Chapter Twenty
I Love You
Your POV:
The day after I woke up at the sound of the door ringing no stop. Frustrated, I looked at the alarm clock to see what time is it, and it was too early for me to wake up. I didn’t get any sleep at all, I cried like an idiot all night and now my head was about to explode, and when I finally get to sleep… *Sigh*
I got out of bed lazily, massaging my temples, going toward the door, I checked first who was it and it was none other than Sarah! I was ready kill her now. I opened the door shouting,
“ What the hel-” but I got interrupted by a sudden hug.
“ I’m sorry!!” She said hugging me tightly.
“ What are you doing here??” I asked her confused.
“ You don’t answer your phone so.. I was worried..”
“ Oh that..”
“ I’m really sorry! I made my best friend cry.. I shouldn’t have gone that far..” She started to cry.
–Maybe, I’ll kill her another day..-.
“ I.. I’ll beat him up for you, if you want! Okay?? J-Just don’t be sad, okay?” I found myself hugging her back more tightly, and I felt the urge to cry again.
“ N- no need to beat him up.. Ha- haha.. It’s not like it's his fault.. I’m the stupid one here..” and then I started to cry. We cried together, I had a shoulder to cry on this time, so I didn’t even try to hold back anymore and I cried my heart out, at least for the last time.
“ I’ll finally move on.. this is the last time I’m going to cry.. I- I don’t want to cry anymore..” I said wiping away the tears on my face. Thanks to her I was feeling better. When we calmed down, I began to tell her what really happened yesterday.
“ You really called him??” She was a bit surprised.
“ *Nod* mmmh.. but his phone was turned off, so I just left a message.. “
“ So, did he call back??”
“ I was scared he would call.. so I switched it off too..” I said looking down.
“ Ah.. That’s why.. So? What do you plan to do then? Are you just going to ignore him or something now?”
“ I- I don’t even know.. but I need time, I can’t see him now, you know.. I will break down again for sure, and that will not help me at all.. I have to get a hold of my feelings first…”
“ Mmm.. got it then.. Just do what you feel like to do.. okay?” I just nodded. We passed some more time together, and then it was time for her to go and I found myself alone again. I threw myself on the bed and I took my phone. –Should I switch it on now??-. I thought to myself, -I don’t think he even got the message so.. *Sigh* What should I do???-. After a long mental battle I decided to turn it on, so I did. It took like five seconds, and there were all the missed calls and messages, and when I checked it:
‘ 26 Missed Calls
From: Micky<3 ’
-What? He called me?? Why? Why did he call me? What did he want to say??-.
I was shocked, a part of me still hoped that he would call or something, but now I was scared to know what he has to say. I didn’t even have the time to think, that my phone rang.
‘ Incoming Call
Micky<3 ’
-Oooh m- my God!! I shouldn’t have turn it on.. A-and now what?? What do I do? I can’t do this!! I’m an idiot! I’m REALLY an idiot!!-.
With the phone still ringing in my hand, I was panicked, I didn’t know what to do and I still was not ready for that call at all.
End of Your POV.
Updated!!! :D Ehm.. i'm a bit late and i'm sooo sorry!! >_<
Well i have to say that i didn't really wanted to make it this long, but i'm having a second thought about how to end it. I didn't really want to make a happy ending, but i feel sorry for them.. LOL so i'm still a little undecided.. i don't know.. what do u think?? how should i end it?? please feel free to give some suggestions!! :)
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