Chapter Twenty- One
I Love You
Jaejoong POV:
I was still taking my shower and my phone was ringing for the third time.
“ *Siiigh* Now I can’t even take a shower??” I was getting irritated, so I got out putting a towel around my waist and I went to check my phone, it was Yoochun who called tree times.
-What happened?? He said that he was going to apologize… Hope it's all okay.. -. So I called him back and he picked up right away.
“ Oh Yoochun-ah! I’m sorry! I was get-” I was interrupted right away.
“ Hyung.. I.. how can I be so stupid?” his voice was shaking. –Was he crying..??-.
" Hey what's wrong? What happened?" I tried to ask him.
“ It’s over… it’s all over.. it’s too late already…” –No.. I knew it would happen!-. I can feel how much he is hurting right now and I can't see him like that, not again.
“ Yoochun-ah calm down now, I’m going to change and I’m coming over, Okay? Just stay there!” the only replay I got was a ‘ hmmm..’. I quickly changed and reached his house.
I was waiting in front of his door, when he opened for me he was like a soulless body. –Oh .. that’s really not a good sign… *Sigh*-.
While I was still closing the door behind me, Yoochun was already lying on the couch, And I can tell that he was there for a while.
“ So? What happened?” sitting down, I asked him , and after a while he begun to speak and he told me everything and about that last message.
“ Mmmh… So what will you do now?”
“I don’t know.. She.. She doesn’t want to see me anymore.. ”
“ Yoo-” I got cut off, again.
“ But I can't do without her.. she is my everything!!” –Yeah just in time Yoochun-ah..-.
“ Look, if that's true then don't give up now, no matter what.. if you really love her! ..That's all I can say for now.”
“ You should call her..” I told him.
“ What??”
“ Call her!”
“Call her?? Hyung, did you hear what I said just now? I said, she won't talk to me..”
“ YAH! That's the only way if you want to see her again!” he was frowning not knowing what to say anymore.
“ Okay it's late! I have to go now..” I said getting up and going towards the door.
“ Wha- Hyung! Are you really going to leave me like this??” he came after me, in front of the door.
“ I already said what I have to say so it's all up to you now Yoochun-ah..” he looked down and didn't say anything anymore. Patting his shoulder I told him to call me when there is something new and then I left.
On my way home I had a second thought about the way I left him, just like that and now. – Jaejoong-ah you did all you can!! It's his time to decide what to really do now!-. I said to myself. –Waaah! How can he loves her that much and find out just now?? ARGGGHH!!-.
End of Jaejoong POV.
Yoochun POV:
–What should I do now?? Why did he left me just like that???-. I couldn't think of any way to resolve this situation.
–I should just call her like Hyung said!-
–Whaaat?? NO! I can't call her.. what if she rejected me?? what will I do then??-
–Yeah, then just call her! If I want to know, I have to call her now!!!-. After a long debate with myself I decided to call her.
-Okay, you can do this Yoochun-ah!!-. With my phone in hand I called her number. It was switched off. –Oh !! And now?? What to do??-. I tried again and again, but it was still switched off.
–Maybe she really don't want to see me .. maybe I should just give up already..-. But I couldn't give up just like that so I tried to call her one more time.
– I don't know how many times I already called, but this will be my last try..- So I tried to call her number one more time, this time it rang.
Cold sweat stood out from every pore of my body, my heartbeat were so loud that I thought it could be heard on the phone. But in the end she didn't pick up.
At that moment I knew how it's really frightening to lose her, and how much she affected my life, and that she's already part of it from already a long ago.
–I'm really the worst.. how can I realize it only now? how can I be this slow??*Sigh*-. I don't want lose her now, but I'm afraid I already did.
End of Yoochun POV.
Ahm.. I know it's a superduper late update but in the end I finally made it!! *yaaaay*
so.. this time I made a Jae pov.. I don't even know if I already did it before or not.. oh well nevermind XD
I'm going to post another chap tomorrow or maybe later 2day but still don't know.. Okaaaay I hope u like this chap.. Byeeeee :*
Hiiiii guys!!! i'm back here after almost a year? (so sooorry for that!! T_T) So now i want to update this story and maybe try too finish it too XD
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