leaving…” you whispered but it was enough for them to hear “to where?” they asked worried “to anywhere but not home so don’t wait for me..” you walked away “but you…” they stopped talking because you already had left “aish! What are we going to do now?” “let her to relax first then we’re going to talk to her” they nodded their heads

 

You just walked don’t know where to go, kept crying you just really couldn’t stop you sat on random chair on the street you buried your face in your hands “uppaa ummaaa..” you sobbed

After relaxing you stood up but don’t know where to go but there was only one solution came to your mind so you just went to his apartment you rang the door bell he opened the door he stared at your miserable look “babe w-what h-happened?” he asked  “can I come inside?” you said “of course of course come inside” he said while letting you to come in, you sat on the sofa while sighing “wha….” You cut his words “not now byunghyun please… I will explain everything later” you said and you felt like crying again but you whipped your tears “o-okay..” he sat besides you “want to stay the night here?” he asked you, you have to agree because you didn’t want to go back to your house at all you can’t face them and you don’t have the money to stay in a hotel so you nodded your head, he brought a blanket and covered you “you need a warm blanket” he said “and a warm body” he wrapped his arms around you and you immediately placed your head on his chest it was so warm and relaxing, he’s the only one left for you too, you glanced at him looking at how worried he was and want to know what’s behind your tears “sleep” he whispered “I can’t” you whispered back “I will sing for you” he said and you nodded he sang baby don’t cry (I know its for exo but that song is just so relaxing)

Baby don’t cry tonight after the darkness passes
Baby don’t cry tonight it’ll become as if it never happened
You’re not the one to disappear into foam, something you never should’ve known
So Baby don’t cry cry my love will protect you


he sang into your ears while your hair till you fall asleep in his chest he layed on the sofa with you because his sofa is huge “I will never  let anything bad happens to you” he kissed your forehead and 
fell a sleep.

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ok first guys and as always i'm sorry for not updating so soon ;-;-

but yeah i updated woohoo lol 

more action will be next so keep reading i loooveee looveee loooveeeeee you guys :D 

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Wonuda
#1
Chapter 47: wow speechless that was great . sobs sobs . goodjob there :)
cheekylittlechubba #2
Chapter 47: I'm speechless... It's so good!!!!

good job authornim ^^
Mharekai #3
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nakano-natsuki #4
Chapter 47: Hey I really love your story authornim~~ :D
Mincheol #5
Chapter 47: I love this! Is Kai and Jungah a couple? The scene is so cute! I can't stop reading the part! Hehehe.Mind doing their fanfic too.? Hah
xoxolove522
#6
Chapter 47: I cried when the backing to l.joe part! Good story line!!
allkpopluvr890 #7
Chapter 47: That bit where ljoe kissed cap!!! XDDDD daebak fanfic author nim!
Cute_hyoie
#8
Chapter 47: Ah~~~~ I LOVE YOU L.JOE
Hizzanim
#9
Chapter 47: Asdfghjgtjhdggbhusdfsewsgv what have you done to me :") I want more ;-; Loved the chapter.. No, the whole fanfic tbh. It's AMAZING!! YOU. ARE. AWESOME. AZZMA.
Leeminie #10
Chapter 47: I can't explain what I feel ... But I gonna steal l.joe from you :p